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Live and Let Love-FTP

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About Me

I think it is time to change this section. I am 19 years old and I am a Mama and that is the most important thing going on in my life. Yes im young and yes im alittle eccentric but i believe that makes me a wonderful mommy. I want to raise my baby girl the best way I can. Her name is Shayla Danni Hernandez. I love her more than i could have imagined. Yes now that i am at this place in life...I seemed to have changed . well, ofcourse i have. It is enivitiable, you just do. I still love movies, music and reading. I still love foggy mornings and cool days..I still can't run to save my life. I would rather be eating brownies and ice cream for breakfast.But now no matter how much i act like a zombie, I wake up at 7 to my shayla baby's whispering into the moniter and i stay up with my lover(lol) at night so we can have some us time.Yes i dont go out atall and yes ive toned down my partying but i still love being implusive,I still love scifi and vampires ..ME and Pretty zombie still love dressing up for goth clubs and listening to metal and punk. i just have brought it down a couple of hundred nouches..I am totally okay with that.
You need understanding.
In your life there has been many people that
could never seem too comprehend your
personality. Now you have either become an
out-cast because of their narrow minds or you
have adjusted yourself to them, and never
letting them see who you are deep inside. You
now think that no one will ever understand you
and you hate that fact. Though you are scared
of what the effects might be if you would
decide to let someone in so you keep a safe
distance that you both curse and bless.
What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
brought to you by Quizilla .. Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention.
And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed.
You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate.
If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more! What Personality Disorder Are You?
Night Surgeon
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to met jonny depp, led zeppelin and van halen and "him", and my biological father
Disorder Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder : Very High
Schizoid Personality Disorder : Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder : High
Antisocial Personality Disorder : High
Borderline Personality Disorder : Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder : High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder : High
Avoidant Personality Disorder : Very High
Dependent Personality Disorder : High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : Moderate

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-- Personality Disorder Info --

You Are 96% Sociopath
You're so manipulative, you could make Hannibal Lector your bitch.
You feel superhuman - and you certainly lack human empathy. Are You A Sociopath?

My Blog

listen

The Queen of Regret giving up is not the answer though it is the easist way to fail to hope is frowned upon and to have faith is mocked so the world gives noother option or that is how it seems...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 22:25:00 GMT

im sorry

all i did was cry what else could i do i knew were mad but giving up mama telling me you dont care......at all it hurt the light you loved in my eyes is gone smothered im sorry that im a screw up that...
Posted by on Sat, 26 May 2007 22:40:00 GMT

New Poem

fall into my crimson gaze Into the black abyss that swallows the light Where darkness rules and Pain is master Where the sun is a teasing thing yellows and greens are distant dreams Forbidden Pinks an...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 20:21:00 GMT

ME in a nutshell

I love dancing in the rain. I am implusive and introverted. I am a people watcher.I am fasicnated by human nature., and watching the sunset at the beach. I love laying on myback in the grass watching ...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 20:38:00 GMT

Poem

THis is a poem i can't finish   I want to tell a story A story never told a story hidden deep within a disturbed little girl Her heart is swollen from all she wants to share she walks through the...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 19:39:00 GMT

Perfection

Skinny legs, bigger breasts Is all they want to see Tiny waists and thinner arms the opposite of me The pressure to be perfect Is slowly closing in An utter suffocation That doesnt seem to end Society...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Sep 2005 20:47:00 GMT

Some Haikus

The beginning lonely falling drops menacing waters rising drowning on my tears   Security loving waters cold swimming in its loving waves feeling so secure   Discovery waters getting rough p...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 20:10:00 GMT

LIFE?

My life a life unknown hidden by the lies of the heart that beats in side of me believe
Posted by on Sat, 27 Aug 2005 19:58:00 GMT

some sayungs and advice in life i adore

love is the slowest form of suicide strangers stab you in the back, friends stab you in the front, boyfriends stab you in the heart, but best friends dont carry knives Time and distance have no meanin...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Aug 2005 17:41:00 GMT