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Stephanie is [♥]

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About Me


I want to live before I die.
CHERISH LIFE.
in a world ruled by chance, where an unbalanced state of mind is a sense of personal fulfillment, to have a deep interest in all that is artistic. anti-shallow behaviour of some sort. exercising fluid intelligence and creativity. having many complexly interrelating parts or elements, a peripheral obscurity. being positive, productive and imaginative. astronomical.
We held hands on the last night on earth.
Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees,
screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves.
It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated
along the bottom of the river.
So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea
and the shattered seasons lay,
and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease.
In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner."
The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide.
We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes
of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress.
The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn
as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop.
The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime.
I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked
if you would accompany me in a quick fall,
but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two.
I rode alone.
You said, "The cinders are falling like snow."
There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty,
bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence.
Of blue and grey.
Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our
names in the flesh of the city.
The sun was stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon
and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines.
Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward,
and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation
scratched into the earth like a message.

My Interests





I'd like to meet:

Who would I like to meet? i would like to meet him again, and again, and again.

Music:


all the accidents that happen
follow the dot
coincidence makes sense
only with you
you don't have to speak
i feel
emotional landscapes
they puzzle me

then the riddle gets solved and you push me up to this
state of emergency
how beatuiful to be
state of emergency
is where i want to be

all that no-one sees
you see
what's inside of me
every nerve that hurts you heal
deep inside of me
you don't have to speak
i feel
emotional landscapes
they puzzle me
confuse

then the riddle gets solved and you push me up to this
state of emergency
how beatuiful to be
state of emergency
is where i want to be

Television:



Books:



Heroes:



My Blog

Blimey.

I have been looking through my blog at old pictures from last year, and my God I have changed alot! Out with the face metal and long hair! I feel so much happier now. Leaving Dunstable tomorrow and m...
Posted by Stephanie is [♥] on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 03:38:00 PST

The troops are on fire!

Yeaaaaaah I won two tickets to see a secret Kasabian gig in Leicester on Thursday! Only 250 people got offered them, how lucky was I? Also, recieved my first year grades back from uni, I did really re...
Posted by Stephanie is [♥] on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 08:41:00 PST

Yey.

Hola! Had suuuuuuch a good birthday yesterday, it feels a bit weird being twenty though. I think we'll stick to twenteen. I lazed about all morning and then Andrew came over after lunch and took me to...
Posted by Stephanie is [♥] on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 06:29:00 PST

Halal yourself.

Aaaaah this has been probably the maddest week in a long time! After finally getting rid of my Digital Media project, I was trying to get my Representation and Identity essays in on time (today at 11a...
Posted by Stephanie is [♥] on Thu, 17 May 2007 01:35:00 PST

Essays.

I only have 500 words left and then politics is over for year one! I wrote an essay about terrorism, one about the war on drugs in South America (which I researched the hell out of, it was so interest...
Posted by Stephanie is [♥] on Thu, 03 May 2007 10:41:00 PST

Alright now.

Me and Simon almost have matching tattoos. He's a sweaty man, ay. I love him. Mon the Biffy. I found a yeeeeeears old Rage Against The Machine t-shirt tonight, ACE! My new favourite book is simply ti...
Posted by Stephanie is [♥] on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 03:58:00 PST

Do it.

Dear Stephanie:You are ________.You should _______.Someday I will ______.You make me ________.If I saw you now I'd __________.I would build a _______ just for you.We could __________ under the _______...
Posted by Stephanie is [♥] on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 07:43:00 PST

Reading pics (very late!) and AFI

Finally got the Reading fest photos off Ryan: 'The White Car 2006' - we were the first in the car park! 7am Bow!  Boat trip. Grey vest crew! Tiki cups were ledge... Blue steeeeeeeeel! ...
Posted by Stephanie is [♥] on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 04:23:00 PST

UNI PICS

I haven't blogged in tiiiime!! But now I have a computer, and I have t'internet in my room at my house at uni. And lots of jokes photos. Hanging out in our house: Jimmy's room is full of treats: ...
Posted by Stephanie is [♥] on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 03:30:00 PST

Pissed mate

Haven't got Reading photos yet, but thought I would amuse myself with photos from the weekend before. Friday - This is how I got to the pub. I was scared of this face: Then Saturday we went shopp...
Posted by Stephanie is [♥] on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 10:34:00 PST