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About Me

people are always saying
that you cannot live without love,
but id like to think that oxygen is more important.
iris june.
i live life, like its my last day, everyday.
im not good with getting along with people,
im the most blunt person, you will ever meet,
& i speak sarcasm as a second language.
i have this ability to destroy people, with only words.
BASICALLY, im a heartless bitch, and love it.
i'm a recovering alcoholic, and i still have trouble with alcohol.
i'm nineteen, and headed to college in the fall.
but i would give ANYTHING to just go back to when i was sixteen.
im clingy, and i am well aware of it.
when i say "i love you" i'm gonna mean it.
i'm probaly the only nineteen year old
who's bedroom is done in hannah montana, i'm a big fan.
i will be attending the art institute of indianapolis in august.
majoring in photography, of course.
i write, but you'll probably never see any of it.
someone once told me to trust in people.
then he turned around and walked out of my life forever.
yeah, so the one and only boy i ever truly needed,
is completley out of my life, and its not the easiest thing to deal with.
i have decided that one day, everything will make sense to me.
and when that day comes, i will have figured myself out too.
you probably think you know me, but you probably have no idea.
no matter how many times you read my about me,
you still are not going to understand,
even a fraction of what im about.
:)

My Interests

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My Blog

i do this alot.

TEN things you want to say to ten different people 1. you were the biggest part of my life for five years. im beginning to see that you WERE the best thing for me, even if we don't even talk anymore. ...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Jul 2009 21:28:00 GMT

YOU STOLE MY BEST LINE.YOUR RIGHT, you know id go to fucking hell for you.

i miss the way your soft brown hair would fall. I miss the power of your kiss.the cute little things you would say between kisses. i miss the boy who told me he was READY to risk this five year friend...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Jul 2009 13:08:00 GMT

the people who keep me put together.

my bestfriends consist of; a mature sixteen year old, who puts up with my shit, better than anyone ive ever met.shes pratically my sister.a boy who pisses me off more than anything,but when hes laying...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Jul 2009 12:12:00 GMT

neither hands are usable.

haha only ashes will understand the title for this.my day consisted of;christopher waking me up @ 10.me getting pissed.coming home, wanting to go to bed, but ended up playing like 5 hoours of ps3.mort...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Jul 2009 22:14:00 GMT

scratch that last post.

yeah.scratch that last post.ya know the one where i was all "strong and over you" and shit.hah.i honestly dont know who i was trying to kid with that.because every nights the same anymore.ends with th...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 01:38:00 GMT

i dont think

that "i hate you" or"i love you" or "i need you back" or EVEN,"i want you in my life"is enough to really explain this.thankyou for making sure that i once again, am not able to connect with anybody, o...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 01:51:00 GMT

I found a way to let you in

ive listened to the song HALO, about fifteen times today.it wasnt like "our" song, really. more like the song that i told you defined how i felt about you.ive smoked a pack and a half of cigarettes in...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jun 2009 21:25:00 GMT

sweet sixteen.

come on girls.im nineteen years old.im not trying to listen to your brock howe drama.we spend every single day together.that does not mean that i control his every fucking move.i dont stop him from do...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jun 2009 16:32:00 GMT

yeah. im awake.

for some reason, this morning, when i wokeup, i felt like needing to get some stuff out. i couldnt really tell you why the fuck i wrote all this, because some of it just makes me look like a baby. but...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jun 2009 11:09:00 GMT

five people.

FIVE  things you want to say to FIVE people, anonymously.1.  i dont really know what to say to you. because i cant explain how much i love you. nobody has ever been there for me like you. its actually...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jun 2009 21:59:00 GMT