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About Me

My name is Keri, i just had a little boy his name is Danial aiden he is the main priority in my life so if you don't like that the back button is located at the top of the page.... and i just got out of a 3 year relationship, so i am not looking for anything but friends, i am still deep in love with him and its still really hard... my heart has been broken and torn into pieces by my own fault, i have my little boy to keep my head held high, he is the best thing in my life... i believe everything happens for a reason even if we dont understand them or even know them, i am trying to turn my life around and figure who is worth my time and effort and try to figure out what life has in store for me, but this doesnt mean i am looking for someone to be with... my heart is now under lock and chain and never to be unlocked again, if you want to know more just aski like to dance, sing, ice skate, horseback ride, i like racing(yes i like cars), i am Christian i do believe things happen for a reason, but i am still human and i make mistakes if there is anything else just aski like all kinds of music but mostly country i do listen to rap, and rock but i am a country girl so deal with it.Click Here to get Mommy Myspace Layouts!

My Interests

dancing, singing, video games, cars, getting an education.... ummmm.... yeah...FOOTBALL

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I'd like to meet:

i am still not over my x i want and love him but he has made it loud and clear that we will never be together like we were, i am looking for friends right now, i do not want to date, or be with anyone else, just people to talk to and get to know, but read this and understand it, if you cant handle the fact i have a little boy the back button is located on the top right...the old saying of: it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all... it's total bull shit if someone told me how hard i would fall on my ass i would have never put myself in a position to be hurt, but like i say, what doesnt kill me will only make me strong... everything happens for a reason, and sometimes we wish we knew why when they happened, sometimes the reasons become revealed within time, and some remain out of sight. but it makes us stronger inside

Music:

Movies:

anything good thats not gonna put me asleep

Heroes:

my heros include 1. my dad for doing what he's done so long, 2. Debra she is the person i want to be when i get older 3. Tammy, your like my real mom that i never had... i think have been around these people this past 9 months have made me see who i want to become, and how to achieve it.

My Blog

Letting Go

The hardest thing I will ever do is to let you go but its your choice to decide dont worry about me I'll be just fine trying not to go outta my mind I havent given up I havent been defeated but I h...
Posted by if i left would you even notice on Mon, 03 Nov 2008 07:38:00 PST

i found someone

i finally found someonehis eyes light shine like the stars in the skyhis smile so bright like the sun way up highthe smell of his cologne, ahhgod its so right he said he loved me but it wasnt trueyo...
Posted by if i left would you even notice on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 04:00:00 PST

thoughts in my head

to know our love is over tares my heart open even moreto have you still here makes me feel we still have a chanceto know i can never get you back makes me crazyto have you by my side when i wakemakes ...
Posted by if i left would you even notice on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 07:50:00 PST

sorrow

A little time ago, we said goodbye But my tears still ain't dry Every hour, every minute you're in my head Wheatear I'm out and about or lying in bed I didn't treat you right Everyday we've had a...
Posted by if i left would you even notice on Wed, 15 Oct 2008 06:11:00 PST

Love?

why does love hurt so muchwhy cant love just be easywhy is it that its so easy to start itbut its so hard to stop itwhy cant i ever do anything rightnow i have to pay for the rest of my lifewhats the ...
Posted by if i left would you even notice on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 05:17:00 PST

josh

josh, i know i've done wrong time and time again, i know i've hurt you worse than anytime before... and i don't think you understand how truely sorry and what i would do to ge...
Posted by if i left would you even notice on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 03:57:00 PST

thoughts in my head

you've shown me love you've shown me the sun hell you even gave me a sonits hard to knowthat all we'll be is just friendsbut im still not giving ini'll be here til my dieing daywaiting on the situatio...
Posted by if i left would you even notice on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 03:24:00 PST

Abortion

Month OneMommyI am only 4 inches longbut I have all my organs.I love the sound of your voice.The sound of your heart beatis my favorite lullaby.Month TwoMommy today I learned how to suck my thumb.If ...
Posted by if i left would you even notice on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 01:12:00 PST

another poem

i feel as if i've cut out my heart and taken a knife to cut it into pieces slowly at a timei feel like i'm dieing knowing you hate me deep insideand i have no one but to blame but myselfbut it still d...
Posted by if i left would you even notice on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 05:33:00 PST

its not possible

how can you sit there and tell me not to love you anymore?its not possible.you're what makes my life wholeyou're the part that fills the empty hole the touch of your hand just is so full of loveyour k...
Posted by if i left would you even notice on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 12:57:00 PST