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Cursed Or Blessed????

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About Me

See The Splintered Light, Inverted Positivivity, & Death In Rebirth Of This Lost Soul...I am not a Hollister model so thats a relief... what pisses me off is this world is mostly based on lies, & materialism. People are made to believe that everyone should be a certain way just because "STARS" are that way.... the interesting thing alot of people don't know is are they really happy the answer is for some who don't mind the constant intrusions in their life yeah their ok, but most of the no their unhappy thats why they turn to alternate devices to destroy themselves... be it alcohol, drugs, pornography, sex, violence, & jealousy sometimes which can lead murder... also many people think I am strange.. little do they know what they are saying is out of their own misunderstanding, pathetic. Many think strange, different, or abnormal is bad the truth of the matter it is when people see the world for what it really is they are either too terrified to accept what the truth holds, or entranced by it that they can never go back to the way things are. Different ones in society do push us into what ever we have or will have in store for us with the past, present day, as what the future holds no bearing on ourselves as well. It is true some ones in society can be dangerous poisoning everything they touch with their lies silly little people... annoyances nothing more I will let karma do her job on them for why would I even have to lift a finger in doing such would be just a waste of effort... thank you for reading this have a wonderful time.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Stability |||||||||| 36%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||| 16%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||| 16%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Indie |||||||||| 36% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

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I found her & shes very lucky to have me as I am to have her...... I HATE DRAMA!!!! I HATE LYING, I HATE CHEATING IN ANY WAY..... like go out to clubs, dance, hike, or any other physical activities, a woman with her head on her shoulders is another must, I don't want anyone who has emotional baggage or isn't willing to deal with their problems (AKA FIX THEMSELVES).... I am dating someone who is happy just being with me as I am with them. I like to spoil her & her names CAROLYNE... CORRECTION WE have been together off & on for almost 2 years & 1 months GOING ON 2 YEARS & 2 months. She is the love of my life as I am happy to make her smile every day when I make her breakfast before she goes to work, sometimes she make me breakfast when she can which makes me feel so special both have our problems but what relationship is perfect??? We go out alot together & have fun sometimes just sitting home on her days off. soon I am getting a car which will help greatly. Currently I do make around 7- 8 Hundred a month, we work as a team & I am proud to be with her. I am not controlling but I am definitely a protective guy when I am with her, due to recent events.....so just to clear up some confusion CAROLYNE & I are dating, so thanks for reading ta ta..... -Mikael Raine Not Gonna Get Us
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My Blog

People & Thy

I know what the future holds but to you their mysteries unknown Some would consider this a gift but thats far more fiction true...some would say knowing, feeling, what will happen to many of uswould b...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 21:12:00 GMT

Broken Inside Poem

Broken Inside I see the face In these shadows, be concerned for this inky blackness made of hell itself twist, rape & infect your perceptions at their best....Broken inside without it I haven't le...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 18:25:00 GMT

Tonight

Are you ready to start the nightDo you feel alright, yeah do you feel alrightHollow hunger, will you be biteHave you the appetite, have you the appetiteI can mend your misery If you believe in meDo yo...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 19:46:00 GMT

ME

I learned that this is how I have been living my life in a way but I am going to start taking care of me,  but not become an asshole in the process so who would like to be let into my world? Also...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 22:09:00 GMT

Without End

I am the stranger staringAt you and what you're wearingMay I undress you with my eyes?Peel off your insecuritiesShed away your impuritiesExpose yourself for what you areLet's drink up the blood of yo...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 19:17:00 GMT

I Don’t Know?

I don't understand why people can't just be more like me in one word HONEST I just don't understand why some people will tell you anything just to make you happy and say the same things to someone els...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 15:50:00 GMT

As Time Stands Still

My favorite poem that I made: As Time Stands Still As time stands still i feel the ebb of darkness brewing and stewing inside me and through out, every pore twisting my spirit to the very core ...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 14:56:00 GMT

almost lover

almost loveryour fingertips across my skin,the palm trees swaying in the wind, imagesyou sang me spanish lullabies, the sweetest sadness in your eyesclever trick, imageswell, I'd never want to see you...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 14:44:00 GMT

Excuses nothing more....

Theres a thing called disorder we often find ourselves associated with ....there is a possibility of this disorder nesting in every one of ourselves.....Excuses nothing more no conquest to solve....Ex...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 18:44:00 GMT

My Heart In Your Hands

I can feel the knife carving your love in my heartYou promised you wouldn't harm a hair on this fragile body, no that's not fairBut how can I trust you?How can I trust you with My Heart, in Your Hand...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 17:52:00 GMT