[Bana]

"This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness."
• Dalai Lama •
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My name is Briana.
Bree-An-Uh. NOT Bree-On-Uh.
Spell it right. Pronounce it right. It's not that hard.
I dare you to read this entire page. "Of course it is happening inside your head... but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?”
♥ YES ♥
Love
Peace
Happiness
Truth
Kissing
Beauty
Gumball Machine Jewelry
Kissing under fireworks
Freedome
Health
Making Love
Great Sex
Intelligence
Awareness
Morbid Art
Education
Kissing in the rain
Understanding
Acceptance
Nature
Sexuality
Sunlight
Moonlight
Starlight
Hello Kitty
Ginger Ale
Rainbows
Gore
Art
Mountain Dew
Music
Poetry
Movies
Staying in bed all day
Waking up without alarm clocks
Reading
Writing
Chocolate
Laughter
Spirituality
Equality
Kaleidoscopes x NO x
Fear
Hate
Ignorance
Greed
Lies
Cheaters
Stupidity
Snobby People
Selfishness
Power
Money
Religion
Corporate Systems
President Bush
Republicans
Sluts
Being Sick
Fast Food
Drug Addicts
Body Hair
Alcoholics
Abuse
Fake Tans
Bad Hygene
War
Greasy Food
Racism
Animal Cruelty
Homophobia
Sexism
Belief Pushers
Large Egos
Shallowness
Depression
"What I want is for you to write fuck me on your chest. And then I want you to walk out that door and I want you to walk down the street and anybody that wants to fuck you, say sure, no problem. And when they do, you have to say thank you very much and make sure that you have a smile on your face. And then, you stupid fucking coward, you’re going to know what it feels like to be a woman.”
My mind - it kind of goes fast. I'll try to slow it down for you.
I have so many different personalities in me and I still feel lonely.
I'm hard to handle.
I tend to care too much
...And think too much.
You can get to know me, but that doesn't that mean you will REALLY know me or even GET me.
Single, not looking.
I'm a hopeless romantic. I put a lot into my relationships. I know what it is to love and be loved.
I've come to realize that no one I ever date will fully appreciate me until they lose me.
I need someone who can see all my light and love all my dark.
I'm always reading Harry Potter.
Fuck Xbox, PS3 and Wii. I play Super Nintendo.
I'm optimistic for everyone but myself.
I'm very honest.
I'd rather hear the dirty truth than a pretty lie.
I'm shy and don't trust easily.
I don't find myself attractive. I hate the spotlight. I don't like being the center of attention.
I'm careful with who I surround myself with because people tend to rub off on eachother when they're friends. So if I consider you my friend, that should tell you something.
I've never felt like I completely belonged anywhere. The one person that made me feel like I had a home broke my heart.
I've been hurt too many times to take any more bullshit. I'm trying to take care of myself right now. I care about other people and their feelings, so I won't screw people over to get what I want. But I am not going to be pushed around any more.
If I truly fall in love with you, I can guarentee that no one will love you more.
I've been through more heartbreak than anyone should have to go through.
I know I'm bisexual. I am not bi-curious. Being bi doesn't mean a greater chance of a three way with me. I don't do three ways. When I'm in a relationship, I am dedicated to whoever it is that I am with, weather it is a boy or a girl.
I squeak, meow, and make other random noises.
Music and Art are my loves.
I draw, I paint, I take photos.
Most of my jewelry comes out of a gumball machine.
I can have a very sadistic mind, but don't worry; I'm not homocidal or violent.
I am sexually open. I think sex is important, therefore it's important to be in touch with your sexuality and have a healthy sex life.
I understand the difference between "Having Sex" and "Making Love."
My taste in music is extremely eclectic. If I like a song, I dont care who it's by. I go out and find my own music. I'm not going to care if you think my music sucks.
I always feel like I have to explain myself. And so I ramble and repeat a lot of things. And I figure it's because I'm not used to anyone really understanding me.
As far as family goes, I don't consider myself with a father. I don't like my mother as a person, but I love her for how strong she has been and what she has done for me. I'm the youngest out of three girls. My older sister and I share a mutual dislike. I like my other sister, but rarely ever see her.
I believe in karma
I believe that marijuana, gay marriage, and abortion should be legal.
I'm one of those people who also believe in UFO's and ghosts.
I would like world peace, or the closest thing to it
I'm spiritual and imaginative, but realistic.
For some reason, I can never seem to be on time to things.
My anxiety is sometimes overwhelming.
I'm scared of loss, the future, eels, jellyfish, spiders, getting shots, semi trucks, groups of people (especially men) and freak accidents (think "Final Destination".)
Don't make me any promises. If you're going to do something, then just do it
I get paranoid easily. Reassure me that things are fine. I notice the little things. Actions speak louder than words. But words count. Use them wisely.
I'm not a goody-goody, but I am a good person
I think organized religion is bullshit
However, being Agnostic DOES NOT make me ignorant.
It DOES NOT mean I'm going to hell.
It means that I educated myself on most all religions and found that finding spirituality within is more important than religious symbols and rules.
So get over it.
"Religion can never reform mankind because religion is slavery."
"I refuse to forced to believe in other people's interpretations of God. I don't think anybody should be. No one person can own the copyright to what God means.”
- Marilyn Manson.