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About Me


Class is in session, Lesson 1: If you don't like me, I don't care.
Now, Ladies and Gentlemen, enjoy my profile.
I'm a sucker for guys in girl pants
I'm a sucker for guys in eyeliner
i want peace, who the fuck doesn't? and in my world there is. most of the time i wish i looked like somebody else. i love make up and can't go a day without eyeliner and concealer. i did guys with long hair and chicks with long hair are fucking hot. i like colors. green is orgasmic and trees are my friend. i love cat eyes and paper hearts are adorable. i am content in my life and i wouldn't trade it for anyone else's. the ocean is my heaven. forests are the best and nature is my medicine. FACTS:
I brush my teeth in the shower.
I also spit in the shower
I like to keep my toothpaste in the box for as long as I can.
I use AXE shower gel (KILO is the best), men's deodorant, (again KILO) and body
spray....sometimes.
I'm very fond of candy and have a big sweet tooth.
My occupations are: First Class Space Patrol Officer, Zombiebuster, Sex Android, Tank
Driver, Horror Queen Extraordinaire, Bounty Hunter.
TANK GIRL is my fucking idol!
I don't really care for labels, if you label me something I don't care. Your entitled to your own opinion.
I love long hair.
I'll admit it, I'm really into the scene style.
I LOVE HELLO KITTY!!!!!!
I go on myspace way too much and i worry about it....sometimes.
DJ Cammy is awesome!
I hate people that try to push subjects that I don't want to talk about.
I can get angry and competitive easily.
I won't stop till I have proven a point or I'm right.
I don't have the best vocabulary like my other friends but I love to learn new words.
I would like to start a collection of toy guns...so far I have 2.
When I listen to a song, I like to pay attention to the lyrics more then the music.
I hate Winter.
I'm a camera whore to the max!
I hate being left out of fun events.
I like tea, any kind is great.
I plan on going to college, but not right now. I have to make more money first. Wish me luck on that.
I have a job.
I buy my own clothes, for the most part.
I have a lot of insecurities about myself.
I like to bake brownies and cookies. I haven't tried baking cupcakes yet.. but I would like to with friends.
I love Digiorno pizza!
I can be very complicated and stubborn.
I'm not always patient.
I love cheesy horror flicks
I try to not take life too seriously, but I don't like to goof off too much either.
I'm a well liked person.
I'm a huge fan of Jim Henson and Tim Burton films. Not a single film of theirs' I don't
like. They are amazing!
I was born in Berkley, but my hometown is Oakland.
I have many friends, you can be one of them.
If I had my way, I would choose to be a boy.
My favorite anytime treat is CUPCAKES!
I love Earth and try my best not to litter.
I cut up my plastic. SAVE THE DOLPHINS/PENGUINS!
Energy drinks are my life saver! I drink AMP, Monster, Rockstar, Lost and Red Bull.
I prefer Pepsi over Coca Cola
I bite my lip....A LOT!
I love beets, spinach, avocado, and squash.
Swearing too much is a turn off.
I floss.
I love going to church and try to attend as much as I can.
I love make up, belts, hair products, jewelry, and shoes.
The hair products I use MOST OFTEN is BED HEAD, got2b, and Herbal Essence.
I love Asian culture. ♥ Sushi ♥
The anime/manga I love is right here bitches
**BLOOD+. PRINCESS AI, OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB, MARMALADE BOY,
**GRAVITATION, VAMPIRE KNIGHT, AFTER SCHOOL NIGHTMARE, DEATHNOTE, SHIN CHAN,
**INUYASHA, CHERRY JUICE, BEYOND MY TOUCH, NANA, ALICE 19TH, GODCHILD,
**FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST, EXCEL SAGA, COWBOY BEBOP, R.O.D., FLCL, ANGEL
**SANCTUARY, IMADOKI! NOWADAYS, SAILOR MOON, TRINITY BLOOD, EUREKA SEVEN,
**FAKE, TRIGUN, FRUIT BASKET, BOONEDOCKS (not much of an anime)
Ever since I was a wee little girl I've always loved MERMAIDS and FAERIES.
I like to put cinnamon in my hot chocolate.
I tend to break promises, but I don't try to.
I don't like to get my hair wet that often.
I love it when people love me.
I draw.
I love kisses.
I spell it "Blonde" not "Blond"
I'm attracted to both blondes and brunettes. ^^ Love all around. Funky and wild hair colors are a big plus though!
Seeing boys cry and even in the movies is NOT funny to me.
I think seeing a boy cry and showing his feelings is what really makes him a man.
I'm sometimes scared to tell people what I really think of them.
But when I do tell them, I don't sugar coat.
I have manners.
If you think I'm ugly and tell it to my face, don't waste your breath cause I already know.
I don't copy styles, I take ideas from them and mix them around to make my own.
I love gum. Yeah, I'm a chewer. CHEW TILL YOU SPEW!
I believe in Jesus Christ, love him, and except Him as my Lord and Savior. But I'm not Christ like, though i try to be as best as i can.
I also loves shots, going to the doctors', and the dentist.
I'm allergic to grass and pollen.
I can be a clingy person at times.
If your mean to me, I'll be mean back, then again it depends on how mean you are.
I believe two wrongs don't make a right, but oh God it's so hard to follow.
I don't like to stay in one place too long.
I love to sing, if you ever hear me sing and hate it, deal with it.
I still watch little kid cartoons. I even like the Doodlebops!
she enters the room. a tattooed body. smoke cigarette. bed head to the max. grunge scream. rent is due. this is life. fuck..... drive fast, find a place. this is for real. baby boy, so beautiful, little angel grew up. a light in your eyes, i see death in your eyes. a beating heart that will try to steal mine. he did. i thought he would, no wait, i'm delirious. stop. pause. smile. pick a flower and enjoy the day motherfucker. ha ha. summer came fast, a sweet treat. cinnamon rays. apples and blood. burnt marsh mellows we made at our birthday party. highlight of the day. city sleeps. night life so dazzling! glamorous life, fab lane. pearls from the sea, i wear around my neck. you take them in your hand and put them between your teeth, pull me towards you. here we go again. you wear cat ears. black to be precise. i love them. my cat boy. i turn around and there she is. long black hair. pink eyeshadow. thick glitter fake eyelashes. skinny minnie. decked out in 80's rocker garb. i blink. i hallucinate. she smokes her cigarette. she's on something. aren't we all?? i want to vomit. this is awkward. this is real. i wish it wasn't. you take my hand. we walk away. leaving her. she doesn't care for me anymore. no do you. but you want them to think you do. you bastard. street lamp scene. we walk under sparkle sky. whites dots that flicker. make a wish. come true for me. i've been drinking, beer on my breath. cloud nine we float. sing to me. knock me out. it starts to rain. stuck six days in a gutter pipe. she's my queen but i stole the crown. i'm the princess that won his heart, my tiara hasn't snapped in half yet, i'm your fucking king, king of the world. bow to me, i wear the crown bitch. your not the boss no longer, your castle crumbles, mine stands. my kingdom will not burn. my empire will not fall. yeah that's right i went there. ha ha ha. i'm a new kind of tank girl. a girl in love and i don't care if it's unhealthy for me. i'm not going to put up my fucking flag just yet. mermaids exist. i put the laughter in slaughter. if there's a fucking problem with the language in this fucking story then you can fucking edit it out if you want to share it with your fucking friends. fucking god damn cunt ass mother fucking bitch ass fuck face, suck my big fucking dick yeah i wanna see that ass clap bitch. OOOOOOOOPPSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
hearts strings and paper cuts. black bile and cigarette butts. snorting some coke in the evening and at midnight in the rain we soak. stealing from the mall cause we don't have enough money to pay for it all. streetlight escape. pipe bombs. we don't take kindly to strangers, we only come out at night. where boys fear to tread. never forget what she said. you know they always come back. just when you let go, they come running back to you. when water flows with blood so red, it's a sign to all, the queen is dead. bound to them they keep me away. don't go they say. white forest, come and find me, put your mind to the test. cast in a black abyss i vomit out the letters of your name and the hateful words you spoke. green bottles and pink viles. purple butterflies and blood stained porcelain dolls. smashed china and white powder to hide her bruises. dreamer on a cloud and a falling star to fall in his eye and burn his sight away forever. 1-23-08 copyright
Which Hot Manga Guy Is For You?
Kent from Princess Ai! He might not have a hot Japanese name like the other guys, but his sweet songs make up for it. He sings great! He's also very very kind. Loves wearing baggy clothes and has long hair. Emotional too.
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You got Tamaki! ;DTamaki: Ahh, that princess of my heart. She's the fairest and kindest woman I've laid eyes on. Kyouya: Hmmm, girls seem to be jealous of her. More customers. She's a keeper.Haruhi: Though she can get emotional like Tamaki, she very thoughtful and loving. Her and Tamaki are perfect together. :DKaoru: She kinda gives me a headache...Hikaru: Kaoru, do happen to have a Tylenol?Mori:...Hunny: She's kinda silly. :OLike Tama-kun! :D
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My Interests

YOU LOVE ONE SIDE OF ME THIS ONE SIDE OF ME YOU HATE THIS SIDE OF ME THIS ONE SIDE OF ME, AND IN THE MIDDLE, MY HEAD IS SPINNING, CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE IS MY MIND.
cherry gum pops and lollipops licked. you must think i'm crazy, a fire burning inside my heart can't take anymore. the cold water washes everything away. if you were my sea i'd be your mermaid. i grow my hair out to feel beautiful, i vomit to feel perfect. no wait....i lied, i'm fine with the way i look. i weep in the mirror of truth. i smear make up, glitter eyes. red lips. she's a vamp. i dance to the disco. the lights of the city flash. bonfire run.
THIS IS THE STUFF WE DO TO DESTROY. THE LOVE WE'LL KILL TO MAKE MONEY AND NEVER SHARE. THE THOUGHT OF MEMORIES IN A PARAPHRASE ARE TOO DIFFICULT TO UNDERSATND. TO FATHOM UP. WATCH THE DEAD BODIES COME TO LIFE AGAIN AS I TELL HER ALL MY SECRETS. THE SKELETONS IN MY CLOSET ARE BOLTED UP AND I WANT THEM TO BREAK IT DOWN, KICK IT DOWN, WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU HAVE TO DO TO SHED THE NASTY LAYER OFF MY FIGURE AND SEE THE REAL ME. GOING OUTSIDE BRINGS NO PLEASURE TO THE DRAMA THEY HAVE IN STORE FOR ME. I TRY NOT TO THROW UP FOR ONCE BUT AS I PASS A TRASH CAN I CAN'T HELP BUT BE SUCKED INTO THIS SILVER TRASH CAN ABYSS AS I THROW MY HEAD DOWN IT WITH THE RANCID FUME OF VOMIT. 12-3-07

YOU THINK THE ANSWER LIES WITHIN WHEN YOU'RE HEART BETRAYS YOU
MY FAVORITE HOIDAY IS HALLOWEEN, I LOVE AUTUMN AND SUMMER.
HE'S MY PERSONAL LACHRYMOSE I'D DO ANYTHING FOR.
SOME EMOTIONS ARE LIKE A SLAP IN THE FACE, YOU CAN'T MISS THEM.
TRAGEDY IS ALWAYS JUST AROUND THE BEND.
I'D WASTE AWAY IN SOMEONES ARMS IF I COULD.
LOVE IS WHEN YOU LIVE TO HEAR SOMEONE BREATH, TO HEAR THEIR HEARTBEAT.
LOVE IS LIKE FIRE, SPREADS RAPIDLY AND IS HARD AS HELL TO PUT OUT.
SHOULD I SMILE BECAUSE WE ARE FRIENDS? OR CRY BECAUSE THAT IS ALL WE WILL EVER BE?
IF YOU DON'T LIKE SOMETHING, CHANGE IT. IF YOU CAN'T CHANGE IT, CHANGE THE WAY YOU THINK ABOUT IT.
YOU'LL NEVER FIND IT, IF YOUR LOOKING FOR IT...
THE GREATEST THING YOU'LL EVER LEARN, IS JUST TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN.
YOU SMILED AT ME, LIKE JESUS TO A CHILD

DISCO BALLS, CUPCAKES, ENERGY DRINKS, PAPER HEARTS, ALAINA BEATON, BOYS, GIRLS, BLOOD, EDWARD GOREY, BATHTUBS, HAIR DYE, RAINBOWS, RAIN, POND SCUM, MUSIC, ZOMBIES, VAMPYRES, SEMANTICS AESTHETICS, SKINNY DIPPING, SWIMMING IN THE SEA, DRAWING MERMAIDS, CAMPING WITH FRIENDS, BATHING WITH A SIGNIFICANT OTHER, MAKING LOVE, TONGUE CONTACT, TIARAS, LOVE, MYSPACE, FAKE EYELASHES, HELLO KITTY, STRAWBERRY LIP GLOSS, PEARLS, CUTS, SCARS, GRAFITTI, CHEWED UP PENS, TIRE SWINGS, VIOLENT AND ROUGH AFFECTION, SPIDERS, POETRY, ART, PHANTASMAGORIAS, SALT WATER TAFFY, DIAMONDS, BIG HAIR, BAND AIDS, TATTOOS, PIERCINGS, METAL, GLITTER, CHAINS, EYELINER, HAIR STRAIGHNERS, RED LIPSTICK, "NICOLE RICHIE" SHADES, BEATING HEARTS, STARFUCKS (STARBUCKS), SKELETONS, ROBOTS, GUM BALLS, LOLLIPOPS, CAMERAS, NINTENDO, BOTTLES AND PILLS, SCREAMING, CLIFFORD THE BIG RED DOG, CURIOUS GEORGE, GAS STATIONS, PINS, PUPPIES, BUNNIES, KITTIES, UNICORNS/HORSES, MERMAIDS, FAERIES, BED HEAD, WEED, PEACE, BEER, GUNS, TANKS, CIGARETTES, FAKE COLORED CONTACTS, CHERRY BLOSSOMS, TEA, LIFE, STORIES, LIGHTERS, STONES, SMOKING, ABANDONED HOTELS/HOUSES/BUILDINGS, PUDDLES, LIBERATION, ROCKING OUT HARDCORE IN THE CAR, POP ROCKS.

Which Trainspotting Character Are You?

UNDER THE STREET LAMP YOU KISS ME. I'M STARING BEYOND YOU. LACING MY FIGNERS THROUGH YOURS. I WANT TO BELIEVE YOUR WORDS. WORDS OF LIFE. AND HOW MUCH YOU WANT ME. I SLEEP WITH COMFORT OF DARKNESS. ETERNAL QUESTIONING. DEMANDING REASON. EXPECTING NOTHING IN RETURN. FUCK. I ALMOST LOST MY LIFE TO THE OCEAN. LET ME FLOAT AWAY OUT TO SEA. CHOKING ON SALT WATER. I'LL BE THE DIEING MERMAID. THE WATER NYMPH THAT NEVER GOT HER PRINCE. I'VE BEEN CALLED STUPID BEFORE. MAYBE I REALLY AM. FOR EVERYTHING I DO. DAY AFTER DAY I SEE YOU AND WANT TO EXPLORE YOUR WHOLE BODY. UNDERNEATH ALL THOSE COOL AND TRENDY CLOTHES YOU WEAR. WONDER WHERE YOU'VE BEEN AND WHERE YOU WANT TO BE. I PICK UP THE CLOTHES UP FROM MY BEDROOM FLOOR. I CAN PUT THEM BACK IN THEIR PROPER PLACE SO EASILY. WISH I COULD DO THAT WITH MY LIFE. I DON'T HATE MYSELF. BUT I HATE WHAT I DO. AND SOMETIMES WHAT I BELIEVE IN. LIKE YOUR LIES. YOUR SWEET LIES THAT SUCK ME INTO A BLACK ABYSS OF SENSASUAL LOVE I CAN'T HELP BUT EMBRACE. I WRAP MY ARM ACROSS YOUR CHEST AND I FEEL YOUR WARM CHEEK AGAINST MINE. YOU STICK YOUR CIGARETTE IN MY FACE AND I TAKE A DRAG WHILE YOU STILL HOLD IT THROUGH YOUR FINGERS. WHAT CAN I SAY? I LIKE YOU A LOT. I'M NOT SAYING THAT'S A BAD THING. BUT I'M NOT SAYING THAT'S A GOOD THING EITHER. I SMELL VOMIT. MAYBE THE SPIT ON MY T SHIRT IS WHAT IT IS. IT STINKS SO BAD THAT ODDLY I LIKE IT. CAN WE GO BACK TO THE GOLDEN OLDEN DAYS? WHEN WE WERE BEST FRIENDS? I LOVE YOU AND I'M A FUCKING FOOL. I DRINK WATER. IT GOES SPLISH SPLASH INSIDE ME. TOUCHING MY INSIDES. MY INTESTINES. LOVELY. I WAS GAZING INTO YOUR EYES AND YOU LOOKED BACK AT ME. YOU PULLED ME TOWARDS YOU TO KISS YOUR LIPS, HAVING THE TASTE OF NOTHING, THE TASTE I CRAVE. I URINATE AND COUNTS THE SECONDS TILL I NO LONGER HEAR LITTLE SPLASHING. HUH. IT'S A WHILE. WE LACE OUR FIGERS TOGETHER AGAIN THE NEXT DAY. THE SUN BLINDS MY EYES. THE HEAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I'M ON FIRE AND RED ALL OVER. TOUCHING YOUR BODY AND ADDING MORE HEAT IS HEAVEN. THIS IS MY LIFE. I SURPRISE MYSELF HOW FAR I'VE GOTTON WITHOUT SLITTING MY OWN GODDAMN WRISTS.

NIGHTMARES CREEP INTO MY HEAD AGAIN ON THIS BLISSFUL COLD SPRING NIGHT. THE BLACK SHEETS ARE MY ONLY PROTECTION. I WAKE UP THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU MAYBE DOING RIGHT NOW. I LONG FOR WATER. MAYBE JUST TO DRINK. MAYBE JUST FOR SOMEONE TO DUNK ME AND DROWN ME. MAYBE JUST TO LOOK AT AND SEE MY REFLECTION LOOKING BACK AT ME IN COMPLETE DISGUST. WHATEVER THE REASON, I WANT IT. I SEE SPECKS OF WHITE IN THE AIR THROUGH THE DARLNESS. I THINK....COCAINE? CRAVE? WHITE MYSTERY CRAVE? LIKE BACK IN THE DAY? THAT SWEET CANDY. COCAINE CAN BE CANDY. DEPENDING ON HOW YOU LOOK AT IT RIGHT? EVERYONE LOVES CANDY DON'T THEY? DIRTY FINGERNAILS, BRIGHT PINK COLOR POLISHED ON ONLY THE MIDDLE FINGER FOR THAT SPECIAL MOMENT. IT'S NIGHTS LIKE THIS I WISH YOU WERE BY MY SIDE. WE COULD GET LOST UNDER THE SEA OF BLANKETS, TOGETHER AND NAKED. TOGETHER FOREVER...

AS WE DANCE UNDER THE STREET LAMPS, PASS CURFEW ON A SATURDAY NIGHT IN THE PARK, I WATCH YOU AS YOU WATCH ANOTHER. YOU WOULD GAZE AT HER, THE TWO OF YOU SNOGGING, AND I WILL PRETEND THAT I DON'T CARE, I COULDN'T BE BOTHERED, THAT IT DOESN'T HURT ME DEEP INSIDE. OUR LIVES REVOLVE AROUND THE DRUGS, THE GLAMOUR, THE LAUGHTER. YOU'RE LONG GONE NOW, A FADED MEMORY. WHEN I TELL THE STORY TO PEOPLE OF YOU AND I, THEY MAY THINK YOUR JUST IMAGINARY, NEVER EXISTED AND YOU WERE ALL MADE UP IN MY MIND. BUT WHEN THEY ASK ME ARE YOU OVER IT? I'LL REPLY "NONSENSE" BECAUSE MAYBE YOU WEREN'T REAL TO BEGIN WITH. MAYBE YOU WERE JUST A TWISTED ANGEL THAT FELL FROM THE SKY AND INTO MY LIFE. NOT MUCH PURPOSE. AND YOU CAME AND WENT SO FAST. THIS IS NOT THE END BUT A NEW BEGINNING, DO YOU STILL SEE ME IN YOUR DREAMS? AM I YOUR PERSONAL NIGHTMARE? DO I CLOUD YOUR MIND WITH MEMORIES OF THE PAST YOU WISH TO FORGET? AM I REALLY THAT MUCH OF A BOTHER? I CAN STILL REMEMBER YOUR VOICE, ECHOING, THROUGH MY BRAIN. I STILL REMEMBER YOUR SCENT. THE WORDS YOU SPOKE THAT HAD NO MEANING TO ME. THOUGH FRIENDSHIP IS SUNK, I HOPE FORGIVENESS IS STILL AFLOAT. FORGIVE ME FOR TRYING SO HARD TO MAKE YOU HAPPY WITH ME. I FORGIVE YOU FOR MAKING MY LIFE A LIVING HELL IN RETURN, CAUSE THAT'S ALL YOU KNOW HOW TO DO. (8-7-07)

I'd like to meet:




What I like

.. boys

Boyd Holbrook
Ryan Ross
Pete Wentz
Teddy Geiger
Macaulay Culkin
Conor Oberst
Randy Harrison
Elijah Wood
Liam Aiken
Jared Leto

Gerard Way

Drake Bell

Brain Molko

Kurt Cobain
Leonardo Dicaprio
Ewan McGregor

Tom Felton (Draco Malfoy)

girl
Jessica Alba
Avril Lavigne
Rihanna
Ashlee Simpson ..
Milla Jovovich
Porcelain
Emily Browning
Daveigh Chase
Sheri Moon Zombie
Amy Lee
Courtney Love
Jennifer Lopez
Victoria Beckham
Omahrya Mota
Keira Knightely
Hilary Swank
Claire Danes
Asia Argento

..

My love, Earl Cain

The greatest demon ever, Inuyasha!

I Love Macaulay Culkin

WE CAN LIVE LIKE KINGS!!!!!!!

..

Music:



.. Music

5 Days Dirty

30 Seconds to Mars

A Dozen Furies

A Static Lullaby

Action Action

AFI

Against All Authority

Against Me!

Aiden

All Bets Off

All That Remains

AMEBIX

Amy Winehouse

Anam Cara

Anberlin

Another Breath

Armor for Sleep

As I Lay Dying

ASSUCK

Avril Lavigne

BabyShambles

Bat For Lashes

Between Home and Serenity

Between the Buried and Me

Bjork

Bleeding Through

BLESSTHEFALL

Boyslikegirls

Bright Eyes

Bring Me the Horizon

Bullet for my Valentine

Bury Your Dead

Caliban

Carter Beats the Devil

Choking Victim

Circa Survive

Circus! Circus!

City Sleeps

CKY

Coal Chamber

Cradle of Filth

CSS

Cute is What We Aim For

Dead Poetic

Dir En Grey

Disturbed

Drop Dead, Gorgeous

Duran Duran

Eighteen Visions

Eleventyseven

Elliot Smith

Enya

Evanescence

Fall of Troy

Fall Out Boy

Falling Up

FAMILY FORCE 5

Fear Before the March of Flames

Fifteen

Fight Paris

Four Letter Lie

Foxy Shazam

FROM FIRST TO LAST

From Autumn to Ashes

Funeral Dress

Funeral for a Friend

Funeral for the Living

Greenley Estates

Grendel

GRIEF

Halifax

Haste the Day

Hatebreed

Hawthorn Heights

Hellogoodbye

Heaven Shall Burn

Holowhed

Hollywood Undead

Hopesfall

I am Ghost

In Flames

Insane Clown Posse

Jack Johnson

Jeffree Star

JOB FOR A COWBOY!!!!!

Kylesa

Korn

LEFTOVER CRACK

LINKIN PARK!!!!!!!!

Lost Prophets

Love Equals Death

Lovehatehero

Mando Diao

Mayday Parade

Marilyn Manson

Matchbook Romance

M.I.A.

Mindless Self Indulgence

MIYAVI! MIYAVI! MIYAVI!
MIYAVI ROCKX!

My American Heart

My Chemical Romance

My Unsaid Everything

Mozart Season

NAUSEA

Necro

Necrossis

Nine Black Alps

Nirvana

Norma Jean

On the Last Day

Open Hand

Operation Ivy

Our Hearts Hero

PANIC! AT THE DISCO *Sigh* Ryan Ross

Pantara

Paolo Nutini

Paramore

Peaches

Phantasmagoria

Poison

Poison the Well

PORCELAIN AND THE TRAMPS

Project 86

Rammstein

Rancid

Reel Big Fish

Remember the Day

Rise Against

Roses are Red

RU36

Saosin

Savage Machine

Scary Kids Scaring Kids

Senses Fail

Shiny Toy Guns

Silverstein

Skillet

Slipknot

Something Corporate

Stellar Kart

Story of the Year

Street Dogs

Suicide Silence

Taking Back Sunday

Tegan and Sara

TEM EYOS KI

The Academy Is...

The All-American Rejects

The Birthday Massacre

The Blood Brothers

The Brilliant Green

The Format

The Fratellis

The Gazette- listen to "Filth in the Beauty"

The Horrors

The HorrorPops

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

The Ocean

The October

The Rasmus

The Smashing Pumpkins

The Used

Thursday

Tiger Army

TOXIC NARCOTIC

Unearth

Uffie

UNDEROATH

Waterdown

Yesterdays Rising

Movies:


Movies
30 DAYS OF NIGHT
300
A Series of Unfortunate Events
Acts of Worship
Alpha Dog
All I Want (Try Seventeen)
Army of Darkness
Bunshinsaba (Witchboard)
Black Hawk Down
Boys
Boys Don't Cry
Breakfast on Pluto
Chicago
The Chumscrubber
Clockwork Orange
Dazed and Confused
Death Proof
Domino
Drop Dead Gorgeous
Eight Crazy Nights
Elephant
EVIL DEAD 1 and 2
Factory Girl
FAST AND THE FURIOUS: TOKYO DRIFT
Fast Times At Ridgemont High
Ferris Bueller's Day Off
Fight Club
Freddy Got Fingered
Gawi (Nightmare)
Ghost
Hairspray
Imaginary Heros
Little Miss Sunshine
Lord of War
Lords of Dogtown
Memoirs of a Geisha
Mean Girls
MIRRORMASK
MOULIN ROUGE
Mysterious Skin
PARTY MONSTER: Anything Macaulay Culkin
Penny Dreadful
Planet Terror
Red Eye
Resident Evil 1, 2, and 3
Requiem for a Dream
Rocky Horror Picture Show
† Romeo+Juliet †
Run Lola Run
Sid and Nancy
Silent Hill
♠ SIN CITY ♠
SLC Punk
Spun
Striptease
♥ TANK GIRL ♥
The Covenant
The Dark Crystal
The Heart is Deceitful Above All Things
The Hills Have Eyes
The Invisible
The Producers
THE QUEEN OF THE DAMNED
The Ring 1 & 2: Anything Naomi Watts
Tim Burton films
TRAINSPOTTING
Tristan+Isolde
Velvet Goldmine

Television:

T.V.
Adult Swim, Disney Channel, Bravo, FEARnet, Logo.
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Bam's Unholy Union
Bleach
Blood+
Bratz
Cory in the House
COWBOY BEBOP!!!!!
DRAKE AND JOSH
Everybody Hates Chris
Everybody Loves Raymond
Eureka Seven
DRAWN TOGETHER!!!!!
FAMILY GUY!!!!!
FLCL
FULL METAL ALCHEMIST
George Lopez
Hannah Montana
INUYASHA
Jackass
King of Queens
Law & Order: Special Victims
My So-Called Life
NIP/TUCK
QUEER AS FOLK
Robot Chicken
Team Sanchez
The Boonedocks
The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
The Little Mermaid *Urchin, 4ever my favorite*
Trinity Blood
Two and a Half Men
VIVA LA BAM
Wild and Out
Wild Boyz
Winx Club
W.I.T.C.H.
Yo Momma

Books:

By the age of 18, Nic Sheff was addicted to meth. It wasn’t pretty. He was skeletally thin, his arms were full of holes and green with infection, he broke into relatives’ houses and stole from them…all in all, he spent five years bouncing back and forth between rehab and relapse until 2005.You wouldn’t think much good could come of an experience like that. Fortunately, though, Nic is a writer, and so is his dad, David Sheff. Together, they’re tackling the inner workings of addiction with their parallel memoirs, Tweak and Beautiful Boy. Which book you choose—and both are deftly written—depends on whether you prefer searing grief (David) or intense suffering (Nic). It’s like Woody Allen said: “Life is divided into the horrible and the miserable.” MANGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOY MEETS BOY BY DAVID LEVITHAN!!!!!!! The Realm of Possibilities. "Tithe" by Holly Black. "Go Ask Alice". Francesca Lia Block. Twilight series. The Keys to the Kingdom. Vampire Kisses series! Pictures

Heroes:

GOD. Porcelain. Bam Margera. Emily Strange. Hello Kitty.

Music is my life..

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My Blog

stories from the other side

why so blue little girl when you could be pink. strawberry milkshake vomit on the floor, she dreams of something more. she doesn't know what she's looking for.he slams the door.bloody nose and tears c...
Posted by .:*A-mber*:. on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 03:25:00 PST

streetlight escape plan, at dawn we strike

sigh*okay it's early morning and i'm feeling empty, like i'm hungry but earlier last night i got sick so i don't want to eat anything right now. fuck.i don't know, i fell good i guess, i mean nothing ...
Posted by .:*A-mber*:. on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 06:15:00 PST

bitch

my nails are growing...my stomach is hurting...my eye's burn...could it be possible that history is repeating itself for me?i look forward to making all the mistakes i have made again.i feel the need ...
Posted by .:*A-mber*:. on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 02:45:00 PST

what i want

i feel sick.like, i think i ate too much sweets.huh, sweet blood.i’m disappointed.in many things.i can’t breath.i want to quit smoking for good this time, but all my friends smoke, so in o...
Posted by .:*A-mber*:. on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 06:18:00 PST

my prayer

i can't sleep.i tried to but couldn't.i was so angry i searched under my bed for an extra cigarette to smoke.i found one, but was so mad that i couldn't even smoke all of it.what's wrong with me?i fee...
Posted by .:*A-mber*:. on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 04:42:00 PST

Colorado boy, this is for you.

I look around and see what I want, but can't have. They only one I want is not here, and can never be. I don't think I'm worth it, but I never stopped loving you. I never wanted to give up on you even...
Posted by .:*A-mber*:. on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 10:06:00 PST

my life thusfar

i want to hide my face. i want to hide it with a mask forever. what is wrong with me? i hate feeling so selfish. i always want things to go my way. it's not fair, but that's the way it is. i sit here,...
Posted by .:*A-mber*:. on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 10:16:00 PST

princess ai, diva torn from a chaotic love

i remember when we lived out lives like party monster. when we loved each other like moulin rouge. when we questioned our lives like donnie darko. let me return to the sea. return to where i belong u...
Posted by .:*A-mber*:. on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 09:42:00 PST

TAG!!!!!!

"once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. at the end, choose 10 people to be tagged; list their names and why you chose...
Posted by .:*A-mber*:. on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 01:57:00 PST

i like that

eyes burn, too painful for me to have been seen. i hide, cover red lips, paint black on eyes. red fire burn. tonight drink gin. smoke a bowl. fuck my goals. breathe it all in. i like that. green hair ...
Posted by .:*A-mber*:. on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 08:28:00 PST