ivy

COOL MySpace CommentsTo the person who is expected guilty…HI! Actually I don’t know how am I going to start. Anyway, whatever reason is it, I still have to write these things. Maybe I just want to express my thoughts and feelings. It may sound corny but who the hell cares? As long as I conveyed my message, I’m already contented.I don’t know what I feel right now. It’s a kind of a mixed emotion. Just to cut it short, I’m a victim of a TWO-TIMER! I don’t wanna fall in love with someone who cannot love me back. I don’t wanna fall and commit many mistakes that I might regret and suffer in the end.Time is essential. You need a lot of time in getting to know a person. Even if your smart and intelligent, you will never understand what’s happening. The only thing I wanted to happen is.. I wanted to love and be loved; to gain respect and honor.I will not push myself into someone that I think will no longer and will never love me. I don’t want to expect anything anymore. It’s worthless… Nonsense…I think its OVER! Hey girl wake up! Once is enough! {I always told myself!}Tell me what’s wrong… I did no harm to anyone. I don’t deserve what’s happening to me right now.If someone loves me, I’ll love him back.. more than the love he’s giving me. That’s how I love.. gusto ko ako lng.. pag xa… xa lng..! I’m not a relationship wrecker!!! Kahit ako ung nauna at legal.. ako lumalabas na kabit!Because of what happen I learned my lessons very well. Thanks for everythin’. The memories, the good times we had and for the difficulties or downs that caused pain. They help me grow somehow..If I could bring back the past, I want to show you just what I can do. Things happening now are not that easy. I try not to mind what happened, but somehow it help me look forward and help me become strong and mature.It’s really hard to understand the twist and turns of life. If you cannot handle the situations.. TANGA KA!... If you cannot think… BOBO ka!... If you cannot put yourself in another shoes… MANHID KA!... If you cannot weigh who’s the best between the two people you love… your SELFISH!I used to think that nothing like this could ever happen to me. And I said to myself, I’ll never be in love. Never find love, and never be hurt in the end… It’s really hard this time… you’re now facing the other side of me.. I don’t want to think that you deceive me or something, but YOU ACTUALLY DID IT TO ME!!! Gusto mo magtwo-time? Well, I’m not the right person for that. Ibahin mo ko! If you want to do that, make sure that you’re good at it!. You still need a lot of practice. You should be smart and intelligent and GOOD LIAR. This is just a friendly tip from me.This aint no game to play. You have to learn how to play the game called LOVE. Ingat ka… KARMA strikes 99 times.All the things that I’ve said since the very start of these message comes from text messages, phone calls, personal conversations, and even in this letter are true… These are facts and no lies.Don’t fool yourself. Don’t harm anyone, for you not to be hurt. Know what you feel and where you stand and have peace of mind in the end. Love the person who loves you most. Respect other’s feelings. Know what you really want. Make efforts, lots of efforts. Grow up. Be mature and be a man.I already did my part! I’m already shown my efforts.Maybe this is it! Now I know where I fucking stand. The only thing I don’t have in my life is a guy who will truly love me, and will respect me. Time is running out, but I have patience. He will come in the right time and at the right place. Now ask yourself, why did you do that?I don’t know what will happen next… Who knows?!??Ivy #29
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Name: Ivy valdez
Birthday: January 6, 1985
Birthplace: sampaloc tanay, rizal
Current Location: sampaloc, manila
Eye Color: dk brown
Hair Color: black
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: filipino
The Shoes You Wore Today: oops sori.. m not wearin' shoes now
Your Weakness: cute boys.. hahahaha
Your Fears: alone in a dark room... n d day he said goodbye
Your Perfect Pizza: new york's finest poh ng yellow cab.. ever favorite~!!!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: BE A CPA!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: leche.. putik.. alam mo yun?!?... oh shit.. my god... ala na eh..
Thoughts First Waking Up: cnu ngtxt sa 'kin?! hehehe halatang adik sa cp eh..
Your Best Physical Feature: sexy daw ako.. hahaha (wlang kokontra page ko 2)cla my sabe nun 'di ako!!!
Your Bedtime: 2 am..
Your Most Missed Memory: memories with my b.y ='c.. (tangina nya my bryan na ko now subukan nyang bumlik!!! uuwe xang luhaan!!!)
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi.. my kind of choice!!!
MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: i prefer single.. kung gwapo yung kad8 hahaha.. group pag panget.. jokjokjok
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: pde c2 na green? (lasang damo kse ung red.. e di naman ako kabayo kea ayaw ko nun!!!..
Chocolate or Vanilla: milk
Cappuccino or Coffee:
Do you Smoke: i know how.. bt i'm not into it.. it sucks.. ayoko ng smoker!!! lasang ashtray ang lips!!!
Do you Swear: yeah.. and i always make sure i'm doin' it
Do you Sing: yeah... pag naliligo saka pag lacng hahaha
Do you Shower Daily: at least twice a day
Have you Been in Love: yeah.. soo deeply then left in the end .. ='c fuck him.. i h8 him all my life!!!
Do you want to go to College: i finished na poh... bs accounatancy..
Do you want to get Married: ayoko ng magpakasal!! lahat ng lalake manloloko!!!!
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes...='c
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes.. pag feel ko lang.. pag di bad hair day!! hahaha
Are you a Health Freak: nope.. pabaya nga ko eh! yoko ng gamot!!! lasang botika!!!
Do you get along with your Parents: dati ndi.. ngaun ok na..
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah.. khit madugo sa tenga
Do you play an Instrument: guitar.. a little of drums
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yah
In the past month have you Smoked: yah
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope.. never.. la kong balak magenrol sa rehab!!!
In the past month have you gone on a Date: last week..
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: kanina
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope.. dnt lyk oeros anymore..
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: last last month
In the past month have you been on Stage: sa backstage.... ng cueshe hehehe ahahaha
In the past month have you been Dumped: YEAH.. p*tang*nang un.. kapal ng muka!!! d nman kagwapuhan palitan ko nga ng hearthrob.. aun xa nghahabol ngaun!!! hehehe
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: always...somebody's heart daw... ehehehe (dame ko fans club eh!
Ever been Drunk: yeah
Ever been called a Tease: always.. pasaway ako eh!
Ever been Beaten up: when i was a child..
Ever Shoplifted: never.. yoko magenrol sa muntinlupa university eh!!!
How do you want to Die: makasaysayan poh.. hehehe my ambisyong maging bayani.. ahahaha (balak kalabanin c rizal?!?)
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: di na nga ko tumangkad eh.. putriz n yan!eh
What country would you most like to Visit: wala!!! sa kwarto na lang ako.. tinatamad ako mgvivisit!!!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: black.. ehehehe jologs
Short or Long Hair: semi kalbo
Height: at least 5'6
Weight: basta ndi payatitot
Best Clothing Style: as long as he can handle it boy..
Number of Drugs I have taken: at least 3
Number of CDs I own: countless....
Number of Piercings: 3..
Number of Tattoos: none.. henna last month
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a lot.. i'm unpredictable kase... and pabago bago ng icp..
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