all new skin and organs |
really it appears all the squishy bits have grown back. I might just make it.... really.New perspectives rule, sad sometimes you have to burn everything to the ground to get there.ps I love you winnie... Posted by El Jefe is a vulture on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 11:14:00 PST |
one last thought... |
I see her two ways..... in my arms on the way to the hospital... it is horrible, beyond my wildest dreams... or in my car... jumping and thrusting at the glass in pure k9 excitement... Posted by El Jefe is a vulture on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 09:08:00 PST |
feelings and such.... |
I don't know how, but I keep crying....how many teers live inside me....really.I wish I could go back to the half-life, and feel ok again.but no way. not a chance.Innocence is dead. I feel more alive ... Posted by El Jefe is a vulture on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 08:54:00 PST |
I know it is a little whiney.... |
but I really want to see my doggie again....I will give her right back.... just want her to know I love her and miss her. And that I am so sorry....so so sorry. Posted by El Jefe is a vulture on Thu, 31 May 2007 01:10:00 PST |
Winnie I love you, I miss you.....oh my god |
friday.... I am walking my baby doggie....all the sudden she is inside the fence. in the jaws.... being shaked like crazy. I am screaming... trying to climb the fence...she is screaming ....yelping in... Posted by El Jefe is a vulture on Sun, 27 May 2007 03:50:00 PST |
Love of my mother and other neato things.... |
My mother is awesome, and will totally kill me when she sees this...I am Geo, it is my lame as handle for all my online shit where I am not El Jefe...now... Grommie'sMommie is my mother, grommie is he... Posted by El Jefe is a vulture on Thu, 10 May 2007 01:49:00 PST |
life and living....And why I do it. |
sometimes there are milestones in our lives.... the last week was one of those....I went out with a friend, we got wasted, he nearly died. the details are not important..... what is, is that he is sup... Posted by El Jefe is a vulture on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 09:03:00 PST |
issues that are difficult: The Blasphemy Challange |
All right, for years, 15 at least I have generally been very respect full to others beliefs, in so far as not talking to openly about politics or religion. My beliefs are mine, and you will not change... Posted by El Jefe is a vulture on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 12:22:00 PST |
WORK, GUITAR, DRUNK.... my brain hurts.... |
Thoughs of you who actually know me in the other real world, know I am logical and factual to the point of it being a fault.Also, that same group probably knows I am so fucking mise... Posted by El Jefe is a vulture on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 02:27:00 PST |
kids are incredibly real. |
Yeah, I link jacked this off of some blog, who fuggin cares.... it was worth reading.. to me.... It is nice to remember that once we where not jaded and superficial.A group of professional peopl... Posted by El Jefe is a vulture on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 11:42:00 PST |