Star ~Miss Poleapalooza 2010~

About Me

My friends call me Star. I love my family. I enjoy watching my kids play and learn. I think my best friend is the shit and would fuck a bitch up if they ever said otherwise. I love skulls and hearts. I love stupid jokes and making fun of retarded strippers. I love hanging out with cool people. I count myself lucky to have the wonderful friends that I do. I love my Mom, and know I will miss her when she's gone. I love shopping. I love the rain during summer. I hate the snow and the cold that winter brings. I love writing peoms and stories. I love being me on my good days. I lost one of the best friends I have ever had and the first love, my daughter's father. I will always remember the good times we had and will never let Lori forget her daddy. I have learned that life is too short to take for granted. Rest in Peace Eddie "Nice Guy" Scronce (11/18/75-10/21/09). All in all, I love life and plan on living like everyday is my last. MM#- 317069
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Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"
A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out
Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking
What turns you off: fighting and conflict
Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

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~My Sweet Fallen Angels~When all is said and done, you will feel no more pain. The sorrow that has eaten you up will be lost for many years. If I had one more shot to do it all over again, for you my friend I would. To make you whole again. There are times I look back, and your face is smiling there. Yet for now it is over, you are gone again my friend.Its sad to say goodbye. Harder yet not to cry. I know the dark romance comes for us all, but for some it has come too soon. She has embraced you my friend; that dark lover in clouds of smoke. I wonder if you knew her kiss would be your kiss goodbye?Did you ever stop and wonder, "will I be missed?" Because the answer would be yes. Did you ever stop to think that others really cared? All you had to do was reach out....my hand was sitting there. When all is said and done I'll see you once again.RIP my Fallen Angels: Jack Sweeny, Edith E. Lloyd, Eddie Scronce, Autumn, Keith Shuford, Scott Maynard, Bree, Cocoa, Bobby Simms, Passion, Jeffrey Zuppo

My Blog

Mom's Memorial 2

The memorial has been delayed until this coming Saturday.
Posted by on Sun, 31 Jan 2010 20:34:00 GMT

Mom's Memorial Service....

For those who wish to attend the memorial for Edith "Cissy" Lloyd, it will be held Saturday January 30th at 3pm at West Mecklenburg Baptist Church (9917 Old Bowd Rd. Charlotte, NC 28214). Please feel ...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Jan 2010 18:41:00 GMT

Fly away home....

I sat today and cried, though I know I should be smiling. I know that you are at peace with God, but I want you by my side. You were always there for me to call, in times of joy and pain. I tried...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Dec 2009 00:43:00 GMT

Peace and War....

When the world closes its eyes to goes to sleep, I find myself wondering what you dream about. The nights come and go and still in my heart, I know that everything must end. When the sun fades past th...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Dec 2009 14:30:00 GMT

One night with me....

If you knew that you only had one night with me, what would you want to do? Would we sit and talk or play around? If you only had one night with me, would you hold me close and kiss me as I fell aslee...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Nov 2009 22:16:00 GMT

November has died....

Today was Eddie's 34th birthday, roses on his grave. A daughter begs for a father, a mother stands and cries. Where were you when I needed you? When I needed a shoulder to rest my head? Where were...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Nov 2009 20:21:00 GMT

Urrrggg!!!!

I used to be so happy, but now things are all screwed up. I wanted it all to be a dream, but its not. My closest friend, my first love really is gone. I feel strange, as if I have no right to be ...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Nov 2009 17:55:00 GMT

Where were we, and what are we doing here?

The Leaves have begun to change as fall leads into winter. Another night without someone to reach for, another night without the answers. I dance the dance of angels and demons, just to feel the jo...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Nov 2009 17:30:00 GMT

The Story of Juliet...

Once apon a time there was a fifteen year old girl who knew nothing about the ways of the world. That is, until she befriended an older blonde haired girl. One day the girls decided to skip schoo...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Nov 2009 00:13:00 GMT

How?

How do you stop the tears when they seem to flow like rivers? How do you stop the sorrow when it takes you over? How do you stop the pain when it fills you soul? How do you say goodbye to a frien...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Oct 2009 09:46:00 GMT