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i'm crazee, quiet, loud and most of all doing what God is having me to do. I fail and I succeed. I realize this now. I have things that are fruitful in my life and things that are not. I'm striving to get the good fruit. I'm a photographer and creator at heart...as of July 08...i'm laid off and working in my photography & creations full time!!!!!! I'm living the dream...this is what happens when you dream it and live it. Fulfillment only comes from living in your purpose. :)
Where inside of you is that scream of your heart...that is pounding on your chest...and if you DONT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT....that you'll regret??? Find your passion.
MY BUSINESS IS OPEN FULL TIME
www.rarmai.com *Reflective*Atypical*Radiant*Meaningful*Astounding*Innovativ e
RARMAI is "I am RAR" backwards...itz a name i made up to somehow describe "me"...
Please email me here or on my site if you need my services!!!! :)
worthless without Him, but WORTHY in Him."....~Jen.
"YOU GOTTA STEP IN THE PUDDLES BEFORE WALKING ON WATER..." - ~Jen...
I'm just NOT like everyone else...and i won't fit in...and i won't blend in...nor will you see me with a dozen people fighting over hers, his, mine, ours attention...i prefer one on one impartations to multitudes of entertainment. ~~Jen
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www.elementsingles.org
No, itz not a meat market folks.
Itz a place to grow and find your PURPOSE in life. ****************************************************
Question #133. What sign are you?: i'm a stop sign. STOP ASKING THESE QUESTIONS! hahahahah
"So stop beaming out your *perfection* beams...cause you will NOT find it."...~Jen
"You want my credentials? I have I AM on my forehead!" Janice Sjostrand - conference 1997
"I can relate to most anyone, but I don't fit in with them" ~Jen
"I'm not smarter than you, I just think differently" ~loose quote from Pastor Rowan and now quoted by ME on a consistent basis. :)
"I hate labels! Why do I have to be labeled a *Christian*...why can't I just be a child of God?" ~Jen
"i have what I call "God created me this way" syndrome. :) get over it." ~Jen
"Who do you hang with?"...."The son of God!"...~Pastor Rowan on the cd *The Terror of Knowing God*
"When I hug you, I hug you with my heart" ~ Jen
You know, my alter ego is Chadwina - and I'm Jen as well. Or at Element...call me the "ALMIGHTY E-SHOP QUEEN"...
I'm a creative person with lots going on...been married just over 2 years +!!!!!!...
and all around loving life about now! :) God gave me the love of my life...my chosen one....I can't say enough...HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm in a stage of growing up...when does one ever stop?
Always room for a makeover, improvment and molding.
I believe God has called me to do some big things...and in doing those big things...
I have to do all the little things it takes to get there.
Fruits are awesome in the right season for harvest. :) Yes, God - i TRUST YOU!
I spend a lot of time thinking & praying for others.
If I'm not pelting you with emails...don't worry one day I might.
I love that God cares about my heart.
He is the one I'm pleasing...He smiles upon me...He is PROUD of me.
There are no more words, texts, italics that can put me in a box.
Hit me up sometime, we'll chat. If not, just glance at my blog now & then...
I'll try and transfer some of "me" in there. hahaaha
I'm pretty real...and not afraid to show myself...and who I love. :)
And if you haven't noticed...I'm not afraid to show my flaws in a lot of cases...I really can't live up to your "perfect" picture of me.
Thatz just impossible! :) If you are expecting perfection, please go somewhere else...I'm sure there are lots of people that have the following:
~have it all together
~know it all
~have done it all
~never make mistakes
~always know the right time to speak
~never hurt others
and the list goes on....:)
But the GREAT THING about me ...is Jesus.
My glue...that holds the cracks of my shell together.
He loves me just as I am...as much in my failures
...and as much in my successes.
He loves you too. :) I believe you too, can have that personal one on one experience with Him. :) No matter where you have been, what you have done or what you are going through. He is there for you. *HUGS*
Rock on folks.
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what IF you have one month to LIVE...???

I guess it did hit me last nite...what was going to happen in this next month. and what might NOT happen...herez the deal, i'm tired of "expecting" one thing...itz not fair of me to put this expectati...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Jul 2009 08:55:00 GMT

Sometimes, ....just sometimes.

you FEEL like you wanna give up in areas of your life....and i know this happens on a regular basis...like clockwork almost...if u were not human, you would not deal with this.  The animals have it so...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jun 2009 22:29:00 GMT

Cash for Cash : Artists coming together!

Cash for Cash : Artist event/Creative Outlets/Good Causes!ShareToday at 1:55pm | Edit Note | DeleteDear friends and artists,As you might know by now, our Beloved Cash is in need of help. She begins Ch...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jun 2009 13:27:00 GMT

When the power goes out?

When the power goes out?Ok, so i heard a mini-nugget today....When our power goes out in our house...our appliances....our cars....we wonder "where did it go? what is wrong"???What about our walk with...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jun 2009 13:26:00 GMT

Fears & insecurities.

Fears & Insecurities.i have to apologize to whomever needs it...because this last week or two...been battling some insecurities....and last nite i tossed & turned til about 330-4am...and just couldn't...
Posted by on Thu, 28 May 2009 10:01:00 GMT

for women that wanna have kids or are pregnant now!

for women that wanna get pregnant someday, or ARE pregnant...i found this movie on showtime called "the business of being born"...it discusses the OPTIONS you have as a person about to give birth...i ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 May 2009 08:36:00 GMT

the Weatherman aint got NOTHIN on God! :)

u know....itz not often that i pray or ask for things directly from God...maybe i'm too proud to ask...maybe i figure i won't get it...(fear)...but i have to tell you...in the last 24 hours...i've bee...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 17:15:00 GMT

TRUE LOVE......

1 Corinthians 13Love 1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteri...
Posted by on Sun, 10 May 2009 07:32:00 GMT

Living out the notes we read & the scriptures we say....

So today was SUCH a great day. So good, that I had to come home & sleep! Seriously, just took a 2 hour nap...i was up before my "normal" times, but got enough sleep to function today! lol :)First, I h...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 18:27:00 GMT

the ocean speaks.............

You know....i didn't go to have some creative spark ignited...or take "great" pictures....but our trip to mexico was literally to do NOTHING, be NOTHING but attentive to each other....to eat, drink co...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Apr 2009 23:03:00 GMT