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Im having a stroke.. OF GENIUS!
i want to have an amazing life. i want amazing friends, and amazing nights, and amazing reasons to wake up every morning. i want to have fun, and i want a future. i want to remember everything great thats happened to me, and forget all i've lost. I love Portland, but one day im going to leave. all the people here are the same, and everyday i wonder if i will ever meet someone new. someone who makes me see things differently. someone whos fun and different and spontaneous. someone who cares.

im gabriella. im not perfect, but i don't want to be. i am pieces of everyone who has ever changed me, and im trying to make them all fit together, although i don't think they ever will. i love traveling, and i love having something to look forward to. right now, I do. Its called summer. Its called life.
i don't really watch tv, but i spend way too much time here. i dream about everything, and think way to much. Over analyzation is a gift and a burden, but I try to use it to my advantage. i want to speak fluent french, but im not there quite yet. im independent, but there are people in my life that i wont ever be able to let go of. Some people think that depending on others is a sign of weakness, but I think that everyone needs to have someone to lean on when life gets too hard.
i have a lot going for me, and no one will take that away. the things that scare me influence me more than the things that don't, and thats why i know what i want. I change my mind constantly and my spirits been broken time and again, but nothing will ever keep me down. I have a desire to prove myself and to push myself. I want to be strong enough to move on, but still strong enough to look back at the previously done damage. i wont change for you, and i don't expect you to change for me. but that doesn't mean i don't want to know you. so what's your story? 

AIM; ellalikehella
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