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Im 17, Im 6' tall I have dark brown hair hazel green eyes size 12 shoe, huge hands, and I huge...well you fill in the blank (last part was a joke haha) I enjoy and need the simple things in life to survive...the are the most meaningful to me and I get upset when people cant see that. Im very maticulous, blunt, truthful, trustworty...this causes people to think of me as an asshole...I love art, science, and history...Im unsure of what I want to do when i grow up and Im destined for seattle to meet the only person who has understood me....everyone at the moment wants to move in with me...which puts me in an award situation. My mom hates me my and I rarely see the only part of parenting that makes me happy which is my dad and step mom...my brother is a drug addict and alcoholic who cant make it into the navy cause of his record and my not make it to the army cause he was born with a whole in his heart which results now as heart murmurs...my sister live in lawrence with her fiance...she goes to school as nurse after three years of disappointment of trying to get excepting into pharmacy school at KU...her fiance is a mechanic...I enjoy music which would include alternative, indie, rock , classical rock, bluegrass, and jazz....I have black relatives and people seem to find my family history confusing...I can hardly stand anyone anymore..Im tired of pretending and tired of people being oblivious...I see myself as more mature then other people and I know this is because of my past...which I keep very secretive...only a couple people know select scences of my life...I have been depressed most of my life and I dont remember my childhood...Love is hard to come by for me and no one seems to be worth my time. I love nature and water which is the only time that I forget about the rest of the world...Im very althetic but I hate sports...I have few friends that mean anything to me...I like to watch lost, americas got talent, adult swim, and american idol...I dont read book but love harry potter.