Add to My Profile | More Videos[Careful this is a bit cynical yet the truth]I'm a hypocrite to my own criticism of the world as well as to others. I am opinionated yet willing to accept reality or a rational persons point of view. In short, I'm very much accepted by others and can walk freely between the social tribes of people. Furthermore, I love it when women wear eccentric clothing for it reveals their confidence, which in turn confirms unwavering self-esteem. I like bizarre red heads but seem to attract only blondes. Crazy lingerie, retro fashion and women wearing eccentric outfits who can pull it off absolutely kills me (apparently that is an ibid). I love Germany but have only seen the southern part of it. Moreover, I'm upset the East Prussia was taken from Germany by Woodrow Wilson's 14 points in 1918. I love that I am of Anglo-Saxon heritage and I am not ashamed or too privileged to admit it and I do not feel guilty or jealous that anyone's success in life preceded his or her forbearance. I like boats but I fear the ocean. Those who are not organized and ready at the command of discipline bother me but my room would leave room for interpretation. I write relationship melancholy notes that others would call poetry while I see it as being nothing more than fleeting moments of life typed on a MS file compressed into lifes details resembling a terribly confirmed reality. I am never jealous and often become closer friends to the guy trying to woo the girl I myself am meaningfully pursuing. I truly want to raise a family better than how I was raised in the nuclear family sense. I want daughters but probably will get stuck with just sons. I care not for material gain but only for love, stability, growth, understanding, appreciation and if necessary tough love. If I could pick a number to describe myself it would be 1181. I love the United States but would not have minded if the British succeeded during the Revolutionary War because no (white) American I have spoken to realizes what we were fighting for during that conflict except perhaps myself and a very few distinguished others (I.E. My great, great, great, great, great, great, great grand father was a captain in the North Carolina cavalry fighting for the patriots). I believe the South and the Mid-West are the last remnants of American cultural identity that has not changed since the founding of the country due to all the immigrants that passed through Ellis Island and settling in the north (Seriously inquire about northern cuisine prior to 1850, youll get nothing back but shrugged shoulders and a puzzled look). I dont blame the past or anything that preceded my existence and I only wish to learn from those events and feel empathy from it. I believe in responsibility but dont blame people for their mistakes, but insist that they pay for them. I am set in my ways but can change if one can prove or explain my ignorance. I am a Taurus but do not possess any of the dark traits of the zodiac sign only the strengths. I believe if I love something I will lose it and continue to lose what I love but thankfully memory eternalizes everything so in the end it was worth it. I love peace but believe it can only be achieved without the use of politicians and only by the use of generals and men with guns (I.E. my brother). I believe Ethnic terrorists will only understand a gun in the mouth so liberals should stop wasting time to understand them. I love feminists but I dislike making everything into a political issue. I do not believe the constitution is a living breathing document but rather device of authoritative suggestion that can only be interpreted by public referendum if challenged. I seem to be conservative but believe in popular sovereignty. I love meat but think eating crustaceans is cruel. When a shark eats a human I think its ludicrous to catch the shark who ate someone in his or her own dining room. I think very highly of myself and pretend to be humble while I am myself around those I love. I love animals and I use a little dog voice when I talk to dogs, the secret is, every dog gets the little dog voice regardless of size or age. I like writing in passive voice and am going to stop writing now, thanks for being curious and have lovely memories of your experiences.
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