God is awesome....Project Jessica Dance
I find that I am constantly learning more about myself and you grow as a person throughout your whole life. In essence you are never really "grown up." The past three years have been the worst and the best in my life for many reasons and I am proud at how far I have come as a woman. I'm still not sure where the path of life is going to take me but I am trying to enjoy the ride. I find that my thoughts about the future are always changing and I'm always picturing myself in different ways then when I was a kid. I once thought things seemed so clear but I have realized that some fog is okay, especially for now. I do know that I am a very hard working person and sometimes a perfectionist. It is very hard for me to just take a day to relax because I feel like I haven't accomplished anything for that day, which is why I try to surround myself with people that will force me to take a break and have more fun. I need to have more fun in life because when I don't I just get burnt out with everything. I have a huge heart and I try to appreciate everyone for what they have to offer the world. We all have a reason to be here even if it is just to touch someone elses' life and inspire them to be a better person. I know I have a lot of people in my life who have challenged me to be a better me and I am thankful for all of them. I have also realized I have a very complex personality and it takes a long time for people to really get to know me. It doesn't seem like it from the outside but as people get to know me they realize how many sides I have to my personality. I have learned to accept that I can be a challenge for some because I think it just makes me more unique. When I click with someone though, everything clicks and we are friends for life. Friends and family are the best gifts life has to offer. I am definitely a fiery Aries and we can sometimes have our mood swings. It is important to not always take all my moods too seriously because sometimes we are just misunderstood and it's not worth getting worked up about. I will pretty much say what I think and what is on my mind which makes me seem a little aggresive at times but my soul is very sweet and gentle. The biggest thing I am working on right now is to take each day one at a time and not be too concentrated on the future. It is definitely one of the biggest challenges for me to do that but I am giving it a shot. I have realized no matter what I end up doing with my life or who I end up with I just want to be happy and be able to make other people happy. I love myself as everyone should and I'm proud to be who I am. I wouldn't trade any experiences I have had because I learn from them all and I won't apologize for the bad things about my personality because the good and the bad are all one package that you have to accept about anyone you meet. The goal is to keep improving, make your own path, and enjoy the short time we get to be in this world. You should create your own MySpace Layouts like me by using nUCLEArcENTURy .COM's MySpace Profile Editor !
