I will get serious here for a moment. My name is Christopher Bobbin and I am 23 years old, currently living in Ft. Walton Beach, FL with my POP, Susan, and Kathi. The couch generates heat for some reason, and I sweat alot.
I have a beautiful daughter and her name is Brynn, I miss her every second of each and everyday, but I hope that my absence will be understood in the future. Daddy is working hard, and even though you're here we hardly get to see each other. DONT SLEEP SO MUCH LITTLE BOOGIE!!!!
I am steadily working for Crane/Keltec Aerospace and Electronics in Ft. Walton and I pull a decent living wage. There are a few things going on in my life at the moment that I wish could be erased from time and would have never existed, but it's not always up to me when it comes to those decisions.
I am enrolled at the University Of Phoenix Online for my degree in Criminal Justice and shooting for an early 2008 Graduation. From there the road will only grow longer as I strive to acheive my life long goal of becoming a Police Officer.
I have a few tight friends, and we try to take care of each other as much as poissible. To everyone of these people: I want to say thank you for always being there when I needed you, and never letting my mistakes turn your back on me. I Love you for that. "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends" (John 15:13).
I truly miss and LOVE my Family that I had to leave in Michigan, and I wish things could be different in so many ways. I will always have that hope in my heart that one day I can have it all back again, regardless of what people think or the things I have said in anger. You can't erase LOVE, but I don't think I will ever be able to say I'm sorry enough. "And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love" (1 Corinthians 13: 13).
Over the past few years I have acheived so much (not alone, thank you Meredith)
with my life and I don't know where I would be if she hadn't looked past my faults and status, and took a chance on me. I love her for that and so much more.
I have alot of family that I don't see, or haven't seen in years but I want them to know I still think about you, and someday soon we can throw a reunion and all be together again...I Love You.
I'm a simple person with alot of plans and goals, and with everyday growing shorter and money getting tighter, it would seem as though I may never reach them. Time is a valuable thing and looking through the hurt, pain, and sadness; hoping to find the joy, love, and happiness is what keeps me going on this straight path.
For your nights...Dear Heavenly Father,I am thankful for Your love and patience toward me. Help me to extend that same love and patience to others. Help me to be a kind and loyal person in all of my circumstances. Open my eyes to see my own faults so that I might present them to You for the needed changes. Forgive me for wrong attitudes and change my heart to be like Yours. I release all those who have caused me pain and trouble to Your care. Be merciful to them and help them to change also. Lord, give us all Your grace and mercy in this hour that there is so much evil in the world. I ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.
..This is my life and it's all been an illusion
Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Things may feel imbalanced on the romantic front, but it's up to you to create more harmony between your desire for immediate pleasure and a need for long-term stability. You really can have both, but you'll have to proceed with caution. Go ahead and keep pushing for what you want, but be aware of the significant consequences of your current actions.
A Thought I couldn't hold inside-6/22/07
Acomplishemnts mean nothing if you don't have the time to spend enjoying them. It would seem as though all that fight and all the srtuggle comes down to one simple thing, feeling complete. Take the time to stop and look around at where you are and where you want to go. Spend every breath like it was your last and live everyday like you were dying. Forget about the things that brought you down and look ahead at what can lift you up. Regret will only leave a sour taste in your mouth, making you wish things couls have been different. Things are different, even if you don't see that. Every step and every decision you have made to the point of you reading this has helped you earn your place as a being that gets to make the choices that effect your life. Remember where you came from, don't try to forget it.....You can only grow STRONGER.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be over
And over, we could be forever.
"MAN I JUST DONT KNOW, THEY SAY IM TALKIN TO FAST, BUT THEY JUST BE LISTNIN TO SLOW"
We live life cuz we hopin to see them better dayze, sittin back in a drunk hayze, lost and searching for a way out of the mayze, with headphones on in a loud blayze,wanting to escape life and thinking of wayze, but then you remember all them fun gaymez,and all your friends naymez, and what they would think along with all of that shayme, still you wanna search for someone to blayme, but in the end its all of the sayme, the dreams that you had were never that layme, and ur glad that you cayme, to that final decision to keep on tickin and continue on livin, but no guilt in your mind and that kept you on god's mission." -cRb-