MARCH 28TH, 2008
2 years down the line.. where am I now? well, its 09:46 on a friday night, and im here attemping to update this old OLD myspace of mines. i know people still come on here because i still get messages and friends request til this day.
since my post here 2 years ago, i still havent resolved the issues i have with those people i once called my friends. but, i'm totally happy with my decision. the friends i have now are GREAT! & i love them. we're there for each other through everything. theyre like my second family. i get nothing but unconditional love & support from them.
i was beginning to think i was cursed. that i was gonna lose my friends every new years eve. new years eve 2005, i had a melt down. got pissed at everyone & made new friends in 2006. new years eve 2006, once again... DRAMA! ended up losing my friends again. THEN new years eve 2007 rolls around... i was preparing myself to lose all the people i met in 07. but, WOW! the friends that i made in 2007, & the people i got closer to in 07 made it sucha memorable night. thats when i realized they are f-a-m-i-l-y. i ♥ them, FOREAL!
and my FAMILY.. dont think i forgot about you guys. you guys are the best!! we've been through so much together in the past 2 years. we've all gotten so much closer. we've all grown so much as a family, and individually. im so proud of everything that we've become and accomplished. i love you guys!!
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DECEMBER 31ST 2005
so.. its 11:48pm 12 minutes before the new year... im sittin.. here in my room in the dark.. & while i'm somewhat shit face drunk... i realize.. I HAVE NO TRUE FRIENDS! i finally learned that i can't count on NO FUCKIN BODY! the only person i can really count on is MYSELF! i shouldve listened to my sister when she told me that my "friends" are whack! im always there for the people in my life.. but theres never anyone there for me. esp when i need them the most. no one seems to give a shit about me or my feelings... so from now on.. i dont give a shit about anyone else. if you feel like im out of line or if i'm hurting your feelings, than TOO FUCKIN BAD! its hella sad that i'm gonna ring in the NEW YEAR by myself & ontop of that, MAD! im not posting this so people feel bad for me or whatever.. im jus ventin.. so people who come on my shit know wsup!? all those people who pretend like you care, stop puttin on a front & be real with me. if you aint down with me, LET ME FUCKIN KNOW. last post of the year.. PEACE THE FUCK OUT!
i G0T A NEW MYSPACE. FiND ME iF Y0U CAN!.... ST0P MESSAGiNG ME HERE! iM N0T G0NNA ANSWER ANY 0F THEM. S0 Y0U'RE WASTiNG Y0UR TiME.
