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I am here for Friends

About Me


life is too deep for words.. so don;t try to describe it.. just live it..
hi. i;m nicole. :)
i object to violence because when it appears to do good.. the good is only temporary.. the evil it does is permanent.. ::|ghandi
so you want to know about me huh?.
ok then here you go..
i am weird..
i;m just going to put it out there straight off..
i am & always have been..
always thinking of 23187463874 things at once..
i have a dog..
she is my love..
i sleep with a night light..
i absolutly hate having a period..
it is the worst thing god could have ever done..
i wish that everything was free..
i wish that there was no such thing as war..
i love fruit..
raspberries are my all time favorite..
people get annoyed of me very easily..
i am usually blunt..
about everything..
i try to be normal..
it doesn;t work..
at this time in my life i really don;t like me very much..
i have self:esteem problems..
i sometimes try to impress people..
i try to fit in..
that doesn;t work either..
i hate school..
i love all of my friends..
i have an extremely hard time trusting people..
i;ve been told i have good reason to..
i hate my mother;s husband..
& my mother;s boyfriend..
i want to learn how to snowboard..
utah is all i know..
i am extra random..
if i feel strongly about something there is no changing my mind..
i could go on & on & on but i think i;ve already scared you off by now..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

live as if you were to die tomorrow.. learn as if you were to live forever.. ::|ghandi

most definitly if i could i;d have to say god..
i wanna meet ghandi..
probably wanna meet an alien..
i want to know if their eyes are really weird..
& see how they stay so gosh damn skinny..
people who have actually read my profile..
& i guess anyone else that is hip..
cool..
hoppin;..
fly..
ya know how it goes..

My Blog

//lollipops & carousels__

again there are no answers. & i;m lost inside my mind. have you ever seen the setting moon? now i am alone & i;m surrounded by it all. one last time i;ve kept it all inside. in this raging ter...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 15:08:00 GMT

::| last stop

i tried to keep the fire going. tried to make sure it would stay. even if a little flame. it would still be there. it drove my wild. no sleep. not unless the fire would roar for me. it never did. &...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 15:53:00 GMT

butterfly kisses

as the lights go out. follow them. whisper your sweet dreams. & be gone. the laughter fades & with it goes my heart. stolen from me. raped. beaten. left for dead. you broke what you created. t...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 19:42:00 GMT

in;; motion__less chaos♥

what is the point?. to sit & wait just to find out what you already knew. the light is growing closer no time to waste. don;t look back. it won;t save you now. save your breath. apologies will do ...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 20:19:00 GMT

((__to the ones that have faith;;

i feel that i am losing sleep over things that mean nothing.the fear of not finding what i want to.i have nothing to go on..this life is blank..tell me anything that i can do to save what little i hav...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Sep 2005 19:24:00 GMT

i-m floating down the river..

..and i want you by my side.
Posted by on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 16:34:00 GMT