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Myspace Fun howdy....the name's Nicole, PEACE... :) I'm just your average, all american girl... I'm a big mutt...my father is Native American (wish I only knew the tribe(s) :( ugh), Scotch-Irish and English; my mother is Russian, Austrian, Lithuanian and Italian.....my heritage is important to me bc I want to preserve as much of it as I can for posterity, ya know? And I am a girl who is DEFINITELY going to become a mama some day... :) I love my family and my girlfriend, Jennifer Marie... Yes, I love another female, and if you have a problem w/ that, I feel sorry for you bc you will miss out on getting to know a very loving, sweet and funny gal [yes, that's me!]... I will tell you the truth... no, my orientation stat on my page is *not* a mistake... I don't really know *what* I am, sexually... I am sort of a blank slate, and I know that's odd, coming from a girl in her late 20s... but... if you would like me to explain that (and I trust you enough), just ask.....I guess I have found my "comfort zone," and there are certain experiences I am naive to... besides, to me, it doesn't matter WHAT you are, but who... not WHAT *KIND* of person you love/are in love w/... but WHO you love... how true they are, how good their heart...and I am very proud of the love I share w/ you, Jen... :-* I love to laugh and make those around me laugh and feel happy... However, if you know me at all, you know I can also wither fairly easily and morph into a human turtle..... My life has been... considerably uphill--up a very, very steep hill littered with fallen rock and ash... Sometimes I wonder how I am still here after everything that's happened to me.... So, nutshell!, I get depressed every now and then; yeah, we all do... and I've weathered some storms.... but they all make us who we are in the end, ya know? We're all human and I have surely come to recognize my own mortality over the last 5 or so years... and I've come to realize that I'm a good deal stronger than I ever believed.... anyway, k, nixing the morbidity for a moment! *doh* I love animals, I hope to get my animal psychology degree SOME time before I'm 40.... I look forward to receiving my Associates degree in May of 2008 :o) Well, so I got a late start in the college sphere; again, those last few years..... killers, man... I entered college at 20, a freshman... had to drop out after 1 year due to "personal problems" that would come to overtake me for pretty much the next 5 years... obviously, I made it thru to the other side, and came out all the stronger for it...:) Ok, so no more woe-be-gone bs, damn it!!!!!! CHECK IT OUT: I LOVE the water; I love snorkeling.. I love swimming, was on the jr high and hs swim team (st. louis), and was once told I could've gone to the olympics some day.. I just didn't pursue it.. I also played soccer--select soccer, as well--for a great deal of my life... TOTAL JOCK! Previously, that is.. don't judge me... :P K, so, I've done some modeling...child model/early teen years...wasn't for me, but it gave me a great deal of self esteem--much of which has been sadly elusive in my adult years......*twiddles thumbs* Hmm...ok, well, as with probably 99.9999% of the human population, music is my life and my love, aside from my family and my Nifer Baby♥.... I sing, amazingly... no, that's not conceit.. I am far from an egotistical person if you know me at all, you know that...yeah, so it used-to-be for peanuts...and some cash from generous passersby... KIDDING.... but I did used to act in musical theatre and was trained in private professional voice.... Albeit, I sing for pleasure; not for fortune or fame... but if you're lucky, I just might open up and let 'er fly and sing for you! Anything else you want to know about me, just ask... I am probably the most innately, brutally honest person you will ever meet, but I've done my share of mincing...as in, words...ahem. Don't ever wanna hurt someone you love on purpose, right? :-| JEN.... You Are 72% Democrat
You have a good deal of donkey running through your blood, and you're proud to be liberal.
You don't fit every Democrat stereotype, but you definitely belong in the Democrat party. yeah, she wrote this in the sand for me...lol :*) <--nik's response one of the best shows i've ever seen.....my mom and i love broadway!!! me..thanksgiving 04