JayJay Genoicide Sullivan [Bedspread Bandit]

Hello, my name is Jay, and my life is absolutely a-fucking-mazing;
X.My name is Jenna-Nichole
(Call me "Jen" at your own risk)
X.It doesn't take alot to make me happy
X. I am Musically, Lyrically, and Artistically Over. The. Top
X.Yet still somehow I'm a starving artist x.x
X.That, and a hopeless romantic.
X.Oh, and I'm a yaoi/smut author as well
(For all the dumbasses out there, that means I write porn stories
And they kick ass)
X.But my Heart is one of a poet.
X.My entire existance is in the term "Poetry is frozen music"
X.My friends call me 'Jay'. So you can too!
X.One day, people will care what I have to say
X.I'm deffinatly not the sharpest crayon on the tree
X.I'm not Bisexual; I'm pansexual. If you dunno what that means feel free to ask me :D
X.Music means the world to me.; It makes me feel empowered and alive in so many ways
X.I like helping people. So if you've got a problem, don't be afraid to tell me, and I'll help you as best I can
X.The colour PURPLE makes me happy
X.Most likely, I'm alot smarter than you think I am
X.I'm probably one of the nicest people you'll ever meet
X.Yet I'm also one of the most sarcastic people you'll ever meet
X.So please don't get me wrong, it's just my sense of humor, which is hard to undertand at times.
X.I'm finally at a great place in my life
X.My job; part-time retail clerk in the Natick Mall FYE, full-time starving artist
X.Avenged Sevenfold is my biggest, baddest musical obbsession
X.Avenged Sevenfold, along with Papa Roach saved my life
X.Some might call me a "Deviant", "Masochist", "Sadist", what have you
X.I see auras
X.I also can 'sense' spirits (not quite per-se)
X.Drugs? Been there, done that
[I can pretty much almost gaurentee it]
X.I'm a Juggalette, but I don't flaunt it
X.Cigarettes disqust me to no end. The smoke makes me nautious...try not to smoke around me, please
X.Body art and modifications are gorgeous in my eyes
X.Everybody usually loves my crazy makeup
X.I'm self-concious, insecure and have no self esteem, but on the contrary I'm rather comfortable with myself.
X.I love being in pictures, but I don't think I'm all too good looking
X.Eye contact makes me feel somewhat awkward
X.I refuse to change so I can fit into any one catagory. One can only change for themselves...lables are for soup cans and cerial boxes, not people.
X.Yes, I'm a vampire. No, I'm nothing out of Dracula, Anne Rice novels, or especially Twilight. If you have any questions about real-life 'vampirism', feel free to ask :D
X.A few of my favorite things are handcuffs, glowsticks and semi-colins
X.The majority of the time I'm underestimated by the majority of people I meet
X.Hunter S. Thompson is my hero
X.I admire him beond words-For many reasons and I've been told I have the same personality as him
X.As often as I can, I take his advice and make a beast out of myself in all the right (And wrong) ways.
X.Speaking of, drugs are better than drinking anyday. In my oppinion at least.
X.I wear boy's cologn 'cause it smells better than perfume
X.I've got nothing to lose and everything to prove
X.Dunno what else to put here right now, so...
HAVE A NICE TRIP
I PLUCKED my soul out of its secret place,
And held it to the mirror of my eye,
To see it like a star against the sky,
A twitching body quivering in space,
A spark of passion shining on my face.
And I explored it to determine why
This awful key to my infinity
Conspires to rob me of sweet joy and grace.
And if the sign may not be fully read,
If I can comprehend but not control,
I need not gloom my days with futile dread,
Because I see a part and not the whole.
Contemplating the strange, I'm comforted
By this narcotic thought: I know my soul.
-Claude McKay
STONERS REAKIN' HAVOC
Here's to us. Here's to the nights we're too fucked up to remember. Here's to the days with the neverending tears. Here's to having dreams too big for even us to comprehend. Here's to standing in line for eight hours. Here's to white kids wanting to be rappers. Here's to fawning over boys we'll never have a chance with. Here's to Fayo showers. Here's to the fvuking halarious and completely idiodic dumbass jokes. Here's to midnight walks to nowhere. Here's to the crazy makeup that nobody likes but us. Here's to the akward stares. Here's to the Here's to 'abandoned' traintracks. Here's to abtually being hit by trains. Here's to the Fallens and the Sevenfoldists. Here's to Juggalos and Juggalettes. Here's to childlike obbsessions. Here's to driving around at night whith nowhere to go. Here's to sitting on rooftops at 3:00AM in the rain. Here's to 'secret spots'. Here's to ICP, Twiztid, Tech N9ne, Avenged Sevenfold, Atreyu, Kottonmouth Kings,and Cradle of Filth. Here's to the things that make us us. Here's to the Stoner's Reaking Havoc and here's to BAT COUNTRY, the place where we choose to live, and the place where we choose to die. This is our life, this is how we live it-The way we want. And I wouldn't want it any other way.