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How do you know when you can open up again?

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About Me


"ABOUT THAT....MEMO TO WHOMEVER MAY READ THIS"....AS I LIKE TO SAY.....~I AM A 19 YEAR OLD WHO HAS A LOT OF LIVING TO DO AND I LOT OF NEW LESSONS TO LEARN! AND YES JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE I AM ALLOWED TO LOVE, CARE ABOUT OTHERS, HAVE MY FEELINGS HURT, BE NOSEY, TALK WHENEVER I FEEL LIKE THERE IS SOMETHING TO BE SAID, CRY, HAVE A CRUSH, LAUGH, BE SAD/UPSET, AND JUST PLAIN OL LEARN WHO THE HELL I AM AS AN INDIVIDUAL~ I LOVE BEING AROUND PEOPLE, CARS, RACING AND MOTOCYCLES...I HAVE THIS SMALL NEED FOR/TO SPEED! IF WE SPEAK, NEVER GET THE ASSUMPTION THAT "I KNOW EVERYTING" OR THAT "I LIKE TO HEAR MYSELF SPEAK", OR THAT "I AM FULL OF MYSELF", JUST KNOW AHEAD OF TIME THAT I WHEN I FIND SOMETHING THAT I AM ABLE TO SPEAK ON....I DO SO! PLEASE DON'T TAKE IT AS AN ATTITUDE OR ANYTHING MORE THAN ASHLEY EXPRESSING HERSELF...NOW THAT I'VE GOTTEN PAST THAT.... I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND I AM LEARNING TO LOVE LIFE MORE THAN ANYTHING! I'VE ALWAYS HAD THIS WAY OF BEING ABLE TO CARE FOR THE FEELINGS OF OTHERS AND NOT MYSELF! NOT ANYMORE...IT'S ALL ABOUT ME AND MINE!!! AGAIN DON'T TWIST MY WORDS AROUND TO MEAN SOMETHING ELSE! THANKS AND ENJOY WHAT YOU SEE!!!
What Your Face Says
At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.
Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.
With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless. What Do People Think Of Your Face?

My Interests



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I'd like to meet:

EVERYONE AND ANYONE WHO IS SOMEBODY WITH SOMETHING TO DO! I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE!!!*****If I could reach up and hold a star for everytime you made me smile, the entire sky would be in the palm of my hand!*****
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: GIBBSY
Birthday: September 7
Birthplace: Brooklyn, NY
Current Location: Bowie, MD
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Browns, Blacks and some reds
Height: 5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: ALOT......Irish, Guinese, Trinidadian, Jamican, Portugese, and a few other things......my MOMMY is a mut
The Shoes You Wore Today: Gray and black Nikes~
Your Weakness: My emotions
Your Fears: Faling in love with the worng person!
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Moving out on my own!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Effin
Thoughts First Waking Up: I just went to sleep
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes and my large Bust line!!
Your Bedtime: whenever i have a moment to sleep
Your Most Missed Memory: Being happy and not worring about other people!
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Sometimes
Do you Swear: um........
Do you Sing: Yes
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: I am not too sure anymore! At this point in time i rather be alone and happy than falling for someone who doesn't know what they really want!
Do you belive in yourself: Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes
Do you think you are Attractive: I have my days
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Yes, Now that they know everything about me!
Do you like Thunderstorms: No
Do you play an Instrument: No
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: No
Ever been Beaten up: No
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: Peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A WEDDING PLANNER
What country would you most like to Visit: BRAZIL
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: not really a specific one!
Favourite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long Hair: short and well kept
Height: taller than me!
Weight: Doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style: doesn't matter! Flip Flops around at times!
Number of Drugs I have taken: ....
Number of CDs I own: a ton
Number of Piercings: 10
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 0....I call them lifes little lessons, which sometimes can suck to learn!

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Music:

I love all kinds of music....I'm very open to almost n e thing!
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Movies:


How to make a ASHLEY
Ingredients:
3 parts friendliness
5 parts ambition
5 parts energy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little lustfulness if desired!
Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Television:


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Books:

"SO YOU THINK YOUR PRETTY?"
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Heroes:

All my close friends............WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH YOU ALL MEAN TO ME AND WHAT YOU HAVE TOUGHT ME IN LIFE! WHERE I WOULD BE WITHOUT YOU ALL I HAVE NO CLUE! I love you all More than A FAT KIDD LOVES CAKE!
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My Blog

I AM LEARNING LITTLE BY LITTLE!

OK....SO I AM LEARNING HOW TO BE MORE SELFISH THAN SELFLESS! IT'S COME TO MY ATTENTION  THAT WHEN YOU GIVE YOUR ALL IN EVERY CASE YOU LEARN THAT "THE ALL" WON'T BE GIVEN BACK TO YOU! I HAVE SOME ...
Posted by How do you know when you can open up again? on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 08:52:00 PST

I'm done....or so i think!

do you ever think about why people say the shit they say! do you think they say it because they think that's what you want to hear, or are there other reasons to question you or to just attempt t...
Posted by How do you know when you can open up again? on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 02:53:00 PST

I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!

I COULD CARE LESS THAT YOU ARE MOVING ON WITH YOUR LIFE AND THAT YOU DO OR DON'T WANT ME TO BE A PART OF IT! IT WOULD JUST BE A NICE THING FOR YOU TO TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON SO THAT I DON'T ...
Posted by How do you know when you can open up again? on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 12:55:00 PST

Its a Bitch....LOVE

How many timesAre you gonna apologize about the same thingAnd how many times can I take you backWhen I'm not the one that's doin' wrong(When I'm not the one that's doin' wrong, no)I thought maybe if I...
Posted by How do you know when you can open up again? on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 10:35:00 PST

I MISS YOU ALOT!

Days get longer and I realize it's because your not here....I MISS YOU ALOT! It's harder to say "I have a problem" because only your spirit is what I have left to tell it to, face to face....I MISS YO...
Posted by How do you know when you can open up again? on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 11:39:00 PST

MY HOW TIME RUNS AWAY FROM YA!

I'M ALMOST 18!  YUP YUP! BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT OF THIS!  I AM UBBER EXCITED TO BE STARTING THIS YEAR OFF RIGHT...MOST OF U KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT!  I AM HOWEVER NOT LOOKING FOW...
Posted by How do you know when you can open up again? on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I am at my LOWEST Point!!!

~I am sooooo upset with everything! It starts off with my car breaking down on my way to school, and NOBODY can tell me what wrong with it. Then I am blamed for what happend by my family, the people...
Posted by How do you know when you can open up again? on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

How well do u know me?!??!

How well do you know me?! DO YOU REALLY KNOW ME&..do this for me <3 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do yo...
Posted by How do you know when you can open up again? on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST