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Which Final Fantasy Character Are You?
Final Fantasy VIIim alumni of mount miguel high. i am an anime freak i love most everything japanime oriented. i love music and was part of MMHS Band Pit Section (when it was good). i used play guitar and will be again soon for college. i have a real soft spot for my friends. i don't love life very much, but i survive just so i won't bring tears to those who love me. i stay neutral until i get to know you. i run track and cross country. i'm a loser and i know it. no matter how much anyone says otherwise, i AM a pervert, but i'm a pervert with a heart and feelings too. i'm a "reforming" masochist, as in i used to cut, but i'm dwindling down due to promises i made. if you make fun of me i'll either agree or scowl at you because its usually accurate. my life's a bit crazy, but i cope. i always have someone there to keep my spirits up, so your put downs are worthless. i'm lazy and don't do much, but i will strive to please. i wish to be with someone i love, but fate has cursed me lonely. i try to keep away from it but i tend to be a psychic vampire. im not really much of a talker, but if you need someone to listen i'm here. my heart guides my actions and my emotions are my master (along with a certain girl). just because i dont always seem to be there for them i always have my friends back. if the chips are against me i give up, if the chips are against my friends i try harder, if the chips are against me and my friend then i'll sacrifice myself for their wellbeing. if i dont treat you like crap always, but i do speak to you, that means i consider you a friend. if you have a problem with me tell me, cuz i have problems with me too and want to help make certain people's lives less problematc. if ever you wish advice on a problem, ask me and i'll give you my opinion and the opposite of my opinion. if you expect me to decide for you you're in trouble, because i'm indecisive. if you you want me to give you my opinion of you its this, you are you and thats all you will be, so live your life and dont try to live someone elses. and whenever she's ready, i'm waiting.What Resides in Your Soul? (Anime pics, Accurate Results!!) What human aspect fits your personality? (images)
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the next step of my change

to follow up on my previous blog about my mental breakdown and rearrangement, after talking with laika about whats going on i decided to take a different split in the path instead of following it like...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Mar 2009 02:18:00 GMT

state of mind

things have happened as of today that may or may not result in me being the same as i was before. i may be distant or i may be close. i may have mood swings or i may be stable. i may be responsive i m...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 00:41:00 GMT

so i'm walking home right

well you see i'm walking from the trolley home because unfortunately i couldn't get the ride home from cesar that i been taking for granted for so long and i'm jammin to my music on my laptop and i he...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 22:01:00 GMT

Repo! the genetic opera

Okay so even though i'm no movie critic it's time for my critique of Repo! The Genetic Opera.So i went there mainly to see zeph and z0e performing and thought the movie must be pretty good if TTC refe...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Dec 2008 10:56:00 GMT

brittany’s newest theory

people who never seem to die by people's mind such as hitler, napoleon, tupac and elvis are all maybe one in the same, like they all came back to life, like jesus.
Posted by on Tue, 21 Oct 2008 23:28:00 GMT

cure for the pain

it seems i'm becoming more dependent on blogs again, but thats because lately it feels like there is no one to talk to. it seems im starting to sink into some old habits, as im eating less and talking...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 20:08:00 GMT

why?

How come time never seems to be enough? why is it that even after you have had so much time to recover and rebound, after you swore you were better, you truthfully believed you would be able to move o...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 19:49:00 GMT

tortoise theory of god

apparently my magic pockets have hell in them and the easter bunny is supposedly in there and when i went to find the easter bunny i found cash which is evil, and since satan = the pope then tortoise ...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 20:45:00 GMT

again

first i want to say that this is an apology to chelsea after using my writing against her before and now i'm using it for her. please critique this and tell me what you think for this is my 4th song, ...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 22:17:00 GMT

to the one always in my heart. you know who you are

Why won't the world make sense anymore? My love was all I had, I could give nothing more, And so it seems so sad, That I didn't see it before It seems that with my effort And the time I gave to y...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 18:42:00 GMT