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About Me

I love Jesus... I love him more than anything and yet its not enough to even offer up...I desire a deeper walk with him, a love stronger than I have ever known, and a joy everlasting... I could go on to say witty and clever things... make you think I'm a funny and intelligent person.... desirable as a friend and confidante, but I know that nothing else matters except that you see the only reason that I live and that my heart beats and thats to bring glory to the Father, to walk in the assurance that one day when this life is over, when my petty dreams and inconsequential emotions have faded to gray that I will be reunited in glorious splendor with the Creator of the Universe, the Father of my Faith, the Son who is my sacrifice and the Holy spirit who is my Home, I don't know anything else to say except that if you don't know the love of this God that I serve then your life is empty; filled with the meaningless drone of passing time, deep down there is an unquenchable nothingness that will never go away until it is eternally satisfied with the unending and everabounding Rivers of living water. I am flawed, I say curse words, I get angry, I ride people's bumper when I am overcome with impatience, I covet my neighbors beautiful things; things I don't have, I'm envious, jealous,petty and selfish, I murder, commit adultery, lust and put idols before God in my heart, but I am loved deeply, forgiven completely, healed continuously, and made mercifully whole, by a God who is far greater than my measly words can ever describe...*if any of you reading this do not know Christ and his redeeming and life- changing love please come and talk to me or send me a message.

My Interests

Jesus. And changing my outward and dying flesh into a semblance of Him. traveling. New places. Coffee. art. Missions. Reading. anything outdoors. enjoying God's beautiful Creation. riding with the windows rolled down. Chocolate. The mountains. cold weather. The Library. Scotland. Jesus. I said that already I know, but it bears repeating. Thai food.moments when you realize God loves you. My sister. Trees (the climbing kind). Outside. Driving aimlessly. Books. A good cry. Laughing so hard your side hurts. My camera. Attempting the violin. Music that stirs your soul.

Music:

" that a song would rise up in me and truly, TRULY be reflective of my Jesus... that is all I ask"

Movies:

Pride and Prejudice.Wuthering Heights.Sense and Sensibility.Old Tom Hanks Movies.Napoleon Dynamite. Braveheart.Never been kissed. Molly. Behind the Sun. The Last Samurai. Kung Pow. The Passion.

Television:

hmmm..........

Books:

I love them!!!! God's Word. His living breathing word. Waking the dead. When God writes your love story. Captivating. Revolution in World Missions. Mere Christianity. Wuthering Heights. Lord of the Rings. Rebecca. The Robe. Waking the Dead. When Heaven Invades Earth...

Heroes:

Jesus.Joan of Arc." Every man gives his life for what he believes. Every woman gives her life for what she believes. Sometimes people believe in little or nothing and yet they give their lives for little or nothing. ONE life is all we have, we live it and then it's gone. But the surrender of what you are and to live without belief is more terrrible than dying, even more terrible than dying young." Joan of Arc

My Blog

tide

The ocean beckons calling out to me, Beseeching me draw nearer, to look upon her sea, Her salty whispers spoken with foamy lips of brine Offering me her bosom, a salty tomb enshrine, W...
Posted by Autumn on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 09:08:00 PST

unveiled

What good can come of the soul laid bare if no one is there to see, When disrobed of pride stands in fear all vulnerability, What good is stripping away the cloth that deeply binds you...
Posted by Autumn on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 06:27:00 PST

waiting

Waiting... My soul waits for the Lord more than the watchmen wait for the morning... I am waiting... and like the men that wait in the midnight hours for those first rays of gilded salv...
Posted by Autumn on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 09:29:00 PST

me

I want to run with my arms thrown wide, I want to throw my head back with wild abandon, I want to Dance like no one is looking, Sing a song loud and off key, ...
Posted by Autumn on Mon, 14 May 2007 01:34:00 PST

flame

I am like a flame dancing in the darkness, A Solitary light flickering against a raging wind, And freedom is found in the surrender. I walk willingly into the flames, " for our God is an all con...
Posted by Autumn on Mon, 14 May 2007 12:32:00 PST

Repose...

Oh God, when I'm at the end... When my breath is shallow... when my heart no longer beats a tempest rhythm.... when my spirit is tired and I give myself over to you...I pray I don't look...
Posted by Autumn on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 06:55:00 PST

I wish

I wish I could look people in the eyes when I talked to them, the floor has become totally uninteresting by now, I wish I could love with my whole heart and keep nothing for myself, I wish I could ste...
Posted by Autumn on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 09:03:00 PST

incomplete

Jesus, It feels like where I am is the loneliest place in the world, A place full of dissatisfaction and at the same time a terrible numbing complacency, Where is the fire Where is the passion Where i...
Posted by Autumn on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 07:10:00 PST

In Dedication to my Savior

Now all have fallen short of the glory of Gods grace, All have been disqualified to finally finish the race, Still my sin sows seeds that suffocate the soul, And my hopeless humanity hangs on in help...
Posted by Autumn on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 12:30:00 PST