Funny, one of the things I hate is describing myself. Why? First, people wouldn't really care if you are cool, dorky, goofy or hot. Second, I hate it when people put their best feet forward just to impress the world and 3rd will people bother reading it? So, here goes mine...
I'm torn between being sweet, gentle, kind, loving, rude, sarcastic and cold-hearted. Those kind of personalities evolve around me. It also depends on the person I'm talking to or people I'm working with. In this ever-changing world, it's hard stick on your own, old-fashioned personality. People seem to have this defensive shield and to be on the safe side of things by projecting a wholesome personality. For me, it sucks but what can we do, we live in a world where deception is part of the game.
Technically, I'm working as a Software Engineer and do some consultancy work whenever I get the privilege of having some extra time. I also manage a start up Internet Advertisement company back home, have my own photography gig, created a coffee lover's social networking site and maintain a few affiliates who are generous in rewarding hard work. I work hard for me to be able to play hard and I'm a believer of the law of equivalent exchange. If you want something big in your life, you need to give something of equal value to gain it. Nothing is being gained without giving something in return. Been there, done that. I love creating ideas and turning them to something that can add to my coin bank. I was never a career-oriented person and haven't dreamed of retiring as an employee. I can't accept the fact that I worked my ass off in school for 17 years just to work my ass off again in making someone else rich. It ain't happening. I want to know if life really begins at 40 and by that time, I'M OUT!!! I won't let myself end like a commoner who waits for monthly pay checks. By that time, it will be my turn t oset the rules.
Outside the walls of this annoying thing I do called work, I enjoy playing Kendo or what is known as japanese fencing. It keeps me healthy and away from being a fat mammal. Focus is the name of the game when you do Kendo and with our everyday life, without focus, accomplishing the simpliest task will frustrate you. I also practice photgraphy. I wanted to do something different besides from being infront of the computer and telling it what to do. I was thinking of practicing Glamour and Fashion photography one of these days. But hey, if you love doing something and if it pays the bills at the same time, it would be fun and wouldn't even consider it as work.
With all these madness and struggle in my life, I hope that one day, heaven will appreciate the things I was able to do. Not for me but for those who I love. I never said that all these are for my own sake and for my own survival. My hard work is for the people who I cherish and would not want to see experience the same thing I had. All these things I do for love. I want to be remembered when I die. Not for the crappy things I have done but for the things I have changed, for the rules I have broken and created and for the results I have given. This is me and this is my true color and if you have read this up to here, I appreciate the time and effort you have given. And in return, expect that I will do the same.
