Gingy

Take heed:
I take full acknowledgment that I am a jackass/bitch, call me what you will. I will be it, I will embrace it, I am persistant in it.
It may be pessimism, disapproval, or my innocent biting wit. A little bit of aptitude, some average intellect, and you might just be able to grasp the difference.
In doing so, you'll know where you stand, and which end of my character you are receiving.
With this said, if you arn't clear as in what is best for you...
PISH OFF!!
I'm CrrrAAAAzY, but not insane. The difference is far off.
I'm obnoxious as FUCK!!!, but far from immature. Know what I'm meaning.
I don't take living seriously....
LIFE, On the other hand, is a whole different story. Value it.
Truth has no path. Truth is living and, therefore, changing. Awareness is without choice, without demand, without anxiety; in that state of mind, there is perception. To know oneself is to study oneself in action with another person. Awareness has no frontier; it is giving of your whole being, without exclusion. Art is the expression of the self. The more complicated and restricted the method, the less the opportunity for expression of one's original sense of freedom. Out of chaos, find simplicity, from discord, find harmony. Simplicity is the key to brilliance. Don't get set into one form, adapt it and build your own, and let it grow, be like water. Empty your mind, be formless, shapeless like water. If you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup. You put water into a bottle and it becomes the bottle. You put it in a teapot it becomes the teapot. Now, water can flow or it can crash. Be water my friend. Adapt.
*~ SOME RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME ~*
(Mainly disregard if you please. This was written awhile ago) ...as of Aug. 05'...
~* I'm very open and honest, i have a rather crude and sarcastic mind, I will tell you anything and everything, embarrassing or not, i'm secure with myself, Yet i happen to be hella shy when it comes to approaching people. I don't understand it. Go figure.
~* I am possibly the shyest fucktard i know
~* Please approach me because i may be unlikely to do so
~* I am a cold, hard bitch, i will shoot you down when you do
~* I KEED, I KEED! .. i'm not so evil
~* Ahh, And please don't make friend inquires without a personable message, unless i am aware of who you are. Or if you have a worthy profile.
~* I will be the one that determines whether you are worthy or not.
~* You better be hella impressive because i'm the most critical bitch you'll meet, and i will shoot you down like a shot-o-tequila.
~* AHhhh, don't worry! I KEED, I KEED!!!
~* I love Triumph, the insult comic dog
~* I've really, really been meaning to change my profile. It's hella gloomy
~* Be on the lookout for somthing hella more tarded
~* I have no tolerance for ignorance, prejudice or racism.
~* Need not apply if you're bla... I KEED, I KEED, I FUCKIN KEED!! Ahhh, losen up you pooper.
~* I'm not the quickest to judge, but i'm always accurate at pickin out the losers when i do.
~* Once again, that was sarcasm
~* On more noteworthy facts, perhaps these give you an idea of my heart and where i'm comming from....
~* I've had my good share of skeletons in my closet
~* I don't deny or regret my disgraces, i'll honestly share them with you if you wish to learn
~* I may come off as hypocritical in some state of affairs, truth is I learn from my mistakes and don't continue to debase myself
~* I'm critical on many terms, when it comes to respect for others and self worth
~* I'm critical on others manners of love and relationships, highly
~* I believe sex and love can't be seperated
~* I'm dismayed when others do seperate love and sex
~* No, i am not fuckin prudish though ( lol, read your mind?)
~* I'm judgmental torwards things that are really none of my business, but i could give a rats ass about that fact
~* I'm a hopless romantic
~* I'm beyond generous if you happen to be the right love
~* I'm deep, compassionate, and can be a total sap at times
~* I don't believe in material reasons for loving someone, i just love
~* I love the love that come for not knowing how, when, where or why
~* I believe in nurturing, supportive, expressive relationships, not criticism, whether it's constructive or not
~* I despise arguing, let downs- being sarcastic or not, I avoid confrontation or anything of an uncivil manner and i'm most likely to stear clear of a relationship if so
~* I'd be likely to break off a relationship if my significant other were rash and insensitive
~* I'm not comfortable in a relationship if i don't understand the other persons heart or share in their dreams and needs
~* I like to think i have a simple, lighthearted soul, and a deep, complex, mind
~* I've grown sullen and distant away from my past
~* I use to hide my feelings and emotions in reverence for others
~* I did best i could to portray a carefree and happy person
~* I believe attitudes are contagious, my reason so
~* I used to try to be everything for everyone
~* With time, that kind of attitude can eat at you, it was seriously self torture
~* I changed it all and now i wear my emotions on my sleeve
~* Amidst my bitterness, i still have the sense of humor i used to have, i'm still loving, calm, compassionate, warm, humble, grateful, respectful, (yadda) but it's mostly overlooked
~* I'm the sweetest thing once you get through the sour
~* I have a sick, twisted sense of humor that most don't understand, ( stuffy douche bags)
~* I'm highly sarcastic and quick with my wit. I love a good game of stance.
~* I laugh my ass off at gullible people, and love to torment them at that
~* I think horribly crude and insensitive thoughts and crack myself up at the deliberation
~* Although i'd love to, I don't pick a laugh at the expense of others... anymore... OK!... Most the time..... Somtimes
~* I love observing people. I'll sit somwhere for hours and just scrutinize
~* I've sat in parks and pointed hair dryers at people.
~* I love practical jokes
~* I degrade myself just so i can observe ignorant reactions or mock the foolish
~* I use ignominy as a source of choosing respectable friends
~* I'm normally deceptive at clubs or bars. It's my twisted way of amusment
~* I love studying psychology or anything realating to the mind
~* If you see my drunk ass at a bar acting like a complete iddiot, yes, chances are i'm sober. Well, half the time.
~* I hate drama and the people who embrace it, although i find it amusing
~* I hate drama and the people who embrace it
~* I hate drama
~* Did i mention i fuckin hate fuckin drama?
~* Do you think i'm fuckin dramatic? Oh shit, Am i being hypocritical again!?
~* Fuck you for thinking that way! Look away now, bitch!
~* If you're still reading after i told you too look away, you must be pretty damn awesome
~* I have the most charming little vulgar mouth. Awww.
~* I don't use my vulgarity against people unless i'm TOTALLY disgusted with them
~* I'm not a violent women, but i know i have it in me
~* I can't tolerate people whom are a disgrace to themselves
~* I'm critical of my gender. I think most females have a bad name, although the fact that I, myself exist, I'm not so quick to judge. I know there's more that think like me..
~*And that was sarcasm once again, not vanity
~* I like using run on sentences
~* I'm more lenient of males than females and find them much easyer to get along with
~* Most my friends are males. I have very few female friends i can actually appreciate
~* I know the justification of that fact is because i never used to open up to my gender, nor they torwards me, and i'm kindda spiteful of that fact, yet i still don't care to change my ways
~* I believe my thoughts are ignorant yet it doesn't bother me
~* Despite the above statement, I have no tolerance for ignorance
~* I'm great at keeping secrets, with that fact, none ever really confides in me. That bothers me as well.
~* No. I wasn't always so callous and cold. Screw you for assuming. =c)
~* I rarely share my feeling with females. I prefer sharing with guys that don't listen anyway. You never get some half-assed, assuming response that you don't want to hear in the first place.
~* I'm kidding
~* I consider myself having only one close female friend in my lifetime, and she has past on
~* I have a rather deep, creative, imaginative mind.
~* I love to dream, but i am practical in my doing so
~* I am a romantic. I love to pamper and spoil. I love to use my creativity to charm and show my love and devotion. I have a very generous heart
~* I know my soulmate is out there somwhere
~* I think 'soulmate' sounds so sappy and cornish. But i love the fact of having one.
~* I love corny love. It makes me giggle like a little school girl.
~* I am a wolf in sheeps clothing
~* I look like a fly but i sting like a bee.
~* ' SHE BANGS!! SHE BANGS!!'
~* Most recognize me as meek and mild. I'M NOT ONE TO BE UNDERESTIMATED THOUGH
~* I can be cold, harsh, cruel and callous if you misjudge what i portray
~* I can be damn hella righteous when taken for granted
~* I hate having to be a bitch to get my gist through to some people
~* i love rhyming
~* I've become a self-reliant woman, although i HATE to be alone and do things on my own
~* I am a secret lyricist. I don't share what i write with many.
~* If you are special, i'm likely to let you know with words you've never heard before.
~* It is by the grace of me people don't learn what i can see
~* I am poetic but not pathetic. Or.. errghh, perhaps i am.
~* I was SUCH a DORK back in the school days!!
~* i am SUCH a DORK, living, in these days!!
~* I love dorks =)
~* I don't believe most are worthy of others known wisdom
~* I am selfish when it comes to enlightening some of the reckless
~* I'm am selfish when it comes to letting my thoughts be known by some
~* I am indifferent when people from my past come back around and have any bit of concern for me
~* I am a saltine cracka
~* I love to dance like an iddiot
~* I dance when people or watching or not, I'm aware of the fool i make of myself. It's hot.
~* I have no freakin rhythm, or coordination what so ever. It's sad
~* I sure can shake what my momma gave me though. {winKK}
~* I'd melt if i ever got a chance to dance with Franz Ferdnand, or Howlin' Pelle from the Hives ( I love the way those men can move... HOT.)
~* I LOVE music that gets my head bobbin like a dork
~* Damn, i'm such a white ass!
~* I am spontanious and love it
~* I am mesmerized by a guy that can dance
~* Except Ricky Martin. He's just not appealing
~* I live for BBQ Chicken frickin pizza
~* I am stuffing my face with so, as i type
~* Mmmmmmmmm. Pizzzzzzaaa
~* I love to concoct new recipes and test them on unsuspecting fools
~* I am a substance abuser. I've become addicted to Myspace
~* Other than that, i'm straight edge, but i'd love to smoke a blunt right now ~* Back to more meaningful notes.....
~* I am the hurt jealous type. Not the psychotic. I am calm and quiet when i feel betrayed.
~* Pehaps I'm upset underneath, but i never let it show
~* I am humble and forgiving in my nature unless it's in means of disgracing myself
~* I portray calm, friendly and kind, but i'd rather not be so, most of the time anyway
~* I love freakin BBQ chicken pizza. Bitch.
~* I'm not so organized in my subjects when it comes to creating random facts
~* I forgot to mention, i HATE driving. Not so much i hate it, I don't do it
~* I have some fuckin pathetic anxiety behind the wheel, i've yet to overcome. I hate the fact.
~* I seriously, haven't freakin drove since... 03.. possibly.
~* Before that i refused to drive anywhere within a 20 mile radius from home ~* Yes, i'm aware i'm a loser... It's sick
~* I am a germaphob and have been diagnosed with obsessive compulsiveness in the past.
~* I love to be clean. I get antsy when i feel gross. I have a need for orderliness and cleanliness. Don't worry though, it's not out of control at the most. I only use like, 15 different brands of cleansers in the shower.
~* Not all at the same time exactly... if you were wondering
~* I love it when i see a pretty shimmering, glittery, hot pink, ' hey cutieeee' comment from a female, on a males comment page. Men just love up the pink glamour these days. I, a sensible female on the other hand, think it wise to send a picture of a beer, perhaps sitting next to a nice hot pipin plate of nachos? Better yet, some pussy. Yes, i appreciate you as well, guys.
~* I was also diagnosed with ADHD when a child.
~* Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, you ignorant morons. We're all so much more better than you. lol.
~* I love comedy
~* If you are still reading this.. (ahhh, another commonality in most myspace profiles! I'm so unique!!)
~* I seriously do though, give you my utmost regards and praise for scrolling this far. I love you too.
~* Send me a message! I'll send you a gold star sticker to wear on your chest. Congratulations!!
~* After i finish with my mumbo jumbo, i plan on catching up with all whom have been ignored in the negligence of my addiction.
~* On the other hand, If you're not reading this, you don't deserve to know what i've been up to.
~* Assholes
~*heheheh
~*ahhhhhhh {sighs}
~* I finished off the pizza if you're wondering
~* I have 3 kitties. 2 of which are spoiled rotten and take it for granted. They are not my true companions. Cricket, on the other hand, Is my best friend. She's my comfort and tranquility. She has no characteristics of most spoiled cats i've seen. I love her ta death.
~* Cricket is stuffed. Yes, i took her to the taxidermy after i accidentally shot her with a beebee gun. I'm only kidding.
~* I KEED, I KEED!!!!!
~* heheheh, triumph. Such a dog, that, dog.
~* On the other hand, i love dogs, but prefer cats. I like the ' specifically indoor animals only'. Hence, the whole ' germaphob/clean' thing.
~* I dislike spastic, untrained animals. I can't stand dogs that jump or lick.
~* I only like men that jump and lick
~* I'm a dirty whore, ya got that right!
~* You like 'em dirty, don'tchya?
~* Don'tchya wish your girlfriend was hot like me? (i hate that song, i seriously do)
~* I enjoy insignificant facts. Don't you?
~* I enjoy significant others. Eh?
~* Come to me with a problem only if you want help solving it. I'm not the most sympathetic.
~* Females rarely come to me for advice. My thoughts are that of a males. I will be upright and blunt with you. If i think you are stupid, i'll be sure you're quite aware.
~* I have common sense. I'd appreciate you more if you have it too.
~* If you ask me a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear
~* I try to have the greatest understanding of the oposite gender. It makes life less complex for the both of us.
~* I was pretty much your average tom girl growing up. I hated barbies. I loved playin in the mud.
~* Funny how things have changed. I still think barbies are lame, but I hate gettin dirty.
~* Don't complain about fast food when your the iddiot that fuckin bought the shit in the first place. I wouldn't eat anything served out a window unless i was a seagull.
~* Of course you're fat. You eat out every day for lunch.
~* ( Females... SIGHS.... No names in particular... Julie)
~* I really don't plan on having/wanting any children. But I leave that decision between two people.
~* I never really grew up around many kids, so i'm not the greatest with them. My sister always got all the babysitting jobs
~* Kids are hella funny though. They're good for laughs.
~* I can't stand white trash parents with white trash children. Dude, give you're kid a bath already. And get those grimmy little twerp hands away from me.
~* I'm such a shallow bitch. lol.
~* I have... A genius, practical, and simple money making plan. I've yet to find someone worthy to share it with.
* If you are still reading this, you might as well be the worthy one. Ask me my minds comtemplations. I may just share with you.
~* I love you man! I'll even be happy to share my ice cold bud light.
~* I've always dreamed of having an erotic bakery, specializing in cream filled ' twinkies', and ass cakes. I love baking the ass cakes. Mmmm. Ass cakeee.
~* I've created a humping bunny mold and give out the cutest lil' chocolate treats at easter time.. IF.. you're worthy.
~* I have a thing for ' Worthy' people
~* I seek vengeance on those who steal my ideas.
~* I despise injustice.
~* I dislike working for lawyers. I believe they lie to make their livings. I'm not the fondest of that fact.
~* I told you i'm fuckin spontanious
~* I'd love to travel if i found the right person to enjoy it with.
~* I love nature. And the sky. And horizons. I love horizons, hence the sky.
~* I love writing and blogging and filling out surveys.
~* If you've made it this far, read my blogs. Nobody ever does =(
~* I have a whole blog page filled with Qs & As that might give a little more perspective if this hasn't done so already.
~* I caN'T sTAnD LoSERs WhO TyPE LikE ThIS. GeT A LiFe anD sToP WasTINg YoUr TiME
~* I refuse to be someones little ' secret'. (no ass in particular this pertains to, { sighhhh} )
~* I am not a picky eater. I love food.
~* I workout 4 times a week. I belong to a fitness club.
~* Listening to Keane's Hopes and Fears makes me feel melancholy and weary, yet happy and peaceful at that... ? I love that album
~* As of about a year and a half ago i probably would never have pictured myself listening to some of the music i listen to today.
~* I classify my taste and personality as punk, although with work/lifes circumstances, I have a hard time living it up
~* I love the music scene. It's just about my only scene too.
~* I love the punk rock lifestyle, although i've come to realization that it's not the lifestyle for me anymore, although i'm now unaware what is
~* I Am a hardcore Irish. I live it up. I drink hard and rock hard
~* Not my favorite band like they used to be, But i never miss the Dropkick Murphys when they're in town. I usually go down to Boston to catch them on St. Pattys Day.
~* St. Pats Day is prolly my favorite holiday. I always request it off from work.
~* I LOVE GETTIN SMASHED ON SMITHWICKS!!
~* MMmmmmmm, fuckk yeahhhh.. Smithwickksss
~* AMERICA!! FUCKKK YEAHHH!!!
~* Matt Stone and Trey Parker.. Fucking awesome. I want a ring, please?
~* I'd love to go to ireland, Or travel anywhere on that matter.. Back, to .. the matter.... that didn't really matter... did it?
~* I love my job. Honestly. It's not so bad.
~* I hate being rushed. I get highly frustrated when i am.
~* I get frustrated when things take too long to accomplish
~* I hate it when people use comment pages to carry on conversations back and forth. LAME-O. Dude, just message eachother
~* I love watermelon flavored candies
~* I am hardcore Prolife. Highly against abortion. Ask me for my views about that and i'll rant for hours
~* I buried my boyfriend/date to prom, On morning of prom day
~* We had the most adoreable outfits that fit the Medieval scene. My dress was freakin GORGEOUS, his garb was fuckin hilarious. And absurd. I was highly anticipating the day
~* I spent hours researching the costumes and was determined to go with the theme
~* I assumed no one thought i'd show. Everyone was picked over, i had no date.
~* I spent 40 minutes just lacing up my freakin dress. I distressed out, stayed home, and fell asleep with cricket. I love cricket. I should have just taken her with me
~* YEAHHH!! I'M THE DEBBIE DOWNER OF THE REAL WORLD.. ~ woOooP-Woooowww~
~* I was the retard that dated bad boys/ iddiots. I have forgiven myself
~* I walked out my highschool commencement right after i received my diploma, before it even ended, before we even thru up our hats, before i even said my final goodbyes... I was torn and stressed. Damn school & finals... and that whole year at that. It was ruined for me
~* If there's one day in life i could go back and change....
~* I remember friends back then that envied my strength. !? What fuckin strengh would that have been!? I hated hearing that.
~* Nobody i have met past that time knows of my stories. I've kept it all inside
~* I love talking about it though. Ask me away.
~* I hate when people don't know what to say, so they don't say anything at all. SwEeeeeeeT.
~* Part of the reason i lost a good 70% of friends is that fact. Or perhaps they wern't friends to begin with, or perhaps it'd help if i didn't take it so personal, I'm aware it happens.
~* I rarely talk to a single soul from my graduating class these days. I grew irritated with the disgraceful or distructive ones i once knew
~* I regret the fact i feel that way torwards people anymore. I regret the fact i've turned away from all that i knew
~* I am understanding and accepting of the fact of why i did so, but i have a hard time living with the consequences..
~* lonerrrr. Tis cool, i'm an awesome one at that.
~* I WILL FILL IN MORE LATER... UNDER CONSTRUCTION. BESIDES, I'M SURE YOU'RE NOT READING ANYMORE ANYWAY......... =)
Unconditional love is inseparable from freedom. Pure love is a law unto itself. It is totally proactive, not reactive. Unconditionally frees us from ourselves - from our habitual patterns and hang-ups; it helps set us loose from our fears and limitations. Love creates it's own wake, has its own direction, moves according to its own rhythm, and makes its own music. We are all accustomed to thinking in terms of the relational, transactional, give-and-take, business-like experiences, as in 'you stroke me and I'll stroke you'. True love has no sides, limits, or corners. It is without circumference and beyond inside and out. The heart of limitless love includes all and everything, embracing one and all in its warmth. Genuine love is enough in simply being itself.
"When the pawn hits the conflicts he thinks like a king
What he knows throws the blows when he goes to the fight
And he'll win the whole thing before he enters the ring
There's nobody to battle when your mind is your might
So when you go solo, you hold your own hand
And remember that depth is the greatest of heights
And if you know where you stand, then you know where to land
And if you fall it won't matter, because you'll know that you're right"