I am absolutely monomanical about Books, (fantasy, Sci-Fi, gothic and vampire fiction.)seriously, books are the foundation of my life.. well not entirely but so damn close!!?TWILIGHT! my favourite book since its release, and the damn long waits for the 3 following books. AND Sailor moon, a recent full time addition to my life but i long time love... since the days of cheese tv in... 1995?? possible. Man i love sailor moon! i will marry tuxedo mask... someday, ooh how cool would that be.. totally having a themed wedding!! lol i'll be sailor moon the groom can be tuxedo mask and my beautiful bridesmades will be my scouts!!! and if i fall pregnant before i get married and the kid pops before the wedding then she can be sailor mini moon.... and if its a boy... well, sailor mini moon anyway!! :D....ok that was weird!!! onward to the less animated!I love gothic metal So anything with thundering beats to beautiful opera! photography, art (particularly dark or gothic art/images)and i adore philosophy, i also have a huge love for english, well i did til my literature class last year lol! i'll just stick to my desired literature genres and the classics now!.
I've been labelled a goth by those with a perverse view of mainstream sterotypical view of gothic from the outside, but this is hardly true. i just love the gothic culture ideals, view of the world. basically just the appreciation of aesthetics in the world. I simply admire the adversion to politics as i view the entire concept as almost ridiculous, and just all round love the individuality and imagery that the gothic subculture expresses. so call me goth, whatever, its a beautiful belief and way of living!! :D Romance is at the heart of gothic culture, and i cant think of anything more enchanting than that, ?romanticism is so luring?hmm what else is there... i love my friends!!! they are gorgeous people, specially my girls. i love them all! they are all beautiful and hilarious. everyone of them brings a smile to my face. i love you girls :D. hmm i spose i also love the boys, dont see much of them since school but they are still some of the greatest losers i've ever had the pleasure of meeting. lol and of course Jessica. my beautiful best friend who i rarely see these days, the girl who helped me to grow as a person over the years and learn to express myself...lol brent will always envy you!;)
ah and then theres brent, whilst he's not always the easiest person to get along with (due to mostly my temper tantrums) and he doesnt play nice with my girls, i love him intrinsically! He truely is a blessing to me :D
gah enough sappiness... hmm there are people in this world who have done a world of injustice to myself and my beloved friends, and for that i feel nothing but loathing, but what can i say, karma will bite you on the ass! :D
i have the awesomest job in the entire world!! lol well actually its pretty darn boring but it means i get to read my novels all day and that definately boosts my happiness!!
while im not doing anything overly stimulating in my life and i dont have a life plan or career in mind i can honestly say that i am content with my life, infact i would say that i am almost to the point of blissfully happy, if only i could rid my life of the dreaded overlord my mother calls fiance then i would be on top of the world!!!
that is all my darlings
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