ALONEI lie on my bed
alone in my bedroom.
Sun light peaking through
the tightly shut blinds.
Hiding from the outside
world that haunts me.
Scared to go outside.
Do not want to see
another person ever again.
Had my fill years ago.
Failed love attempts.
Rejection and humiliation,
Lies and betrayal,
these are the lessons
this world has taught me.
Waiting for the light to fade.
Longing for the blanket of darkness.
Hoping for the end to come.
Alone is my soul.
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PROFILEPOUNDER.COMCLOWN UNMASKEDThe person that I let the world see is not the real me.
My mask that I wear in public is that of a clown.
The true me is a much darker person.
I joke and act like a fool to get those around me to laugh.
Their laughter seems to ease my pain and let me temporarily
Forget anguish that which this life has brought to me.
Inside I am scarred with emotional abuse.
I feel hideous without my mask.
My inner self hates the world and
Everything it stands for.
This world disgusts me so much.
Looking for laughter and entertainment is difficult,
Though it is easier than living with my pain.
So I don my mask and go out every day
Clowning around playing the jester in the court of life
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