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My river of tears has run dry.

* In my mind .. I'll always be his lady *

About Me

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What it do Myspace peeps? My name is Kristen but I go by Kryz or Kris. I turned 18 on June 11th, so I'm finally legal. lol. Born and raised in Upstate Ny. I currently live in South Glens falls, which is near Saratoga Springs and a hour from Albany (the capital). I live with my mom and my cat Smokie aKa Beautiful Gorgeous. My dad did live here, til he passed away on September 21st, 2004. MISS YOU and LOVE YOU Dad!
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My friends would say that I'm goofy and very sarcastic. I love to crack jokes and make people smile and laugh. I always have a smile on my face. I tend to hide a lot of my feelings and just put a fake smile on my face. I can be very very grimey, if you get on my bad side. Some say I'm a total bitch, which I can admit too. I have a short temper and I lose it very easily. I love to have fun and be crazy. I'm the wild one out of my friends. I can be a very moody person. I have my days, most of them are good but some of them are bad. I love to write. I write stories, mainly about stuff that has happened to me, but I add other stuff to it. I love to dance (Good at shakin my booty..) I love to hang out with my friends, weather its the mall.. my house or theirs.. or whatever.. I just love to hang with them. I love to go bowlin, Im pretty good at it.. I love 2 shoot pool, even though I suck at it. So maybe if you good, you can teach me *wink* lol. I love to listen 2 music, it's my life. I love all types from Rock to Rap to Country to Reggaeton, just all types. I like to play around with HTML, and try to make stuff. I'm learning, slowly but surely. I love to watch movies. I'm always downloading them or buying them. I prefer Horror and Comedy. I like to watch tv, every once in awhile. I love to chat online and meet new people. I like to learn about other peoples lifes and their culture. Gets me interested. I dropped out of school, Feb. 2005, due to personal reasons (If you want to know, ask me..) I'm going back to school to get my HS diploma.. I also work 40+ hrs a week @ Wal-Mart as a cashier..
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I'm mixed.. Yeah my skin is white, I HATE bein called white. I don't like to be stereotyped on my skin color. Anyways, I'm mixed with Asian, Mexican, Italian, Irish, Native American, African American and others. I'm 5' to 5'1".. I'm about 165-170lbs.. I'm very curvy.. I have a tummy.. I'm workin' out to tone up my arms, flatten my tummy, and tone my up my back. I have very thick thighs too. I have a big booty (I guess) and big boobs (44DDD). I have long dark brown hair, but I dyed it to Black/Blue then too Golden Brown. My hair goes about to my shoulders, maybe a little passed them. I have big hazel eyes and juicy lips. I have a scar next to my left eye, when it's cold you can see it because around my eye turns light purple and I have a scar on my chin. Kinda insecure about them. I'm very insecure about the way I look. So bein' called beautiful, or pretty, or just getting compliments all the time, will take sometime getting used too. But that don't mean you can't say them to me. lol. If you don't like what you see, then click the [X]. I would like to find a guy who likes me for me, loves every inch of me and isn't embarrased that I'm not skinny.
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I find myself getting attached to a lot of people lately. And it's true, I do get attached easily, and its hard for me to take rejection. I'm an attention whore. I like attention and I seek it. I guess that's bad. I don't like a lot of people, especially girls. If your a girl and were friends, your lucky. On a better note, I like to laugh and joke around with people. I have a sick humor and yeah. lol. Somethings you might find disgusting, I probably find hilarious. I'm loud.. Very loud.. Im rude at times and I'm a bitch. What a mix.. Huh? Well oh well.. If you don't like it, then move on. I'm me and nobody can change me. I get jealous easily, so if your a guy and I really like you and you know it, don't talk about you ex-gf's or other girls too me. Please. Thankies. I don't like when peple TyPe LiKe ThIs.. It REALLY bugs me. I hate being called white. I'm mixed and I hate bein sterotyped on my skin color. I'm a kid at heart. I love cartoons and disney movies. I like to goof off and act imamture. I know how to be serious, but being serious for me, haha I's kind of hard. I love to collect, Ny Yankees memorbilia, White Tigers and Elephant stuff. I swear way too much. I try to stop but I can't, it's in me to have a potty mouth.. hahaha. One thing that gets on my nerves and I will let you know about it is not having manners. I hate when someone ahead of me slams the door in my face and walks away. Unless you want me to run you down and crack you in the face, I would hold the door open for me =) I would do it for you. I hate when people slam you and don't say "Sorry" or "Excuse Me" Unless you want me to booty slam you back, I advise you 2 say "Excuse Me' Trust me, Ive done it many times before. I'm very mean.. I pick on other people, and I don't mean too but I do. I know its wrong.. "LORD.. I APOLOGIZE..." I like to argue with people. I like to be right and If Im not.. I get very bitchy. I love to write.. Writing is a way for me to express myself and let me get things out. Writing is a way for me to calm down and it relieves stress for me. I'm a very emotionial person. I cry a lot over nothing at times. I'm a sweet caring person, honestly I am. lol I like to make new friends and hang out and yeah.. lol
I been in so many relationships in my life and most of them have ended on bad terms. But there is this one guy that I still truely love with all my heart.. And we stopped talkin' and us not talkin' 2 one another.. Made me realize how much I miss & love him. But things have moved on.. Who knows if he still feels the same way as I do. If not oh well, things happen for a reason right??

My Interests


I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet anyone. Male or female. Ages 16-25. Maybe older. I just like to meet new people, especially ones who share the same interests as me. Someone who likes to chat and bullshit, joke around. Whatever =) I don't want someone who is shallow, racist, ignorant, cruel, someone who thinks they are better than everyone.Another thing.. I been seeing people adding me and ignoring my comments and msg's. Well if I add you or you add me, don't ignore me. I'm not on here for a popularity contest, just here to meet new people. And if your all about adding people because of popularity, then move on. I delete you, if you ignore me.

Oh Ville. I do love you so. Your words cut like a Razorblade Kiss on my Vampire Heart. I will be your Poison Girl and The Sacrament of our love will be a Dark Light on The Path of our Dead Gardens (Nightwish). I will be here For You, your Dark Secret Love, In Joy and Sorrow. You Join Me In Death and we wait for Heaven Tonight as our Diabolikal Rapture takes us into the Endless Dark. When Love and Death Embrace, our Resurrection in This Fortress of Tears fails to bring us along for this Serpent Ride. Don't Fear the Reaper, for in this Wicked Game we Rip Off The Wings of a Butterfly and I take Your Sweet 666 and you Take My Breath Away. Together we are Pretending that we are Too Happy to Be Alive and that Death is in Love With Us, taking us to our ultimate destiny. In our final attempt to seduce the reaper we draw our Circle Of Fear and Enjoy The Silence. I looked into the Face Of God and I Just Died In Your Arms. In The Nightside Of Eden, you sang Love's Requiem and began to Play Dead to to try and trick death so it would kiss your sweet Soul on Fire. You begged And Love Said No.
So today you are Killing Lonliness with Sweet Pandemonium. Still Gone With The Sin and a Solitary Man, you walk the earth hoping to find The Heartless who shall show you The Beginning of The End.
Just look Behind the Crimson Door and there you will find what you have been waiting for all your life... The Funeral of Hearts.

Music:


Movies:

House of 1000 Corpses//Kill Bill Vol. 1 and Kill Bill Vol. 2//Remember the Titans//Coach Carter//Waterboy//Lost Boys//Lilo & Stitch//Gnome Mobile//School of Rock//Ray//John Q//Exorcist//Kangaroo Jack//Glory//House of Wax//Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants//The Pacifier//Wild Thornberrys Movie//Any Given Sunday//Freddy Vs. Jason//The Replacements//Baby Boy//High School High//The Glass House//Shirley Temple Movies//The RUNDOWN//Walking Tall//Jackass the Movie//Fried Green Tomatoes//Girlfight//Shrek//Shrek 2//Wrong Turn//Gothika//A Time To Kill//Van Wilder//Thirteen//Mean Girls//Tears of the Sun//Blackhawk Down//Snow Dogs//Enough//Angel Eyes... Many..Many...Many...More.

Television:

Golden Girls, Fairly Oddparents, American Chopper, Law & Order SVU, Date My Mom, Pimp My Ride, VIVA LA BAM, Americas Next Top Model, WILDBOYZ, Strong Medicine, JACKASS,Hey! Arnold,Wild Thornberrys,Lazy Town,The Nanny.HIM - Join Me

My Blog

I WANNA WELCOME BABY MALAYAH INTO THIS WORLD..

AT 3:30AM.. SHE WEIGHED 7LBS AND 11 OUNCHES.. MOM AND BABY ARE GOING GOOD.. ENJOY THE PIXS.. SHE IS BEAUTIFUL!And yes my friend..I was there through it all.. It was soo beautiful!...
Posted by My river of tears has run dry. on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 02:21:00 PST

18 years w/out him and now he wants to be in my life? I THINK NOT!

  So I get to work today and I get a buncha Mexicans in my line, and this one is straing me down and he goes.. "Aye, are you Mickey's daughter?" and I looked over to him and was like, "Who want's...
Posted by My river of tears has run dry. on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 12:13:00 PST

Females

  How come everytime you have something going good a female always has to come and fuck things up?...
Posted by My river of tears has run dry. on Fri, 04 Nov 2005 12:40:00 PST

R.I.P Dan <3

  You will be missed dearly. When I got the news about your  passing, I was shocked. You of all people. Such a sweet kind hearted person. I know Im going to mis the nights you came into the ...
Posted by My river of tears has run dry. on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 09:36:00 PST

It's been a year dad.

It's been a year since you passed. Theres not a day that goes by I don't think about you and wish you were still here, alive. There is so many things that were left unsaid, and I wish I just got the c...
Posted by My river of tears has run dry. on Wed, 21 Sep 2005 03:42:00 PST

*Heartbreak*

  So it's been almost 2 months since and my ex broke up. At first I was like whatever, I don't care..I'll find someone new who will love me for me and won't try to change me. Well time passed, an...
Posted by My river of tears has run dry. on Wed, 07 Sep 2005 11:44:00 PST

!! I GUESS I HAVE ISSUES NOW... LOL !!

  Okay so this guy.. Who will rename nameless.. Told me I have issues just because I asked him what was the point of me commenting his blog.. Okie to understand this I'll start from teh begin.. ...
Posted by My river of tears has run dry. on Sat, 20 Aug 2005 07:39:00 PST

!!! New Pixs !!!

Check em out. Let me know what you think. Leave comments. Please. Thanks! ...
Posted by My river of tears has run dry. on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 10:55:00 PST