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About Me

even more, i had never meant to love him. one thing i truly knew--knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones,knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest--was how love gave someone the power to break you.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone as cool as my friends.

My Blog

will it ever stop

its january 24thits almost been a yeara lot has happened since thenthings i tried to help me forgeti never wanted to forget thoughwhy would iit was a ride ill carry with me foreverthe fights the laugh...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Jan 2010 12:33:00 GMT

for rob

hes the one who saved methe one who made everything betterhelped me realize i didnt have to be alonekept my head on my shoulderstold me he loved memade my heart skip beatsheld my hand without even tou...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Aug 2009 11:56:00 GMT

update on phoenix

im not going anymore
Posted by on Fri, 14 Aug 2009 11:59:00 GMT

always be true

so things are starting to get roughim so in love with robits just the distance right nowits really fucking hardi wouldnt really say that we fightwe justwe're getting irritatedboth of uswe really need ...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Jul 2009 18:30:00 GMT

moving on

so i finally did iti found that perfect guyi always new him thoughever since i was eighti made him a pillow that said i love youyeah i was head over heelslittle girl crushbut everytime hed come back t...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jun 2009 08:21:00 GMT

i just dont know

i dont know anymoreeverything was going great in my lifeim caught up on everything againstill have hospital bills but thats going to take some timei had a really good guymy job is easy moneyi just sti...
Posted by on Tue, 19 May 2009 11:49:00 GMT

so today has been the worst

i really fucking miss carlthere was something about todayi dont know what it wasi had to go out and listen to any song that made me think of himor that he likedi criedand laughedcause we werent always...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 14:54:00 GMT

me today

im quitting smokingive only had two todayim eating healthier againive actually put on five poundsim walking moreive had a few anxiety attacksnothing too major thoughmy friendsthe people that have been...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Mar 2009 14:32:00 GMT

carl howell im so sorry

2:39 a.m.i know its my faulti was up there tuesday nightgiving him his mailand retrieving something of minewe got into a fighthe told me to go to dale and stay therei said id rather go to crestwoodtha...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 09:33:00 GMT

single and i dont care

lifes pretty shittybut its how it should beits how i knew it would beim alonethank god for quentin thoughhes a real talkerhes good at ithe makes you think instead of telling you the anwserim currently...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Feb 2009 17:29:00 GMT