Lil Davey

Well, i'm a damn idealist and I can't seem to help it so I am learning how to simultaneously understand what that means, how to utilize those qualities, and refine the aspects that are unrealistic.
I am about to turn 28. I don't feel like I deserve that many years. I sort of feel propelled into the next chapter of my life and I don't quite have my flak suit properly zipped up, and so I am hopping about on the tarmac, zipper stuck, one arm still not in the jacket, lurching and gyrating awkwardly about, like a giant cat with a bag over its head....much to the cajoles and amusement of my peers. But hey, I love to make people laugh and cry.
My "career/s" have been as varied as the flavors of ice cream at Mariann's Ice Creamery. I'm beginning/going through my "saturn return," which means that shit is popping off, kind shifty, and i'm looking to create more meaningful and stable pastures for me. Which is a bit of a paradox...because everything shifts, goes away and then returns, change is the only constant, all perpetually morphing, re-defining and expressing itself throughout the strands of time and space here and now in the "isness" of the always present moment.
What a crocky bunch of bollocks. I'm a wild man, an un-tamable black beauty stallion, a gorilla...I should start writing more.