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I am a person who strives to have balance in my life.. there are many misconceptions about who I really am as a person..but unless you get to knoe me.. youll never really knoe.. I always try n do the right thing and hope to gain more wisdom each and everyday.. being able to obtain bliss in life is being able to ♥ yourself completely and realize that there will be imperfections ,but we shall work on them and find ways to improve ourselves... How can you have beautiful endings with out beautiful mistakes.. ..I am never afraid to fail because lessons of the failure will help me in the future..im easy going and not hard to be friends with..but once you cross that line ..just knoe you cant cross back..some people say I look like a bitch when they meet me.. just because I dont smile all the time doesnt mean I dont like you! My facial features are just very uncontrollable..when meeting people I like to carefully analyze wut kind of person they are ..so youll knoe how I feel about you upon contact.. Being shady backstabbing untrustworthy is not my style.. I get along with just about anyone just as long as your not anything mentioned above.or stuck up then well be just fine.. I dislike and despise people that bring drama to my life. I cant stand people who think their better than you Excuse me but life is to short to have a stick up your ass..so get over yourself!... I hardly become angry unless provoked.. What you say to me or about me only adds flavor to the joy of proving you wrong!. Im a great listener and will give you my honest opinion wether you like it or not. For wut its worth life is what you make of it and I learned that the hard way Im very protective of people who fight their way into my ♥. ..my family is my strength and my comfort zone..that no matter how terrible the world maybe at times.. I can always run to them for ♥ and support!.. Friendship♥ is also very important to me.. I never seem to be able to have genuine friends, because jealousy and hate always took over.. I never understood why but In the end.. I knew I only have a handful of ♥bestfriends who I value and treasure.. Sincerity is rare so once I find it in someone, I value it like a pricless possession. My real friends knoe exactly who they are .they are the sisters I lean on and ♥ very deeply for always getting my back ..and giving me strength even in the saddest moments.. I also have a little family of my own.. a SON who I adore the most! .. that always helps me keep that smile on my face.. although at times could be a great headache.. I just learn to deal with it..since hes just growing up! .. I was probably worse when I was young..cant even think of wut I put my parents thru..but having a family of my own.. and learning a lot about responsibilities.. just gave me a new found respects for my parents.. I talk to them a lot more.. because growing up I never had a chance too.. my parents were real strict with me .. and wouldnt really let me do everything I wanted to do .like staying out late..partyin.and all the other stuff..and now I understand why..they were just looking out for my best intrest..knowing now that being a parent is not an easy job..i guess making mistakes and going through experiences are lessons learned that allow you to grow.. Other than that..I enjoy shopping ..(I love taking my time..and goin thru each and every hanger in the store).. that so I dont miss anything.. I like eating out and trying out new things.. playing with my son..and just relaxing at home watching movies.. and cuddling.. singing.dancing.body boarding.. reading. painting.having little get togethers with friends and family.. board games..decorating..cleaning..(I clean so much even if I wake up early and Rich is still asleep I have a habit of cleaning the bed while hes still in it.. he gets so mad.. he thinks my cleaning to much is a disorder.)I also take pleasure in long rides..with music playing.. bubble baths.. ( where I can find my peace and quiet)..
