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2 more months until we have YOU in our arms :)

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Hi, my name is Carla & like it says on the top left, I'm 23 yrs old. I'm a preschool teacher. I was born & raised in Jamaica Queens NY. I'm a very proud Latina...I'm Salvadorian n proud of it... wouldnt wanna b anything else. I've been through mad shyt in my life n I'm a tough cookie,but if I let u in my life n u r able 2 get passed all the pain & hurt that is in it u will see a very caring person, who is loyal 2 the ones she loves. I'm a lover not a fighter, but dont get shyt twisted, I dont put up wit nobody's shyt. There is mad anger,pain,n hurt in my life, but deep down there is mad love and sweetness too. If u think u can or wanna deal with it hit me up. In this past yr I have lost a lot of the ppl I love, n my world has been taken over by heartache and emptiness. This section is dedicated 2 remembering the loved 1's that r no longer with me :( I'm the 2nd child out of three, n the only girl, but now its just my older brother n I. The twinkle in my eye has now faded, a piece of my heart is now missing but baby boy I know that one day we will be together again... this was written for my lil brother who recently passed away. He was my life, my heart, my soul, my light. He was more than just my lil brother he was my son, my best friend, my confidant, my partner in crime, my protector, my support, my life. I would gladly give my life if I could change the things that happend n all the pain he felt. Nene I miss u more than n e 1 in this world can imagine. Pedro, I miss you with all my heart and soul, only God knows the pain I feel. Day after day u live in my heart and on my mind. Baby boy you left me too soon. I was suppose to go before you, thats y I was the older sister. But I hope you are the 1 welcoming me into heaven. The Lord knew the pain you lived in and in all his mercy he took you so you wouldnt suffer anymore. I am so sorry I couldnt shelter you from all that pain like I should have. I love you!!!! I pray to God I was able to show you that in life. U r my angel!!! Pedro Eduardo Garcia became the light of my life 6/3/90 became my angel 6/6/05, REST IN PEACE!!! Te amo hermanito.
Hosted By SparkleTags.com Rest in peace Claudia Martinez (my cousin) 1/5/1978 -12/25/05 Love u n miss u too!!! I dunno y u did what u did, n I'm sorry I wasnt able 2 help u either... Only u n God really know what happend that terrible morning but if there was foul play, rest assure God will take care of it.
Hosted By SparkleTags.com Rest in peace Jaecen Cambronero ( my lil student)2/28/2003-5/4/2006, papito lindo what can I say, u were the joy of my classroom, ur life was taken much 2 quick. I know u r in heaven playing with my lil brother, n I pray that when it's my turn 2 go both u n my brother will b at the doors waiting for me.
Hosted By SparkleTags.com Rest In Peace Maritza... U left way too soon. You had a life time to live. A bright and beautiful voice that I will never 4get. We all lost a friend but gained an Angel. Luv u always!!! 6/23/85- 11/6/06
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MySpace Countdown*~* Tito Nieves wrote and dedicated the song " Fabricando Fantasias" for his son who recently passed away. I dedicate this song 2 my Little brother... Lalo I love u my Angel! *~*

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On this site, friends. Anyone who can hold a good conversation, n b respectful. I like 2 laugh n have a good time, so get at me if u think u can make me smile.

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Only God KnowS

Geez, havent written 1 of these things in a while. I guess I'm here cause I need a way out, a way to escape the pain, the need, the want, the feelings of losing control. Im a very strong woman, but ev...
Posted by 2 more months until we have YOU in our arms :) on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 07:04:00 PST

U i will Not hide!!

Ladies and Gents,my heart, mind n soul, are taken!!! I look 4 no 1s approval, if u like it great if u dont 2 bad!!! U can have ur opinion, say what u want, but if u dislike me, disapprove of me or fee...
Posted by 2 more months until we have YOU in our arms :) on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 09:23:00 PST

Prayers

Lord, it mayb dumb 2 pray, even a bit 2 late, but dont know what else 2 do. Aug 25th, a day that will 4 ever b burnt into my mind, heart n soul. Only u saw all the tears that were shed, only u felt al...
Posted by 2 more months until we have YOU in our arms :) on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 03:48:00 PST

Empty

Will the void in my heart ever be filled? I'm not talking about just the void that there is from not having "a better half " in my life, but also the void that there is from not having some1 2 care fo...
Posted by 2 more months until we have YOU in our arms :) on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 11:22:00 PST

It was a fun week... thanks :)

I spent the week in NY, on vacation. I wanted 2 say thanks 2 every1 that made time 2 chill wit me. Especially my cousin Patricia n Chiqui. Had a blast, lots of new memories, n the though of moving bak...
Posted by 2 more months until we have YOU in our arms :) on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 04:23:00 PST

Thank u Lord!!!

SeƱor te doy las gracias por abrirme los ojos, por ayudarme en los tiempos de necesidad. Ahora te ruego que le cures las heridas que yo le hise. Que le ablandes el corazon que yo enduresi, y que me pe...
Posted by 2 more months until we have YOU in our arms :) on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 05:46:00 PST

Lalo I love u!!! RIP baby boi

Hi baby boi, today at 8:40 pm it will b a yr that u became my Angel. I'd rather u b here with me right now, I'd rather c ur smile, n pick fights wit u over stupid things. But all I have are memories n...
Posted by 2 more months until we have YOU in our arms :) on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 05:10:00 PST

Hi...again

I havent written a blog in a while... Last time i wrote, i wrote about being in a new relationship... now i'm single... n thats fine by me. I'm done wit skool 4 the semi... hope i got at least a B I'm...
Posted by 2 more months until we have YOU in our arms :) on Tue, 09 May 2006 08:08:00 PST

Whats new wit me????

Hey!!! :) I got my frist tattoo on friday 3/17/06 it says lalo n it has 2 red hearts n 2 blue hearts cause that was his favorite color. I held his pic in my hand the whole time, I love you Peter. I ho...
Posted by 2 more months until we have YOU in our arms :) on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 03:31:00 PST

Tan sierto

The greatest irony of Love: Loving the right person at the wrong time Having the wrong person when the time is right, Finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... Som...
Posted by 2 more months until we have YOU in our arms :) on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 09:32:00 PST