I'd like to meet someone in a dark spooky house.haha just kiddin. Storey I'm working on................ Into a girl's past.. the thick sweet smell of his cologne still hung in the air. Its funny how even in a bar clouded with cigarette smoke you could still detect the linger of a bad cologne. This on was no exception. She thought is was pretty typical of a "dirty Rat" like him. "Dirty Rat", maybe that was the name of his brand. She imangined it in a black bottle,stocked on a shelf in some seedy little shop,in the seedy part of town just waiting for seedy men like him to come and buy it. Listen to me,she thought I don't beleive I am Letting myself get all worked up over the damn smel of hi damn cologne..Get a Grip Ceris maybe this was a bad idea. Coming here like this..Again. "Just drinks" Shed said knowing full well where the conversation would lead. God he was so predictable "He missed her,he loved her He didn't know how to go on without her"."Then why did you kill her?" it was right on the tip of her tongue and she wanted to scream it at him.Yell it loud so everyone would hear it. So everyone would know what she knew. That it was him all along. She didn't know how she knew it,but every bone and every fiber of her body knew it was true."She was my best friend" she thought."and you killed her" Again on the tip of her tongue,yet she kept it to herself."Proof,But there was no proof. The police had been searching for three month now. Even they had failed to conjiue up any proof. So that was the reason she continued to meet him for "just drinks". Deep down she hoped that one day he'd slip up. She had played it out a million times in her head. He'd say somthing revealing and she'd call him on it and he'd crumble and confess and it would all be over and he'd pay.Oh how he'd pay.And she'd be victorious and... And... Lily would still be dead... One year Earlier..... "Come on Ceris,just try it."Lily pleaded from across the table.. Never in her life did she imagine she'd ever be staring at a raw piece of eel and comtemplate consuming it. Whose idea was it to come to the sushi bar anyways. Oh, right Lily's. "It'll be fun" she said "it's all the rage"she said "expand our horizons" she said "what's wrong with one horizons?" Ceris argued. What's wrong with the cozy tea shop down the street from her apartment? That she could deal with,but in the end Lily convinced her that "mr yoshi's sushi bar" was a good place to be on a saturday night. So here they were.Two women,a bottle of saki and a platter of raw fish. C'mon Ceris" Lily started again" you're not chicken are you?" Chicken? Ha! Now that's something she could eat"of course i'm not chicken"She said"let me just have another shot of that saki first. That'll help me get my nerve up" Yeah right.She'd already had three shots and she still wasn't convinced that she couldn't go on unless she'd eaten at least three differant types of raw sea creatures.
Saying Goodbye
So soft
the brief touch of your lips
on my cheek.
Was I almost intruding?
"Look after yourself "
should have been
"I love you!"
Then the Jumbo flew over
my head
and I shouted my love
above the roar
and thundering thrust
. . . as if you'd hear.
Through the clouds in my eyes
I watched you fly away
and wished I'd been born with wings.
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Everafter,The Notebook,The Island,win a date with tad hamilton,underworld,xXx(Triple x),Fast n furious, Spiderman2,Walk to remember.Sweet home alabama.You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize.Desire deep inside me.Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you.Heat travels up my thighs,and I want you with an urgency.That I just can't describe.Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize.How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes?I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply.Terrified like a child,I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions,Lead to pain and silent cries.And yet I just can't tell you.Don't you see it in my eyes?Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized.The feeling's quite cathartic,But will lead to my demise.An echo fades into the night,an eerie mournful sound.A shooting star disappears from sight,and I crumble to the ground.There is no life within this garden;my sobs are the only sound.I have poisoned the honeyed fountain where your love could be found.Dazed, I stare at the stars above, my grieving howls fill the night!Unintended betrayal of lovehas hidden you from my sight.I remember how it used to bewhen we shared our fears and delights.You are a treasured friend to me.How can I make things right?feeling afraid, cold and lonely,I long to tell you how I feel,but you don€™t want to hear me.The pain for you is much too real.Should I back away and build a walland block away how I feel?Or, should I give you a call?We both need some time to heal.An echo fades into the nightas our friendship disappears. How do I know what is right?How can I ease my fears?If I do call you again, would the old wounds reappear?I can€™t stand to cause you pain.Hurting you again is my worst fear.
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Slow Tears
I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now.Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you.looking deep into those hazel eyes.Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek...
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