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Edvin

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About Me

¤´¨) ¸.·´¸.·´¨) ¸.·¤¨) (¸.·´ (¸.·´ ' ·¸.·¤´¯`¤I remember one morning getting up right before dawn, and I walked down to the beach. There was such a sense of possibility. And I remember thinking to myself: So, this is the beginning of happiness. This is where it starts. And of course there will always be more. It never occurred to me it wasn't the beginning. It was happiness. It was the moment. Right then. And it will never come back.I have always chosen to live life to the fullest, and I´d rather regret the things I have done, than having to regret the things I didn´t do. I consider this to be my right; it is the right of every human being. I choose not the suffocating anesthetic of peace and quiet, but the violent jolt of life, that is my choice. I wish, for my friends and family´s sake, I could be happy in this quietness, but if it is a choice between a calm life and death, I choose death.I often daydream and some people say I am lucky because I have two lives, the one I am living and the one I am dreaming¤´¨) ¸.·´¸.·´¨) ¸.·¤¨) (¸.·´ (¸.·´ ' ·¸.·¤´¯`¤ - !

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Edvin
Birthday: 17.03
Birthplace: Earth
Current Location: Norway
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: black
Height: yes
Right Handed or Left Handed: i have both hands
Your Heritage: humans mostly
The Shoes You Wore Today: shoes, yes
Your Weakness: my what now?
Your Fears: what's up with these silly questions?
Your Perfect Pizza: quatro fromaggio
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: learn how to fly
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: haha
Thoughts First Waking Up: i need a job
Your Best Physical Feature: lips
Your Bedtime: don't sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: watching stars with valentina and ardis
Pepsi or Coke: none
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: single of course
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i just don't care
Chocolate or Vanilla: hah. does anyone ever choose vanilla?
Cappuccino or Coffee: both
Do you Smoke: oh yeah
Do you Swear: fuck no
Do you Sing: yes, on the bus
Do you Shower Daily: yeah, sure
Have you Been in Love: fuck yeah!
Do you want to go to College: of course
Do you want to get Married: in progress
Do you belive in yourself: yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no, i used to
have you ever been dressed up as a sea otter : every tuesday
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: no
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah
Do you play an Instrument: yes, many
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: hahahaha....yeah maybe a little zip
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no, i don't do drugs
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no, i live by myself in the wilderness
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope, don't have them in norway
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no, i'd like too though
In the past month have you been on Stage: no, don't think so. maybe while drunk
In the past month have you been Dumped: no, but disappointed? yes
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no, it's 0 degrees outside
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes
Ever been Drunk: every weekend
Ever been called a Tease: naw...don't think so, maybe
Ever been Beaten up: no, i am friends with everyone
Ever Shoplifted: yeah
How do you want to Die: suicide
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: not grown up
What country would you most like to Visit:
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesn't matter
Favourite Hair Color: doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair: doesn't matter
Height: shorter, the same, or taller than me
Weight: not fat
Best Clothing Style: i don't care
Number of Drugs I have taken: i am high on life
Number of CDs I own: enough
Number of Piercings: none
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a few, i forget easily

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is true about themselves, anyone who has the integrity to speak out for others, someone who cares and have a mind that goes beyond what their eyes see. People who have been touched by life.

Movies:

Me and You and Everyone we Know, The Hours, Amercican Beauty, The Matrix, X-Men, The Shipping News, The Green Mile, Forest Gump, The Devil Wears Prada, Lord of the Rings, Life as a House, The Bridges of Madison County, School of Rock

Books:

The Catcher in the Rye, A Journey to the End of the Word, the Hours, The Great Gatsby, Kafka on the Shore, A Home at the End of the World, Ro uten Ã…rer, Mrs. Dalloway, The House of the Spirits, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy and so many more. Go and read!

Heroes:

Some people make us able to see the wonders of the world and their wisdom help us understand who we are. Mother Teresa, Maya Angelou, JD Salinger, Virginia Woolf and many more who have left a mark in my heart and in many others. - - - - - - -

My Blog

I return to the beach

  I was at the beach, looking into the distance, and the depression hit me like the waves after a storm. I heard the fierce ocean and trees being thrown back and forth because of the wind. It mov...
Posted by Edvin on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:41:00 PST

How is it possible?

And so I walked down the road and I could hear the distant waves crush against the beach. Was I the first one to ever take these same steps? Had anyone else set their foot where I now placed mine? Was...
Posted by Edvin on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 05:13:00 PST

Down to the river

  I am sitting on the river shore feeling your skin touching me gently. The clouds are gone, the wind has silenced and there is a little remainder of the setting sun behind the distant trees. The...
Posted by Edvin on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 04:54:00 PST

My Ace

So dreadful the thorns of your roses!How it burns my lips your kisses!But oh! The smile on your face!That makes you, my Ace!How I long for the touch of your fingers!How I miss your arms around my shou...
Posted by Edvin on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 05:49:00 PST

Carlos

  I have been waiting long enough i want my life to start! i want to do wonderful things i want to see it all i want to live my dream i want to experience companionship commitment belonging ...
Posted by Edvin on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 05:38:00 PST

Kisses can lie

  You kissed me not completely innocent But the kiss served for a while as the manifestation of the central mystery in life itself, the elusive brightness that shines from the edges of certa...
Posted by Edvin on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 09:22:00 PST

I am silenced

  I feel silenced My words are disappearing and they are without feelings What are you without them? An empty shell with no purpose I have no longer a saying in the cure of my insanity Every...
Posted by Edvin on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 02:10:00 PST

Left alone in the frontline

  I hear the echo of my own calling Your name thrown out, like a rope Trying to catch the unthinkable the undoable and impossible   My own head doesn't listen reason betrayes me And i am le...
Posted by Edvin on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 06:06:00 PST

keep on

  Don't turn around I had to Sorry. There was no middleway Only an illusion And I like reality. Friends and soulmates? A long way to lovers I couldn't I chose life instead And I hurt you Don't cr...
Posted by Edvin on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 01:39:00 PST

I want this day to end

  I want you. I want you to be right here, right now I want to hold your hand And walk through life with you   I long for you Every hour when I am awake I daydream every day about you ...
Posted by Edvin on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 05:40:00 PST