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I give my love freely. I smile often. I hand out free honest Complimants in a hope to turn you frown to a smile. I am an open ear and would love to help you with your troubles. I love God, my family and my friends. They are my strength and my shield. I would die with out them. I love to write and let my soul pour out on little pieces of worthless paper so I can make it priceless with my heart....
I want to live each of my days fully, to the extent that God will let me. I don't want to waist a secound I can't get back. I wake up searching for the beauty that gets over looked. I wake up looking at the miracles no one appreciates. But most importantly I wake up looking for ways to serve the Lord ..
Right now I am on one of the hardest missions of my life though. I can see beauty in every one around me, but I can't see the beauty in the mirror..
I need to find my â€œBeauty From Painâ€..... ♥
some randome things i love:
The Smell of rain
Thunder
Walking in warm sand on the beach
Sticking my feet into the ocean
The smell of just washed bed sheets
The first swim of the summer
Oranges
The feel of the hot sun on my skin
After jogging drinking a cold glass of water
Staying up all nite to see the dawn
The first snow
Laying in the grass
Hugging an old friend
Crying because I am sooo happy.
Beatiful eyes
A stunning smile
The sweet smell of coffee in the morning
Strawberries....
"People often say that 'beauty is in the eye of the beholder,' and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that YOU are the beholder. This empowers us too find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves."~Salma Kayek
"Sometimes we don't do things we want to do so that others won't know we want to do them."~The Village...
"Some people wear their smile like a disguise. Those people who smile a lot, watch their eyes. I know cause I'm like that a lot. You think everything's ok, and it is . . . 'till it's not. ♥ ♥"~Ani Difranco
"Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak; Sometimes it means you're strong enough to let go..
Hawt..
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My Interests

God,Music,Cooking, Friends, Family, Writing.

Music:

The Beatles, Bob Marley, Christina Aguilera, Nine Ince Nails, OTEP (I like a vast range of music)

Movies:

I like any movie that makes me feel a deep emotion, or laugh!

Television:

America's Next Top Modle, Charmed, Kyle Xy, Queer as Folk

Heroes:

Well First Jesus is my hero!

My Oma, or grandma. She went through the concentration camps in WWII. And she came out of them still beliving in God and loving Life

My friends that have put up with so much crap from me. "Even if they are friends that I don't talk to anymore." I have a few friends that put up with more than they should have to! and I LOVE them for it and I love them for the amazing people they are. They don't have to stay there and put up with my stuff and they do it anyway. I LOVE YOU! and thouse people know if i am talking about them.

And to you precious friends I will always be greatful.

"I will always be there for you!"

My Blog

My mind never stops.

I feel like I need to just be honest. I am not going to write this in fancy words or try to make it sound pretty. I just need to get this out. I am not always a nice person, people say I am. ...
Posted by Clarity, Peace, Serenity on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 11:23:00 PST

Something Changed....

My heart has been ripped open. Something swelled in its deepest midst. I felt myself lose the ability to breath. It kept growing bigger till it had to burst from my eyes. Something changed and ...
Posted by Clarity, Peace, Serenity on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 07:20:00 PST

When your hair was long and my hair was short...

I am having one of those empty days. Filled with sunlight Memories come flooding in And all I want is a box of chocolate And a movie screen to watch the memories Jesse I remember those da...
Posted by Clarity, Peace, Serenity on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 11:40:00 PST

Bittersweet Goodbye

Soon I will just be a memory In the back of everyones mind A distant reflection A long forgotten crime Waking up late and long nights And the stupid sayings And the even stupider fights Are what ma...
Posted by Clarity, Peace, Serenity on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 10:41:00 PST

So Discreetly

I am so easily forgotten You don't give a second glance It is so scary how the best of friends Will never get a second chance What happened to the late nights Of tears, love, and laughs What happ...
Posted by Clarity, Peace, Serenity on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 04:32:00 PST

Lord, your name is BEautiful.

Most people wake up every morning not looking for anything beautiful. They wake up expecting to see the worst in everyone and everything they do or they wake up looking for nothing at all. Las...
Posted by Clarity, Peace, Serenity on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 05:31:00 PST

Flying

I wish I had wings like a bird so I could just fly and fly. I want to feel the cold wind hit my face like true freedom. I want to inhale the crystal clear air, and cleanse my senses. I wish animo...
Posted by Clarity, Peace, Serenity on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 11:27:00 PST

♠ NICEST ASSHOLE ♠

Why do I run back to the deadly place in your smile. I think it gives me clarity at the moment but right when I go home, I am filled with confusion. I know you walk all over me, but I just smil...
Posted by Clarity, Peace, Serenity on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 09:13:00 PST

♥ LOVE, and Perverts ♠

I HATE it omg me and emily were walking to sarah abes house so we could get jones soda, and it was 2:30am, (i know we were being fucking stupid), and this guy like stops by u...
Posted by Clarity, Peace, Serenity on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 01:47:00 PST

♥ A shabby shade of Grey....♥

I feel my cold stomach turn and the acid burns in my throat, as the retarded realization floods into my head. Am I not pretty enough, am I not smart enough, do I not have enough stamina. I know...
Posted by Clarity, Peace, Serenity on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 11:26:00 PST