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About Me




My name is Ashton, remember that name you'll be screaming it later. Just kidding... but seriously.
I'm a bit of a goof... an odd gawky teenager. If you don't actually know me I come off as a total creeper. :D
I'm currently single, but that doesn't mean I'm looking. I'm so tired of letting people down and hurting people and being hurt myself. Although, I'm constantly lonely and I need to be co-dependent on someone... so it's a double edged sword.
I like trying new things and talking to interesting people. I like to think I'm not vapid, so I will basically talk to anyone. Unless they're annoying.
I'm selfish. Let's get that out of the way right now. I look out for number one. I love my friends, and those are the only ones I can afford to love right now.
I'm normal. Likes: Holding hands, cold nights, hoodies, men who can tear me up, superiority complexes, writing and reading, watching old movies, listening to songs with real meaning, shooting guns, my friends, laying with people, running, riding bikes, taking walks, zombies, baths, people who make me laugh, people who make me think, rpg games, Half Life, making things go boom, kissing, school, people in general, making things bend with my mind, trucks, being lit, Movies based on people in books who don't read magazines, long nights, stale cups of coffee, broken cigarettes, afternoons laughing at burger king, school plays, bad humor, having crazy curly hair, being strange places with people I like, rainy days, nights at the Messer's
Dislikes: Over-dramatics, ukulele boys, people who are too loud, people who are too quiet, Mind fuckers, commitment, physical labor, cleaning, keeping areas around me clean, cats, goofy virgins, super straight edge, The presidential election, Hannah Montana and the Jonas Brothers, People who try to be some particular style, people who cut themselves and tell people about it, people who are rude, people who refuse to tell me they don't like me when they so obviously don't, jealousy, ex-boyfriends, extreme cold, bimbo whores, People who believe church is the answer to everything, judgments, sun-burn, flamboyant gays, mormons, baptists, agnostics, basically religion in general, camps, old people, pre-teen girls, romantic comedies.

My Interests

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My Blog

You found love in a broken heart

Nights spent sweating in this bedWhen I would prefer to be sweating in your armsI'll take all of the lonelinessIf it means that you'll just give me a chanceI know I'm not perfectNot that prettyNot tha...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jun 2010 00:08:00 GMT

I'm so sick.

Emotionally and physically. Fuck this. Seriously. And fuck all of you. I feel like I am worth more then this. I feel like I am better then it. Better then being ignored by you, and better then settlin...
Posted by on Sun, 02 May 2010 02:45:00 GMT

Does it seem worth it now?

Highs and lows Dipping down into deep impenetrable blueSoaring high above bright white lightFingers touching cloudsThis is where we liveThe children of tomorrowIn ramshackle houses hating our livesOur...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Jan 2010 23:50:00 GMT

Scream for me

One more blare for the brassAs strings pick out an angry rhythmThe rhythm that my heart makes when it sees the sadness on your faceChild it's too much to bearWhen is everyone going to learn they don't...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Sep 2009 21:05:00 GMT

Dear Robin

  Bye bye Robin I won't miss you when you're gone You'll fly far away from here And I won't miss you dear Not the feel of hair through fingers Not the pressure of skin to ski...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Aug 2009 17:46:00 GMT

Masochism Is The Name Of The Game

Scream until your mind knows what to do with itself. Stay awake until your eyes bleed. Soak in guilt until your brain slowly gnaws away at your heart. That's just a day in the life of me. Worry until ...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Jul 2009 01:14:00 GMT

How Absolutely Lovely

Here's to being lied to. To being walked on, used, promised something and fed bullshit. Here's to seeing the best in him, not believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be. He...
Posted by on Tue, 26 May 2009 00:22:00 GMT

Holy Monstrous Musical Pinecones Batman!

Time balanced against the point of a ballpoint pen. It crumbles and everything around it turns to ash. Though it may seem completely unrealistic to some, all of this is a dream. A frightful nightmare ...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 22:55:00 GMT

Hows The Heart? Is It Beating?

Sometimes life is one of the deepest, most gut wrenching, most unexplainable shit you could ever imagine. It knocks some of the strongest people on their asses. It shakes morals and beliefs to the poi...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 21:27:00 GMT

Complex Swirl Of Brightly Contrasting Images

Tears are like liquid acid. Running down my face and burning me with their weakness. My weakness.It's impossible to forget those long long days. Like slamming your head against a brick wall. It all ma...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 19:10:00 GMT