i love OLiViA CoRINne<forever baby girl>♥

To my baby girl: Baby im sorry for everything that ive ever done wrong............I live in everyday in regret of what has happen between us and i wish i could take it all away baby. I'm always going to be the one hear for a shoulder to cry on and a arms that going to catch if you fall and the one who loves you. You are my world my life my everything. Your the one that makes life worth living and your the one that keep me strong. The person that makes me get up every morning and i don't know what i would do without you. Your the voice i need to hear when i sleep and when i wake. The pain i feel when Im not with you is unbearable. And want you to know i found a reason for me to change who i use to be. A reason to start over new and the reason is you. I love you so much baby.......I thank GOD everyday that he put you in my life and this is no coincident no mistake baby.......Im hear forever and eternity!! I LOVE YOU BABY! Im so glad that were together baby I LOVE YOU!! 9/24/07''Death is to rare" to be taken by your own hand but from God its a eternal gift.......... poem i wrote'' I held my hand out when you wanted to cry. I slit my wrist when I wanted to die. I felt no pain i couldnt lie then I realized im going to die. It was hard to think what i wanted to say. I heard her voice slipping away. I knew what I did i could go back because life without her would be notting but black. So thats why you treasure what you have and dont let go because life with out love is life with out a soul."