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Wishing on a shooting star

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

I love myself a lot (seriously I would possibly date myself if there were two of me...... j/k haha!... maybe) I hate people, yet I love to be around people because I'm somewhat of a social butterfly. The emotions I wear are a mask so that no one knows what I'm truly feeling and who I truly am. I like to protect myself by setting up barriers so I can't get hurt like I have in the past when I grew up getting mentally tortured by classmates for various reasons.....I like grotesque things like paintings of rotting corpses, blood and gore, etc....I enjoy entertaining dark, macabre thoughts as well as perverted ones and keep a carefree and psychotic air about myself. I am very much a MORNING person. I wake up early and am only cranky when first getting up. I like to play the nervous game with people and hit on my friends when I know they get uncomfortable.... just because I can....
I listen to JAPANESE, KOREAN, CHINESE music... however I do add techno bands from Europe.... KTHNX no Rap or Country especially from America...
Yes, I am single, however I'm NOT looking for any e-hook-ups or any such thing nor am I actually really going to meet people for reals (unless I already know you, etc or will/ do go to college with you) just because I'm single... or for that matter have my picture on here does not mean I am willing to wear only my bra and panties to "show some more of myself off" I'm not a slut and although I am a bit risque (and do admittedley flirt and hit on my friends because it's fun XDD) I will NEVER put such on (or put out over) the internet... only people that know me will ever be subject to see such a side of me and I will never put such on the internet. I DON'T EVEN APPRECIATE BEING HIT ON OVER THE INTERNET BECAUSE I BELIEVE THAT IT IS DEMEANING AND PATHETIC AND ANY MALE THAT DOES SO (WITHOUT ACTUALLY KNOWING ME) IS A CHAUVENIST PIG! So, If you think to add me for a hook-up or because you think I'm some easy, slut-type girl.... you can suck one because A. I won't add you back or B. you'll neva see it.... and C. really I only add people with remotely similar interests as mine if I don't already know them!
I'm going to University of Phoenix for a BA in Global Business Studies, before I can transfer out to TUJ and change the major to International Relations and tack on a major/minor in Japanese (which I know a little, tiny bit of on my own..... mostly dirty, dirty, things XD but also nice polite things and some conversation.... anyone up for teaching me?)
I love Sushi to death (except maybe if it has caviar on it) and I'm a coffee and tea whore... nothing says I love you like coffee and tea... or a cd or a kung-fu movie...I love the Gothic&Lolita fashion, the Fruits fashion, and Visual Kei.... oh and Oshare Kei and eroguro.. but meh I kinda lump them with visual XD.. Music is my LIFE.. I like almost anything sewing, paintballing, motorcycle races, and watching documentaries...... oh and Indies movies hehe... I love the mod style and to infuse it with the 70's and traditional Asian elements..
I party hard and study harder so I guess it balances out XD I'm always up for new experiences.... I love to spend time with friends..... I like to cultivate friendships that last..
I am leaving on a jet plane... don't know when I'll be back again... Summer '10 to Harajuku, Tokyo, JPN... (seriously Temple INT College ftw!)
livejournal - the_wasuremono.livejournal.com mixi - http://mixi.jp/show_friend.pl?id=11440482
Your Fortune Is
Underwear is not the best thing on earth - but next to it. The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator
Your Fortune Is
War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator
Always look on the bright side of life!
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

You! XD Especially if you're someone that can help me with the career path I'm heading down <3 or you're an Asian musician because... I'm a music fiend *hordes cd's*
Mostly anyone that's not a rapist, murderer, animal fucker, or has both fully functional sex organs, cuz ewwww.......just.....eww on those..... also I don't want to meet anyone that is here soley for hooking up.....but I like people..... even if you have the opposite personality as me... I can get along with anyone....
Oh and I wanna meet any other Asian musicians.... 'cuz I love buying cd's and getting them autographed

Current List of Musicians and famous peoples:
L'arc~en~Ciel - met, but no autograph
angela - met, with many autographs and pics
Psycho le Cemu - met, pic and autograph
D'espairs Ray - met, pic and a few autographs
Kaoru & Shinya of Dir en grey - met, took pics of concert, and bought a presigned cd

My Blog

I’m saving myself from my impending doom

I'm just so over it all and I'm glad it's over. I realize now that those people never really considered me a friend and I was being used. It hurt so much but now I'm finally done. No more wonderi...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 01:00:00 GMT

Silent Tragedy - The Real Day 1

Those are all the pics I took, apparently I CAN'T take pictures consectutively in a row for a set number of days nuh-uh can't happen.SOOOOO I give up and throw in teh towel... But I'll still TRY to ta...
Posted by on Mon, 14 May 2007 04:34:00 GMT

Day 1 = bust

I couldn't find the camera for Day 1 XD.... so I guess I fail out the Starting line... meh :/ I'll add an extra day at the end so it'll be a WHOLE two weeks.... but I gots my cammy and I gots the char...
Posted by on Thu, 10 May 2007 04:40:00 GMT

~My Life's in the Pictures~

I went out today!!! To photograph my life for the next two weeks in everything I do and post it for him to see on myspace... I can do that.... except work'll be hard because I dtill can't find my pho...
Posted by on Tue, 08 May 2007 13:58:00 GMT

a bittersweet contemplation

I pretty much knew what I did on livejournal would have some kind of consequence here and more consequently... offline... however, I didn't expect people to make a big deal of it....the reasons, ...
Posted by on Mon, 07 May 2007 05:12:00 GMT

mwar

I have come to the conclusion that as of today I have no life......... having 2 full-time jobs and taking full-time classes was about the stupidest idea ever.......... yeah....... I'm barely...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 20:02:00 GMT

Dir en grey

  Well..... The good/bad-ish news is from The Marrow of a Bone there is one song that is sooooooooo much like my life is/was that I have to post the lyrics...... take it as you will.... I've giv...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 16:46:00 GMT

ramble, ramble

so... i haven't blogged on this in...teh forevers........   i have 5 things to say   1. I still fucking hate virginia western with the firey passion of a thousand burning suns (haha lik...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 19:46:00 GMT

Is any one capable... of washing my sadness away?

I hate people... I hate life.... and most of all I hate old people who ride people's bumpers in parking lots during Christmastime...... no wat I fucking hate the Christmas season as a whole........ &n...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 19:02:00 GMT

random info

I'm too poor now >> stupid school... I owe them like $200 by the 5th even though my status changed and therefore my loan was supposed to change and I"M NOT SUPPOSED TO FUCKING PAY THEM *kicks school* ...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 20:10:00 GMT