Shot at 2007-08-07
Shot with 603.
Ill hold you forever, even when you dont know im there you are everything to me and i dont care if you dont know im there i need you.i have learned a new lesson in . Sometimes in life we have to face dispointments, when you have worked so hard for something and you try to let others know but you cant seem to get it across to them, the world may not know who i am just yet and me feelings twards life, but they will, ill take my looses, and make it a win, i wont stand for 2nd place, because in my own heart i know im a fighter and ill stand for what i belive in, i didnt win the crown in the 2007 miss nebraska but i did get top 10 and i did get an outstanding award, it makes me happy to know that i have my friends and family standing behind me, now ill run for miss america, and i promis that ill blow them out of the water, because i am me, and no one else and ill make sure they know it.break my heart shatter my dream it doesnt mean anything find your self and never put me on that shelfdont make me be the doll with her moth sown let me breath the truthiv traped my self in these walls, i love him so much and the more i care the worse it gets, i cant handle the distance i cant handle the fact that some stupid person that doesnt even know him can see him everyday, while i sit here in pain, just wanting 1 look, 1 kiss, and i never get it. im so alone i cant take it anymore love is a gift and a curse, that all you care about is that one person and you will never know if they care about you
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Shot with 603.
Shot at 2007-08-09
i sometimes feel that life is just so complicated that i will never truly understand my purpose , i spend so much time trying to figure it out, i get so lonely on this quest for self recognition, i wonder why im so different from everyone else, i do things differently, maybe its because of my past my present? everyone has had a different experience to make them who they are, im so afraid that god isn’t real and that its all just a cover up to make me fee like im not alone in this world, and that when i die i wont just disappear, that i might actually go somewhere , ill have dreams that im just going to go away forever and ill wake up in a panic, i cant breath. ill drive on a busy street just to feel like im not alone, like the other peoples presents will make me feel loved, am i even loved? do i mean as much to someone as they are to me , life isn’t fair, why am i cursed with this mind of mine, why do i feel everything, why do i see everything, is there a difference between faith and ignorance? who am i really, why cant people see who i am!!!!!! why cant they know me for me? i just don’t get it , no one knows who i am, but me... and that’s my life.i am a strand of thread, so small an insignificant, you can break me, you can cut me down, you can burn me, but no matter how much you try, i will never disappear......there will always be a little piece of me lying around there somewhere, in your heart, because anything that is matter , will always be there... ...Love is when you care about someone , even when they are gone, love is not caring if they gain weight or get a new hair cut, love is caring about someone no matter what, and not being able to get enough of them..
..Boom Boom Rocket
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This is me and my brother playing BOOM BOOM ROCKETS!!!! i am on the right owning and he got distroyed at the end hahahahhaahhhahahahhahhaha IM BETTER!!My Heroes are definatly nate my family and beckers (:
they are always there for me and i love them so much
Shot at 2007-07-29