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I spread love like wildfire. I'm tired of putting my foot in my mouth, struggling to get the words and/ or thoughts out right, but let's just try this.... I'm a giver, not a taker or a heartbreaker, vibrant & funky fresh, a rebel, a rapscallion, a loveable little wild-child, who is full of endless love willing to give at every moment, because ultimately, without love, what are we? Apathetic and unmotived for my potential all the while. Animal lover, nature lover, rarely a people lover, "They say that I light up the room when I walk in".. Half tomboy, half girly-girl. Part of me lives in a fantasy world, but I guess that comes with being a Libra.. 70% deaf in my right ear. So how's that for Libran balance?? Most of my life has been dominated by total frustation, because I may be the biggest dreamer of the most excellent ideas ever, yet my extreme yearnings for perfection+ my total lack of motivation has thus far gotten me nowhere. And people just don't understand. Frankly, neither do I. I pride myself in being different.. I can't imagine being one of those typical "oh- mi- gawd" kinda girls. Barf! Both my sun and moon signs are in Libra.. with a rising in Aquarius.. you cannot get much more open and airy than that!! I'm just a walking aura of air-iness. ;) Sometimes I bite my lip til it bleeds, dammit bad habit! Watching other people brush their teeth makes me cringe. I have a wonderful long term memory, but a crappy short term memory. I might talk your ear off, but unlike a lot of people I am also a great listener. I'm a big time dreamer, nightime dreaming cause I love to sleep, and daytime dreamin' all the time. I'm slightly vampiric because sometimes I sleep all day and then I am wide awake all night. My favorite time of the day is dusk. I used to be a gymnast, but that didn't work out as a profession although you will find me drunkily flipping around at parties here and there. I love to dance and listen to music really loud, it makes me feel so good!.. But I am very critical about music.. among many other things! I can't help it, I'm very opinionated and have an insight based on observation.. I can usually figure people out very soon after meeting them and know if I want to get to know them any further or not. I hate snobs and "too cool" people- what a waste of time! Life sucks enough as it is!! I like to carry around dog & cat food in my car in case I see a hungry homeless loving dog or cat. I luvv animals of all sorts.
Sun Sign: Libra
Sun 6° Libra 38' Libra Horoscope
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Moon Sign: Libra
Moon 26° Libra 00' Libra Horoscope
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Rising Sign: Aquarius
Ascendant 7° Aquarius 32' Aquarius Horoscope
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Powered by Tarot.com Some days my body hates me and my allergies try to tear me apart.. I hate being a unique & loving soul confined to this complicated system of physical matter we call the body. But I'm never a downer, I will always try to remain optimistic.. and I'll never stop being a fun kinda gal! I really enjoy cooking and getting creative in the kitchen. I like riding roller coasters and I almost got eaten by a bear one time. Actually a couple times... I really want a pet chimpanzee named Bonzo.. cute as this guy--> It would be my best friend ever. ;) The world is a corrupt & scary, shitty ass place to me lately.. it is way too full of too many soulless, evil, cruel-hearted people-(namely those who conduct any kind of animal expiriments of torture, and those who thrive on hurting the innocent.) Of course I don't like to think about things like that but we've all got to come to a realization sometime. It all truly blows my mind! I just try to keep things peaceful in my life although I will always dream of a change. I hate to let bad things get me down. I hope to live in a mountain cabin far away from the insanity of modern mankind someday. If you can make me laugh very hard all of the time I might fall in love with you. I hate stupid girls, stupid guys, ALL stupid people.. if you think I'm stupid you obviously know nothing about me. I am absolutely horrified of cockroaches, and nothing sicks me out more than the smell of vinegar or body odor!! haaha! I want to make movies in the future (I really wanna make a horror movie about a bunch of partyin' kids that go camping in the deep woods and get mutilated by evil creatures.. those are the best kind) or be the person that puts cool songs to the right parts in movies. I would be good at that. My heart is yearning to be in a shady mountain forest right now, at this very moment. ..

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Cool, friendly people that can make me laugh, and fun girls and guys who like to go camping and get crazy and wasted by the campfire and dance and sing and tell stories and eat good food. All that stuff. No stress-case losers. I hate boring and mean, serious and losery people. Also Gary Oldman, Brad Dourif, Reese Witherspoon, Jerry O' Connell, Terrence Howard, Jessica Biel is a babe, Piper Perabo Adam Beach,and Christian Bale's sexy vampiric ass.

My Blog

Rocky Mountain New Year '09


Posted by on Sun, 18 Jan 2009 07:55:00 GMT

Blood Stained Teeth...

So far, in 2009, I've only been drunk off of champagne and wine! I think I should say, no more beer, for me this year!!! This is a rhymey little diddy. Really. It will be hard with my German beer-lovi...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 07:21:00 GMT

Friendster.. a blast from the recent past..

I couldn't believe I actually remembered my password to get on there, but remember 5 years back when we were only using friendster? god that site sux now. But I just logged on and enjoyed all the lo...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Nov 2008 04:36:00 GMT

My baby grows too fast..

Hi my name is Holden. Nine months ago exactly I was just a wee little fetus in my Mommy's belly, and now I can feed myself cheerios and my bottle, crawl all over the place as fast as lightning and pul...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 19:10:00 GMT

Check out some videos of my monkey baby...

Check out this video: Holden talkin loudly at the Flyin Fish.. ..Add to My Profile | More VideosCheck out this video: Silly little dude of mine... ..Add to My Profile | More Vi...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 02:43:00 GMT

Reasons why the Grizzlies suck..

First off, being really the only and most important reason, is because WE GET RID OF ALL OF OUR GOOD PLAYERS. Seriously, it's like we're trying to get worse. Here's a list of all the amazing Griz...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 00:58:00 GMT

This is Boston, Not L.A.

I just thought of that.. pretty relevant to the playoff championships this year. I bet a lot of punks up in "Buostahn" are jammin' this right now... The Freeze- You dance the same and dress the sameWo...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 15:48:00 GMT

Dizziness updated.. I have POTS.. What the heck is POTS??

Updated health news, the main cause of my dizziness is from a rare disorder called POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome) that was most certainly yet another malady acquired after my pregnan...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 19:49:00 GMT

Cockroaches are the reason Im pretty sure God doesnt exist..

Haha, funny story.. not so funny a few hours ago... So first me and my sis have been in a battle with this pretty medium sized flying cockroach in the upstairs bathroom at my parent's house that just ...
Posted by on Thu, 22 May 2008 03:22:00 GMT

Syncope.

Ok, not going for any more sympathy... I promise, I don't need any more of that, but while things in my life in general are going up, things in my health in general are steadily going down the slope. ...
Posted by on Sun, 18 May 2008 02:01:00 GMT