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About Me


About me:
Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality . Wake Up and Live!
"i believe things happen for a reason. people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." -marilyn monroe
stay lifted =]
im APRIL. i love art. i think that graffiti is a type of art, and its beautiful. not when its a piece of shit quick shit. music=life. no matter what. i love my friends and i would do anything for them. a lot has happened this past year and ive lost friends over dumb bitches, rumors, and immature shit. i like going to raves, not for the drugs, but for the music, dancing, atmosphere and lights. and i have been since 2004... suck on that. i like guys and girls. dont like it? i DONT GIVE A FUCK, and i have the tattoo to prove it. anything else you wanna know, dont be a fraid to ask, im really not a bitch

My Interests

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She said to he
“I could make a life out of this”
He smiled
Like only family of a different blood can smile
He said
“what is so special about right now”
She looked in the sky
Marveling nothing and everything
At the same time
“its so uncomplicated…”
He was use to this tone
This
Unlonelyness
So many days had been piled with fear
And worry
But he took it all with grace
He could only remember what was good
“ya know I could make a life out of this too”
He might not have known what it meant on his own
Nor would have she for that matter
But they understood together
Goodbye was a fickle thing for them
Because there never was goodbye
“where do you think we’ll be 10 years from now?”
She asked
He sighed
A smiling sigh
“under the stars”
“if you think about it, we‘ll always be in the same place“
She put her head on his lap
Switching her sight
From the sky
To his face
Noticing how close both of them are
With the right perspective
“Im glad for yesterday”
She said.
He looked down at her
Why yesterday?
“Because today could have not happened at all
And im glad to have another day
To remember what did”
Its
All
So
Uncomplicated
They stood in the darkness
Listening to the silence of night
Moments into minutes
Minutes into hours
Hours into possibility
The cellophane of a memory
Turning gold with the eclipse of doubt
All the simple things came rushing in
His smile
Her scent
His jokes
Her laughter
Everything was beauty
And nothing could change that
She put her ear to his chest
And Listened
To his song
That invincible tune
she would never forget
Looking up at his sparkling eyes
"this will linger"

THANK YOU MIKALI,
FOR WRITING ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL POEM
I HAVE EVER READ♥
he will never leave me [r.i.p. Se7en 4/3/87-8/18/06]

never say goodbye. because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.

im tired of meeting these fake ass people. and im tired of trusting people that just end up fucking me over. i dont need to meet anyone else in this lame ass town, i have the people i need in my life, and im content with that.

My Blog

growing up

so i’ve had a lot of time to think of things... life in generalim turning 21 in about a week.its hard to think that i’ll be that age. i’ve done a lot of things in my past that i regr...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 10:26:00 GMT

you will always be the heart in me

so i went to the cemetary today..i havent been there for a while.i wrote him a note, and stuck it some place where no one could read it.i stayed out there for not even 5 minutes cause it was really co...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 21:56:00 GMT

what if god forgot you on the guestlist?

kinda like a life lesson from me. beware, i only got an hour of sleepfuck dude...shitty things happen. hopefully it opens people eyes to realize that the world isnt just about having fun.like brandon ...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 10:58:00 GMT

wow...

so i was reading some of my past blogs... about zach.and i realized how much ive grown this past year since that happened.thank you to everyone who put up with me when i was depressedthank you so so m...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 10:22:00 GMT

just... fuck

im starting to lose what he looked likepictures dont do any goodi want something moreim starting to lose the sound of his voiceits nearing the 6 month mark...something ive been dreading for quite some...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 10:23:00 GMT

looking back

looking back on messages written months ago about what we were going to do when you got home. halo/cigarettes/drive/music/hug/drink/hangout/have fun... i read those blogs i wrote about you e...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 00:14:00 GMT

each and every end is written in the stars

the sun was shining brightly the day i said goodbye. i sat and heard our song play over and over again in my head as people talked about you. this isnt how i wanted to remember you, not like this... v...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 18:02:00 GMT

a new beginning

so... its been almost 3 months. i can finally say that im doing ok. yes i cry, but not everyday. ive been doing ok for myself, i have kept my job for close to 6 months, ive got the best friends i coul...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 10:45:00 GMT

loss

i sat all day at work reading a book this very important woman gave me. this guy talks about his experience in heaven. he dies in a car wreck and has no pulse for 90 minutes. in the first 2 chapters h...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 18:06:00 GMT

to zach...

this is somewhat of a poem...   i dreamt that you took my hand and flew me to heaven. i felt complete once your hand touched mine. my emotoins came back, my soul came back. you showed me how it f...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 14:56:00 GMT