I am a Friend to most and an Enemy to some, I am a Daughter, a Sister, an Aunt, a Granddaughter, a Cousin, and a Niece. I am fragile and strong, scared and confident…. I am stuck between being to young and acting too old…. I’m a teacher and a student… I’m careful and reckless. I’m far from perfect, but I’m also not a mess. I’m an optimist with a pessimistic attitude… I’m both broken and whole… Men confuse me to no end. I’m a good girl, but that doesn’t mean I do no wrong. I laugh at inappropriate times, and sometimes cry when I’m happy. I spill stuff on myself and have a tendency to trip over my own two feet. I pray, but don’t follow any religion. I smile on the outside while crying on the inside. I have done things that I am not proud of, but I don’t believe in regret. I’m hard working but can be lazy. I talk constantly, but I’m a good listener. I want people to trust me, but I don’t trust people. I curse A LOT… I still wish on stars and believe in fate. I love dancing in the rain… but hate getting my shoes wet. I dislike clutter but my room is always a mess. I’m not a girly girl, but I love to get dressed up, I can be moody for no reason… just like most girls. I am sometimes scared of commitment… I’m hopeful but doubtful. I am prideful and still seeking approval. I hate to be wrong and will argue my point to the end. I HATE being lied to… I want unconditional love, but I don’t know if it exists… I am me…. I won’t change for you and I won’t ask you to change for me.
