My name is Cindy Thompson and knowing the pain of heroin addiction as well as self degradation caused me to create this myspace as an informational place of hope. I have realized that addictions and sexual deprivations are just the outward manifestation of the inner turmoil that exists inside a human soul victimized by predatory behavior. My prayer is that you will find answers, peace, solutions as well as understanding that you are not alone.
Starting at the age of 10 months old a series of molestations, sexual abuses and rapes would wallpaper my life up to 26 years of age. The buried sexual abuse that my mind would forget but my emotions felt daily would drive me as a victim. Depression, emotional highs and lows along with low self esteem would drive my actions to self destruct, what made things worse was I couldn’t remember the abuses from 10 months to about age 10, this created another set of issues. Due to my acting out I was called rebellious, incorrigible, minus to society and slut. These names would form shame, labels and negativity that would nearly destroy who I really was and am; sweet, caring, merciful, giving, encouraging, resourceful and talented.
This is the hope, “The Destiny Changer†Jesus Christ paid the price with His life so I could shed the shame and labels that were determining my destiny which would ultimately destroy me, to a destiny of hope, deliverance and life; The scripture says “I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death , blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both you and your seed may live." De 30:19 but before a choice of life could be made I needed to understand that there was hope. As I realized that I wasn’t alone and there was a reason, I could take the change of destiny being offered. I could leave the victim and become a victor; the hope is so can you!
Statistics:
In 1993 there were a reported 60 million survivors of sexual abuse [molestation, rape, incest, fondling, etc.] In 14 years I’m sure these numbers have more than tripled.
In 1991 there were a reported 31% of all women in prison who had suffered abuse [battery, assault, emotional, molestation, rape, incest, fondling, etc.] In 16 years I’m sure these percentages are closer to 80 to 90%.
In 1992 there were a reported 95% of all women and male prostitutes who had suffered sexual abuse [molestation, rape, incest, fondling, etc.] In 15 years I’m sure these percentages are closer to 100%.
In 2002 every 1 minute in America someone {Male, Female, Child, and Adult} is sexually assaulted in some way. 1 in 3 is female and 1 in 6 is male. Due to our society and the climbing statistics yearly it is sure that these numbers have risen dramatically over 5 years.
The goal:
As you can see from the age of these statistics our law makers don’t take this problem seriously. The porn industry is directly linked to my sexual abuse incidents as far back as 10 months. Arousing the animalistic sexual instincts causes a depravity that has repercussions that ripple as a rock dropped in the middle of a still body of water, innocent and untouched until the rock strikes the water which causes a never ending wave until something stops it. The waves from the center to the end just get bigger the farther it swells out, as you can see with this analogy every generation of predator and victim the problem become worse and more violent.
I’m making it my business to protect the innocent through a change of mindset, information and values. The innocence of our children must be protected at all cost; victims must know they have hope, the industries that promote products and ideals which create environments where predators are engineered and governments that protect them must know that this is no longer acceptable in our society. As one voice shouting in the wilderness make your voice heard!!!!!!!
HELP:
If you are a child or an adult currently being abused contact me and I will contact those who can get you help, if you are a victim of abuse, prostitute, stuck in sex industry or drug addict needing healing, deliverance and peace I can direct you to the one who can save your soul. Contact me at [email protected] .
Know that your creator has designed you with purpose and destiny; it is not to be a victim!