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so im ellie,
If your one of my long lost friends my bet is that you wouldnt recognise me now. Im so incredibly diff to who i used to be 3-4 years ago, but im gona go right ahead and say thats a good thing.
I have naturally blonde hair. OMG RLI?? yes really.
Im vegetarian, i think if i ever ate any kinda of meat again id gag, then spew. fish are meat, they have eyes and they breathe, they were alive at one stage.
I may seem alot like you, but im nothing like you, im different to everybody. so dont think we're best budz because you also have a septum ring.
I feel that i forgive to easily, one of my down falls i guess, but 'Forgive Forget' right?
I am a strong believer in the saying 'People Never Change' because we dont, we cant. Some of you might try to every morning once in a while that you wake up and realise you hate who you are, but everyone reverts back to their roots. if they hurt you once, they'll hurt you again. inside, everyone is the same person they used to be. its kind of comforting in a way.
I can addmit i dont have my priorities right. when it comes to my hard hitting, long life decisions and goals, ill always put love first. which is why i can comfortably say right now i have nothing ^__^ but that doesnt matter, ive got ages.
I love my life, but im still trying to find myself, i am going to be more then what i am. there's a few things missing.
Im 85% sure ive already met my soul mate(L) and 50% sure they've already passed me by(U).
I smoke, i smoke alot, ill quit one day, not today. i smoke when i get angerz, which is alot but by no fault of my own. so you can see my little smoking addiction predicament. I smoke Vogues, such a lady ^__^
I may seem a little materialistic, but honestly, when it comes down to it id rather run across the grass with no shoes on and throw myself to the ground with you then own anything more then what i do right now.
I could never hurt you, not possible, im to nice i guess or something like that. though ive experienced it enough to know how.
Ill be honest, Some people percieve me as a bitch, but they dont know what theyre talking about. its just my rough side, my outwardly focused shyness, the wall i build. Really im lovely ^_^
I hate very few people. youd have to be terrible or a lost cause to the world. so for the future, NO i dont hate you. alot of people ask me that, it shocks me. 'omg i full thought you hated me hehe! Ew spare me. because basically i dont give a shit. In the wonderful words of my lovely Rachy Bitesâ„¢ -'Live and Let Live'.
I love my real friend. i say 'real' because we all know there are 2 kinds, the friends who are loyal and all that shizz, then theres the friends who want to be friends with anybody and everybody just to make even more friends and climb that ladder.
Im all about having fun, no on likes to be the killjoy, though im not a heavy drinker.
I sing when no ones around, if you think thats wierd then fuck you, one of the only things i enjoy that doesnt cost money, even if the best things in life ARE free.
I listen to accoustic mostly, calms me down, lets me think.
also the 80's were a great time, great music. dont pitty me for likeing it.
If im a sook im sorry. sometimes i dont realise im makeing a big deal out of everything.
I have a cat, her name is Narla. she hates everyone but me and thats why i love her ^_^ I got her with Saajane.
Bod Mod's kinda cool. thats my kinda thing. OH! and i read, yep, none of this listening to an i-pod on the train, i whip out my book (Y). I eat 'Mi Goreng' alot, if you dont know what that is then sucks to be you.
You never stop loving someone, If you dont now then you never did.
I should fix my i-pod.
Enjoy.
And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
Been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly
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I cry over spilt milk.
ellie, why dont you love me?..
