laney

i suspect that i suffer from ADHD.. one minute i am your regular mellow laidback chick and the next i am bouncing off the walls wanting to do anything and everything!! you name it and i'll try it at least once!i like pineapple but not pina coladas, i like standing in the sun.. i am fun like gum.. cute as a button.. and cool as ice but twice as nice =o).. i like exploring the city and doing whatever i can to take advantage of being a new yawker.. if that doesn't draw your attention then we'll stick to the usual and say.. i like long walks to the bodega.. yada yada yah and if u keep kfc in your pockets i'll follow u wherever you go.. yumm chicken droool =op..i think i am too mellow for my own good.. u might find me standing next to the jukebox and picking all of the depressing songs i can find.. they also say that if the world were to end i would be the last one just strolling out of the rubble..at times i feel like i am only myself when i am down and out and the world is falling around me.. but to tell you the truth i would pick a sunny day over a rainy one anytime.. but there is definitely something ethereal about walking slowly in the rain..i don't think that i've found my breaking point yet but sometimes i feel that i've already broken it and i lost..i believe the world is balanced.. i always figure how would you know how sweet something really is until you've tasted real bitterness..some people say life is like a box of chocolate.. i say life is pursuing a reality that exists only to yourself and somehow you must engage with those around you while you are confronted with hardship, loss and the cause and effect of gaining and recapturing momentary pieces of happiness and being slowly molded by intangible forces.. now, what happiness is to you or anyone else i cannot tell you..