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2nd year, 2nd chance. barely makin it.miss yall

lifeless beauty brings painful memories and life.

About Me

Everything has its price, we pay it every day. for the mistakes we´ve made for the crimes we´ve commited. for every tear we shed we are a bit more purer, but for every step we take, our heart turns colder...... for leaving without a reason or for staying for the wrongs reasons its all teh same shit. stay with who u are where u are, never leave because it can only destroy u more and more every second u breathe, with a heavy concsience and a heart ever so dark. I´m paying for my mistakes and for my hatred for life. yet i dont miss who i was yet i hate who i am. but i dont miss what i´ve lost yet i miss those i love. for those of u who know me well enough. u should understand all of this but those of u who dont. well too bad. life has its twists and turns but its all justified in the end

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OMG OMG I fucking love this fetus! I adopted a cute lil' cow fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! ............................................. ............................................................ .................................. ............................Take the quiz: "What Kind Of Weapon Are you?"

Nuclear Bomb
You're a Nuclear Bomb! You are by far the most dangerous and destructive of all the weapons. You're also the most advanced. You're cold and completely indifferent, destroying everything you can without feeling, remorse or regret. You also leave a nasty aftertaste: Radiation. You plague people for years, poisoning and killing the ones you didn't destroy from the get-go. You are the only weapon with the true ability to destroy mankind. You're horrible.

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: BETo
Birthday: july 6
Birthplace: DC
Current Location: DC
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: black
Height: 5'8"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: native american
The Shoes You Wore Today: DVS shoes
Your Weakness: legs
Your Fears: white people
Your Perfect Pizza: ham and pineapple
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: lose weight
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: sup bra
Thoughts First Waking Up: my gurl
Your Best Physical Feature: arms
Your Bedtime: 1 am
Your Most Missed Memory: getting my hair caressed
Pepsi or Coke: neither
MacDonalds or Burger King: both
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: naw
Do you Swear: FUck yeah
Do you Sing: naw
Do you Shower Daily: ......of course not its against my religion lol
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: ....undecided
Do you belive in yourself: no why should I? LOl
Do you get Motion Sickness: ....idk
Do you think you are Attractive: YEAH *rubs nipple*
Are you a Health Freak: .....lmao.....
Do you get along with your Parents: ......lmaolmaolmao.....
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah!
Do you play an Instrument: used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: naw
In the past month have you Smoked: naw
In the past month have you been on Drugs: naw
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: naw
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: naw
In the past month have you been on Stage: naw
In the past month have you been Dumped: naw naw
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: naw
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: ......
Ever been Drunk: yeah
Ever been called a Tease: yeah
Ever been Beaten up: yeah
Ever Shoplifted: yeah
How do you want to Die: by music
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a whore
What country would you most like to Visit: sweden
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: anyway they come
Favourite Hair Color: brunette, black
Short or Long Hair: both
Height: medium rare
Weight: neither o the extremes
Best Clothing Style: not bad
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: 75
Number of Piercings: 0
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many to count

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Take the quiz: "What Kind Of Weapon Are you?"

Nuclear Bomb
You're a Nuclear Bomb! You are by far the most dangerous and destructive of all the weapons. You're also the most advanced. You're cold and completely indifferent, destroying everything you can without feeling, remorse or regret. You also leave a nasty aftertaste: Radiation. You plague people for years, poisoning and killing the ones you didn't destroy from the get-go. You are the only weapon with the true ability to destroy mankind. You're horrible.

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for those worthy

la noche es mi refugio la luz mi veneno mi sombra el testigo de mi vida y pensamientos. Mi conciencia es mi dios y mi fiel amigo. mis ojos traicioneros de una verdad sin decir. mi cuerpo ha sido lienz...
Posted by 2nd year, 2nd chance. barely makin it.miss yall on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 06:23:00 PST

POEM OF MINE

For every lost person, for every lost soul there is a pardon, a new beginning. Every inhc of death can be mistakenfor a new inch of life.Our lives end as they begin, a more than worthy end to a rotten...
Posted by 2nd year, 2nd chance. barely makin it.miss yall on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 06:12:00 PST

another peom

Your hand reaches out into the open, awaiting the familiar touch of another hand. But it finds a dark enormous void of loneliness. Desperately u search for an exit, but everything is in vain. Yo...
Posted by 2nd year, 2nd chance. barely makin it.miss yall on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 11:37:00 PST

atent with disinterest

i lay upon the blood ridden floor observing the ceiling, covered with pictures of our most exciting times. Times not so long ago that shall never return times that i would do anything to have back. ...
Posted by 2nd year, 2nd chance. barely makin it.miss yall on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 11:49:00 PST

the life

The life I left behind is still vivid in my brain. Memories of pain and happiness, together with indifference. I´m changing but in which way I cannot tell, I see the sunset while others see the sunr...
Posted by 2nd year, 2nd chance. barely makin it.miss yall on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 01:56:00 PST

i like this peom

I scream, wanting revenge a blood thirsty, curling, and nauseating scream that makes the lifeless bodies shiver and the reaper himself grin. The hate that has built up in my heart has no outlet, it h...
Posted by 2nd year, 2nd chance. barely makin it.miss yall on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 01:47:00 PST

hmmmm this is how i feel

Bullshsit happens for a reason, and the reason is pretty obvious to me in this instance. I abused of all my privilges, i set aside the people i love for someone i thought I did; i lost sight of all my...
Posted by 2nd year, 2nd chance. barely makin it.miss yall on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 01:46:00 PST

shit that happens

multiple weapons at my feet,which to choose?lies, words,distance, guns, knifes, silence?and the list goes on.But i have come to findthat the two most devastatingare your lies and your silence.Worse th...
Posted by 2nd year, 2nd chance. barely makin it.miss yall on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 01:16:00 PST

life...

well people ong time no see tlak or anything of the sort, yeah I've recently been informed that I may need "medical attention" for my insomnia, and my massive depression, hmm now isnt that interesting...
Posted by 2nd year, 2nd chance. barely makin it.miss yall on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 07:12:00 PST