Ruth

I am a female. I enjoy dressing in cheesy formal dresses and walking around downtown in a blue cowboy hat. I have stretch marks. I grew too quickly (see above) I can be very mean, I don't like to be made fun of and retaliate soundly if I am. What can I say? I am a weakling. I continue to give in the the social pressures of a mainstream society. Damn! Woe is me, but at least I get ice cream!!!! :7 I always feel inadequate except when I am with my albino lover. (He isn't going to like that) I am an artist I am a good writer but Writing and I are currently in the hate section of our mediocrely like/hate relationship. I live in a small town and do not fit in on a large scale I don't do drugs, we have nothing to talk about. I love animals and am intirely too empathetic to watch sad movies. I am broken. I like the color green. I have my tongue pierced, the tongue ring is currently green. I am slightly crazy I turn into a crazy hippie/whore/seductress/fairy/inhibition free witch at night and by day I am simply grumpy. I used to have a friend named Chris who fell in love with me twice. I was in a bad place in life so I did not oblige him. He is schizophrenic and now losing all hope in his grandiose philosophy. I think he just needs a companion. Anyway his ex-girlfriend is my best friend and we get together on occasion and bash the man who broke her heart and pissed off mine. There is this man named Bob, and well, I love him more than ice cream. I would kill the children of one thousand worlds for your hand in marriage. :7