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The World is Bigger Than Your Beliefs - A Note to Anyone Who Holds Anything Sacred

Rob Breszny likes to remind people that millions of things are going right for them every moment.  The planet's in exactly the right spot for our existence, trees on the other side of the world p...
Posted by on Wed, 30 May 2007 22:44:00 GMT

"homesick"

i can feel it in my fingernailsand between my teeth and cheek.insects, dust, and ivy have pavedthe space between now and last week.i ask the stars what feeling this isand if it's because we're apart....
Posted by on Sun, 20 May 2007 00:56:00 GMT

A Taoist folk tale from Pronoia

A poor farmer had only one horse.  One day, it broke through a weak part in its fence and ran away.  His neighbors exclaimed "How unlucky!"  And the farmer said "Maybe, maybe not."A fe...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 00:42:00 GMT

The Linen Girl at the Golden Lion

Pam asked me to help her collect everyone's napkins so the linen girl could wash them and go home.  The linen girl was apparently in a rush.  Mostly everyone at the banquet had finished dess...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 00:28:00 GMT

Remember that time I was depressed for 8 months?

You know that part when you transition from "crap I have to change this and this and this about me if I am going to get what I want" to "fuck that, I've already got it and had it the whole damn time"?...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 18:03:00 GMT

Between the Physical Space of Desire and Satisfaction

[An oldie but goodie!]"I keep thinking what it would be like to kiss you."Wow.  No one had ever been that straight up with me before.  Or maybe no girl had ever wanted to kiss me that badly ...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 22:19:00 GMT

More purging

Do You?Do you know how I hold back?Do you know how I am holding everything back?Do you know how scared I am to give you all the love and all the hate and fear and passion I have for you?Do you know ho...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 00:46:00 GMT

One night's emotional purge

My all of thisI gave you my all of this.You had my affection, you had kisses behind your ears, you had your closet door fixed when it broke, you had my outside and inside spoon by fireside, by moviesi...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 00:15:00 GMT

Jersey-ward Christmas

Two days ago I was nervous about and not looking forward to going back to Jersey for the holidays (FYI now I AM looking forward to it).  I have a shelf life in Jersey of 3 or 4 days, depending on...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 21:33:00 GMT

Falling for an Incompatible Woman: Advice from Chris

To those with man-bones:  Whenever you find yourself asking the question "How do I get over her?" read what Chris has to say about the situation (and I wish you great success!):"Mix equal parts i...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 13:09:00 GMT