people are always saying
that you cannot live without love,
but id like to think that oxygen is more important.
iris june.
i live life, like its my last day, everyday.
im not good with getting along with people,
im the most blunt person, you will ever meet,
& i speak sarcasm as a second language.
i have this ability to destroy people, with only words.
BASICALLY, im a heartless bitch, and love it.
i'm a recovering alcoholic, and i still have trouble with alcohol.
i'm nineteen, and headed to college in the fall.
but i would give ANYTHING to just go back to when i was sixteen.
im clingy, and i am well aware of it.
when i say "i love you" i'm gonna mean it.
i'm probaly the only nineteen year old
who's bedroom is done in hannah montana, i'm a big fan.
i will be attending the art institute of indianapolis in august.
majoring in photography, of course.
i write, but you'll probably never see any of it.
someone once told me to trust in people.
then he turned around and walked out of my life forever.
yeah, so the one and only boy i ever truly needed,
is completley out of my life, and its not the easiest thing to deal with.
i have decided that one day, everything will make sense to me.
and when that day comes, i will have figured myself out too.
you probably think you know me, but you probably have no idea.
no matter how many times you read my about me,
you still are not going to understand,
even a fraction of what im about.
:)