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mischka

I have the right to love many people at once and to change my prince often.

About Me

"I am an excitable person.........in whom feelings are much stronger than reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls." -- ANAIS NIN
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“People had been working for so many years to make the world a safe, organized place. Nobody realized how boring it would become. With the whole world property lined and speed limited and zoned and taxed and regulated, with everyone tested and registered and addressed and recorded. Nobody had left much room for excitement, except maybe the kind you could buy. On a roller coaster. At a movie. Still, it would always be that kind of faux excitement. You know the dinosaurs aren’t going to eat the kids. The test audiences have outvoted any chance of even a major faux disaster. And because there's no possibility of real disaster, real risk, we're left with no chance for real salvation. real elation. real excitement. Joy. Discovery. Invention. The laws that keep us safe, these same laws condemn us to boredom. Without access to true chaos, we'll never have true peace. unless everything gets worse, it won't get any better. The unreal in more powerful than the real. because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because it's only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend..They can go on and on.”------Excerpts from "Choke" ------
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: mischka
Birthday: may 3rd 1981
Birthplace: east lansing, mi
Current Location: austin, tx
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: bright crimson
Height: 5'7
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty, but lefty at pool
Your Heritage: Ukrainian
The Shoes You Wore Today: black sandals with studs
Your Weakness: charm, pretty eyes, winks, sexy smiles, and on guys the V
Your Fears: sharks - sneaky bastards
Your Perfect Pizza: bbq with black beans and corn and grilled chix, or taco pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Do really good in grad school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: right
Thoughts First Waking Up: I often have trouble distinguishing between dreams and reality, so I spend my morning trying to figure out if my dreams were memories or if my memories were just dreams
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: early morning
Your Most Missed Memory: time with old friends, and old loves
Pepsi or Coke: yuck
MacDonalds or Burger King: even worse
Single or Group Dates: either, as long as the person you're with is amusing
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: they're not real tea!
Chocolate or Vanilla: neither... coldstone boston cream cake's the best!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: double espresso iced with cream pretty much every morning
Do you Smoke: chainsmoker
Do you Swear: like a sailor
Do you Sing: everyday in the car, and when i listen to my friends play
Do you Shower Daily: if I get out of bed then yes
Have you Been in Love: I love a lot of people, but i love wolf the most!.......does that count?
Do you want to go to College: i have a bachelor's already
Do you want to get Married: if it's angelina jolie ...lol... otherwise, it's not looking to be likely
Do you belive in yourself: does it make a difference?

Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes... usually at the worst possible times
Do you think you are Attractive: i'm not conceited if that's what your'e asking, but children and dogs seem to like me ;-)
Are you a Health Freak: i am an anti-health freak
Do you get along with your Parents: my dad died in january, but i guess my mother likes me...even though i'm a lot like my father
Do you like Thunderstorms: can we say instant Aphrodisiac?
Do you play an Instrument: I can play "rivers of babylon" on the guitar...but that's it
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: oh yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: i think i've inhaled more smoke than actual oxygen
In the past month have you been on drugs? : ??? what are you a cop?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: a real one? i don't do dates
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah...not so much. i don't like little punks

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: not so much
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yup
In the past month have you been on Stage: nooooo
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope, but i dumped someone..... that's better right?
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: uh uh
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: a few hearts? haha
Ever been Drunk: a few thousand times
Ever been called a Tease: yeah, but just by guys who got turned down
Ever been Beaten up: just once- and it wasn't a fair fight (boys, never ever ever hit your girl)
Ever Shoplifted: yep
How do you want to Die: i don't... I wanna be a vampire and live forever!!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i don't want to grow up
What country would you most like to Visit: italy - lake como specifically
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue, green or yellow
Favourite Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: either
Height: taller than me
Weight: who cares
Best Clothing Style: i love all styles, as long as you can pull it off
Number of I have taken: of what i've taken?
Number of CDs I own: hundreds
Number of Piercings: just 2 now
Number of Tattoos: 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: one... but it made me grow up
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How to make a mischka
Ingredients:
1 part friendliness
3 parts brilliance
1 part beauty
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!
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Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
Your Passion is Orange
Your sex life is driven by your wild fantasies. For you, sex is a dramatic performance where you are the star. And you love putting on a wild act for your lover, trying to top last night's show. Whether you enjoy the actual sex is irrelevant... it's all about putting on a good act!
What Color Is Your Passion?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
What kinda sex do you like?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Times you want to fuck a day.. 10
Fav. position any position as long as its rough
How you like it ROUGH BABY
Where do you like doing it In public places
how good are you? fucking orgasmic
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My Interests

BEAUTY!!! I love all beautiful things.......art, music, people, nature, poetry, books, dancing, architecture....... i like it all .... I love that moment at dawn right before the sun comes up and there is a certain anticipation in the air, i love the smell of rain and morning dew, thunderstorms are like and aphrodisiac to me.... standing in the rain, freedom....i like all animals..... except sharks, those sneaky little bastards ;-) love my wolf =) traveling, languages, skydiving, horseback riding, photography, painting, laughing, sex of course...lol, flirting, eddie izzard.......angelina, angelina, angelina (she's my girlfriend, she just doesn't know it yet (but she will soon). Knives, samurai swords, vampire movies and books, countess erzebet bathory, cleopatra, gypsies, Trafalgar square, sitar music, Sevilla, Costa del Sol, Paris during the world cup, Lake Lucerne at dawn, hiking in montana, ancient untouched forests, pool, and hanging out at bars; being "one of the guys"... don't get along with a lot of girls...playing the bong ;-) classic old movies (Gentlemen Prefer Blondes), opera (Vampyress), spanish guitar. i love those first few moments of anticipation before you kiss someone for the first time, i adore the occult and history- (the only Amazon graves were found in Kiev.... that would make them Ukrainian people!!!), ancient Egypt, mysteries and magic. The discovery channel, Astral travel, ancient grimoires. Dressing up, new loves, old friends.... learning things from people that i would have never have thought of on my own (you learn something new everyday.....whether you want to or not!) Acupuncture, herbal medicine, polarity therapy, holistic healing. Martial arts, Jet Li movies, walking in the woods....getting lost in the woods lol..... exploring..... doing things i'm not "supposed" to be ;-).... contemplating the mysteries of the world......the curiosity of what someone would be like intimately (sometimes better than the actual sex) ;-) tattoos, touching of skin on skin..... someone touching you gently on the face or kissing on the forehead.... hair pulling ;-) throw you against the wall and kiss you passionately moments.....beautiful eyes, seductive winks, Algernon Blackwood and the beautiful descriptive stories that he tells.......... the list goes on and on, i'll stop now, but i'm sure i'll update it again later...
Your Birthdate: May 3
Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive.You are subject to rapid ups and downs. What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.

What kind of kiss are you?
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Your Element Is Fire
Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame. You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable. You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive. Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.

What's Your Element?
Your Life Path Number Is 9
9 The keys your Life Path are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude.You are very trustworthy, honorable, and unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice.Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself.If you are in a position to help, you certainly will.You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion.The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities.Your purpose of life is of a philosophical nature.Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy.Material gains are not overly important to you.You have a very selfless attitude and will give up of material possessions for the common good.he desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong.You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.Your very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields.Here you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.Often, however, there if a great deal of difficulty finding a suitable outlet for the your Life Path.You are usually well suited to the helping and healing professions... but less inclined to the competitive business environment.You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality.You have a special gift of understanding people, which if used correctly can be of great benefit to others.Your interest in people tends to make you quite social.People just naturally like you because you are so sympathetic, tolerant and broad-minded.In many ways, you are a romantic that can get lost in your loves and passions.Relationships can be difficult for you, however, because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively.If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting.On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category.It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed... because selflessness is not an easy trait.You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying.You must accept that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of your path. What Is Your Life Path Number?

I'd like to meet:

People who are funny and charming and intelligent. You need to think about more than money or power and shit like that. No sociopaths or psychos with split personalities who can't take a joke and always have to be right and flip out for no reason (got enough of those). People with lots of different interests with open minds. No judgemental people, worry about yourself and not what other people are doing. Live your own life. People who can take sarcasm and don't take themselves too seriously. No shallow people or hypocrites (although we all are at sometime or another). People who respect your ideas and beliefs even if theirs are different. people who are willing to try everything at least once before they say they don't like it. People who are sincere and sweet and genuine and don't just tell you what you want to hear. yeah, that's about it..... it's not too much to ask right? ;-)

You Are a Newborn Soul
You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing
That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back
You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys
But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

What Do Guys Like About You? Take This Quiz :-)

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[adjective]:

Insatiable to the point of crazy

'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Music:

EVERYTHING: rock, punk, rap, metal, country, classical, 70s, 60s, latin, pop, world, brazilian, reggae, celtic, sitar, spanish guitar, classic rock.------------------------I live in Austin, Tx now and if you live here you know that EVERYONE is a musician, but I have a few local favorites that ya'll should check out. i know they all have websites on here, so just look em up. RYAN DESIATO....... haunting voice, beautiful lyrics, great guy. THE AMERICAN SIDESHOW..... once again awesome guys, lots of energy, really fun songs..... totally worth seeing live if you get the chance. they put on a really good show. DOWN-STARES....... my ex's band... they're really great to see live.. I think they're touring again, so check 'em outOh, and a band that broke up awhile ago, but i'm just a huge fan of now is DISPATCH. Fucking awesome band. Everyone I know that listens to them becomes an addict. One of the members is now in STATE RADIO. oh, and i new favorite band of mine in austin, from the great land of canada ;-) JO HELL AND THE RED ROOSTERS. Jo Hell plays a really good blue's guitar, and he sings lynard skynard, so that's a definite plus!!

Movies:

Legends of the fall, kung fu hustle, labryinth, donnie darko, lilo and stitch, queen of the damned, brotherhood of the wolf, run lola run, the duel, emperor's new groove, the attic expeditions, pirates of the caribbean,only you, ace ventura II, practical magic, the craft, house of flying daggers, hero, dune, children of dune, the whole nine yards, bridget jones, twelth night, drunken master, antonia's line, and.......... anything with angelina jolie

Television:

I don't have cable anymore, but when I did I used to watch....CSI (original) ,friends, Scrubs, Grey's anatomy, Medium, Family Guy, Law and order SVU, discovery chanel..hate reality tv

Books:

The Alchemist, algernon blackwood's ancient sorceries and other wierd stories (the whole thing... the man was a genius), the whole clan of the cave bear series (all five are badass),the goetia, occult books, vampire books, anthropology and ancient history, the raven warrior & the dragon queen (they're by anne rice's sister, and about lancelot and guenivere, very well written!!), harry potter, siddhartha, the witching hour; anne rice, rainer maria rilke, w.b yeats, byron, anais nin, karin boye,herman hesse. And I just started reading these books called "when elephants weep - the emotional lives of animals," and "A natural history of sex - the ecology and evoluton of mating behavior." They're both turning out to be really good if you are into biology, animals, or just sex i guess???? OH....and ANYTHING by Oscar Wilde.....LOVE HIM LOVE HIM LOVE HIM

Heroes:

Angelina Jolie....... Not only is she my idol, I would totally be a lesbian for her. ;-)

My Blog

DISSAPOINTMENT

Is no one fucking trust-worthy anymore?  Is it a completely foreign concept these days?  I want sooo badly to trust the people I meet, the people I enjoy being with and talking to and hangin...
Posted by mischka on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 02:52:00 PST

It is the boots jess!!!!!

"Evolve" I walk in stride with people much taller than me and partly it's the boots but mostly it's my chi and I'm becoming transfixed with nature and my part in it which I believe just signifies I'm ...
Posted by mischka on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 06:43:00 PST

The Inevitable Conclusion

"Consider This"I've tripped again and things are starting to get interestingDon't give me choices cause I can't decideMy mind is soaked in wordsI've come to terms with all my insecuritiesAnd purity's ...
Posted by mischka on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 12:41:00 PST

For the already taken

"Untouchable Face"think i'm going for a walk nowi feel a little unsteadyi don't want nobody to follow me'cept maybe youi could make you happy you knowif you weren't alreadyi could do a lot of thingsan...
Posted by mischka on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 12:21:00 PST

ASKING TOO MUCH

ASKING TOO MUCH I want somebody who sees the pointlessnessand still keeps their purpose in mindI want somebody who has a tortured soulsome of the timeI want somebody who will either put out for meor p...
Posted by mischka on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 11:48:00 PST

Solitude

I am too alone in the world, and not alone enoughto make every minute holy.I am too tiny in this world, and not tiny enoughjust to lie before you like a thing,shrewd and secretive.I want my own will, ...
Posted by mischka on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 03:11:00 PST

Ich glaube an Nachte

You darkness,that I come from, I love you more than all the fires that fence in the world, for the fire makes a circle of light for everyone and then no one learns of you. But the darkness pulls in e...
Posted by mischka on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 03:04:00 PST

Reason and Passion

Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgement wage war against your passion and your appetite. would that i could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn t...
Posted by mischka on Fri, 26 May 2006 01:18:00 PST

Let's all go naked

Your clothes conceal much of your beauty, yet they hide not the unbeautiful.  And though you seek in garments the freedom of privacy you  may find in them a harness and a chain.  Would ...
Posted by mischka on Fri, 26 May 2006 01:10:00 PST

Song from James

When I look in your eyes      I see the wisdom of the world in your eyes      I see the sadness of a thousand goodbyes      W...
Posted by mischka on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 02:08:00 PST