love is watching someone die. |
one year ago today i sat in bed all day.
i had a fear that if i moved i would have to deal with the world.
one year ago last night my grandpa died.
to this day i can picture my grandpas big blue eyes ...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 11:41:00 GMT |
stephy, i want to go home, new york home. |
Thank you for being such a friend to me
Oh I pray a friend for life,
And have I ever told you how much you mean to me?
Oh you're everything to me...
I'm Thinking all the time how to tell you what ...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 16:35:00 GMT |
everything is alright. |
Life. It deserves some fucking up, it's how we learn things. My life has been going out of control since I graduated high school (even before I graduated, I spent a night in jail). S...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 09:21:00 GMT |
aholdin this damn trophy for no reason |
who the fuck are you and where the fuck did you come from? why do you matter/ you dont to me. my world, it revolves... it revolves around the other worlds around me and im trying to get you out....
Posted by on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 15:17:00 GMT |
Make it snappy, Happy. |
..end paragraph--> ..begin paragraph-->"There's no feeling like that: when you're psyched on somebody. Like this morning? I woke up sm...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 00:16:00 GMT |
waves. |
It's getting easier and easier every day that passes knowing that my grandpa isnt going to be around much longer. i almost wish this is how i will feel forever, things getting easier and easier. ...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 11:30:00 GMT |
he |
things work themselves out, time goes on, live and learn.
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 20:40:00 GMT |
pictures |
these would be the random times in my life... it may be a lot but they're too great to not post.
Posted by on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 03:22:00 GMT |
12-9-06 |
Our phone rang at 12:15 this morning. I let it ring three times so my grandma would have a chance to get it (she had already fallen asleep though) because I knew who was calling and why.&nb...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 13:15:00 GMT |
Death happens so you remember how important life is. |
I woke up this morning with a note by my head reading Amanda-We are at the hospital. They are moving Grampa to a hospice room, not performing the test because he is worse...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 14:57:00 GMT |
